The Truth of The World

Well hello there, the name's Hilda Clara Gray! But please call me Clara or White either works. NOT HILDA. I'm currently trying to become a pokemon breeder, so if you need help with your pokemon don't be afraid to ask. Though if it's a battle you want I definitely won't be saying no~ Status: Has to give Red's (redwolfofpallet) consent to do whatever he wants for a month like a slave (until April 21) ( A independent RP blog for the Female protagonist of BW Hilda Post!Game. Multiship | MultiVerse | AU Friendly. )

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   That was forever his little nickname especially when he does things like this. Always meant in the most affectionate way possible which she was glad that he understood.

   Lifting herself up a bit to help him in discarding her shorts a small blush dusting her cheek as his hand brush her thigh. Leaning over to press her head against the older male as he stated he just wanted to make sure.

   "I know..." She muttered as he moved to kiss her ear, flushing just a bit as she looked at him. A small gasp came from her when his hand brushed against her crotch. Shivering as she bowed her head at the sensation.

[colourfulideals]

It wasn’t pathetic. It wasn’t pathetic in the slightest, and he understood her so well that it was painful; his chest ached just because he saw her in such a state. Hilda had always been strong, ever since he got to know her, but of course Touya wasn’t surprised to realise that she wasn’t as strong as she acted. Wasn’t it the same for him? He had trained himself to keep everything in for so many years now that he sometimes wasn’t aware that he lied his beloved friends right into the face. It was on reflex, always serving to protect him as much as possible.

Touya sighed quietly and continued to pet her head. As much as he wanted to hug her, he couldn’t do both with the state he was in himself. “Hilda, I- I’m not happy. I’m always pulling myself together b-because I’m scared that my few friends will leave me.” His worries and troubles didn’t matter. Nothing about him mattered as long as his friends were happy, that’s how he had thought for years on end before he finally realised that he couldn’t go on like this. “It’s okay— it’s completely okay that you feel that way, though! It’s human.” Gently petting her head some more, the researcher hoped that it would calm her down. After Hilda had appeared again, he had been hurt, yes, but in the end he had been really happy to see her again!

"Y-you’re stronger than me. You’re always so full of energy and confident, you’ll make friends everywhere I’m sure," he continued with a sall sigh, although he paused in his actions and withdrew his hand, smiling up at her. "You’re rough and k-kind of insensitive at ties, but I still care for you. You’re my friend and I know I’m not a good friend myself, b-but I won’t stop being your friend."

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   They honestly weren't that different in how they tried to appear strong for the sake of others and themselves. Desperately clinging onto something in fear that if they showed weakness people will leave. Her hand moving to try and wipe away the tears that were falling. A small sniffle came from the young woman as she looked up at the other weakly. Listening to him explain that he wasn't happy and was simply trying to pull himself together. Pretending that his own issues didn't matter at all, scared just like she was of her few friends leaving.

   Feeling his hand on her head felt so nice and assuring despite the tears that had fallen. The fact that he actually came to her and was attempting to help her was assuring. Slowly making herself look up at the other as he spoke kind words. A bit disappointed when the others hands retracted as she looked at the other till he smiled.

   Clara couldn't help the small smile that formed on her lips when the other said those less then nice things. Calling her rough and insensitive while she's over here crying was kind of funny. Half tempted to say if he was trying to cheer her up he was kind of failing. Till he spoke of how he still cared about her and how they were still friends. That wasn't changing...

"T-Touyaaaa." She cried suddenly hugged the other, trying not to hurt his injured arm. Cause he still cared about her and thought of her as a friend and wow. It made her so happy to hear that, "Thank you, I won't ever stop being your friend. I promise..."

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As he felt the other holding and squeezing it lightly, Red’s lips curled into a smile. It warmed the boy up inside that he could help someone, even in a little way, just by offering to be their friend. He didn’t want to leave someone hanging at all, especially if they had trouble making friends. “Hehe~ It’s nice to meet you too, Carla!” he replied with a slight giggle.

[thewhitehero-blog]

   Some times just holding a hand out to someone can mean a lot to a person. That small gesture really did make her smile though and made her feel more comfortable. Wasn't every day someone came up to her and asked to be her friend. She definitely seemed a bit more cheered up, "You don't look like a native. Are you a foreigner, Red?"

[toloveandtrust]

[ he doesn’t expect to have to explain herself, but the fact that she’s staring with this big eyes of hers tells him he’s gonna have to. It’s kind of a pain, but he expects protagonists to be naive about certain things—especially in her generation.]

Friends. They’re just there to get you places. Keep you from feeling like an alien. But once you get over that, they aren’t necessary.  …you don’t know who actually matters until you realize that 90% of the world doesn’t, and that’s okay.  [ shuffles awkwardly]

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[ If he was going to say something he should go all out to explain why he said it. The look in the others eyes made Clara go quiet as he seemed to have more experience. As if he had experienced things and had grown jaded about the world.

So she listened. ] 

I... See. I guess that is true...

[ Though she was considering what he said it seemed like a harsh lesson to think on. ]

What about the other ten percent?

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outofwhite; I'm still shocked so many people came to talk to and help Clara out. And how different it is in their 'help'.

[timididealist]

Touichi flinched on instinct when a hand rested over his head, and he had to take a few moments before hesitantly looking up at Clara, fidgeting in place as he looked at her for a few moments. He couldn’t help but be scared of being out, but if it was with Clara… it would be alright with Clara, right? Twisting his fingers on his sleeves, Touichi hesitated for a few moments before giving the girl a small nod. “… Y-Yeah… we… w-we can… if y-you want…”

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   Clara was trying hard to be understanding and not scare the other with her actions. When he flinched from her touch it actually hurt a little as it seemed like he was scared of her. Though she tries her best to hide the hurt as she simply offers a sad smile. Thankful when the other slowly accepted his offer.

   "Alright, come on it's my treat." She muttered, reaching down to gently take his hand so they could walk. Though stops herself when she remembered how he flinched just from the pet. Pulling her hand back and making a motion for him to follow. "Follow me ok?"

[thewhitehero-blog]

"Glad to know I’m not alone in this feeling."

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"Yeah I can understand it all…"

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"It's a horrible feeling, huh...?" 

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The boy let out a soft girlish giggle before holding his hand out. Red knew all too well what it was like for people to be there one moment and gone the next. His father being one of those people who left because he was disappointed in how his son was growing up. “I know how hard it can be to make friends… But I can be your friend if you’d like~ My name is Red!” he chirped happily.

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"Ah-"

   When the other held out his hand she couldn't help but offer a small almost timid smile. Reaching out to actually hold the others hand in return squeezing it just a bit. Startled once more when Red said that he would be willing to be her friend. A bright smile forming on her lips as she nods,

"I wouldn't mind, you can call me Clara. It's nice to meet you Red."

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toloveandtrust said: You don’t need friends.

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"Huh...?"

   She didn't need friends...? That was a surprise and not a response she heard from many. Though she was quiet and waiting for him to explain why she didn't need friends.

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outofwhite; You can stay strong only for so long before you just break down and expose your darkest fears.

[crimson-anxiety-deactivated2015]

"I-i know just how that is… I’ve had plenty of people just use me and then leave me alone for other people… You find new friends eventually who will stick around though~ I promise!"

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"I'm not exactly the best at making friends..." Though his words did in fact perk her up just a bit. As if gave her hope that eventually she will have new friends that stick around. Instead of those friends that say they care yet never visit or see her. Offering a small smile, "Thank you, it's nice to hear that..."

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"Glad to know I'm not alone in this feeling."

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"Do you ever get the feeling like... Those you thought were your friends don't want anything to do with you? But they keep saying they care cause they don't want you to feel bad...? Then you go searching for another friend and think you found them only for them to leave once more."

"I don't like this feeling."

[namface]

I’m gonna print this on sparkly stuff so it’s like shiny bookmarks with shiny protags with shiny pokemon 

I’ll put them online for order in a month or so i think

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outofblack; And with those random welcome post I go to bed… Almost every post had him having gotten into a fight prior- Wtf Hilbert.

 Good night!

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outofwhite; I can't believe it but I actually made the dang Hilbert blog.

Still got a lot of things to add but thought why not share at least.