This is what he missed ---
The ocean air biting at his sun-kissed skin with salty
breath; Slipping into the water, dipping his head between
those cool, satiny sheets of blue and feeling bone-deep
aches evaporating into a wide sky; Seagulls wailing; Long
grasses murmuring; Some waves hurtling towards the
jagged rocks with a crash, others sinking into beds of
This is what he has longed for but now, upon
returning to this beloved, glorious place, he feels so
strange. It's as if someone has rearranged the furniture
and now he is constantly tripping over the ottman, or
he is forcing two jigsaw pieces together that simply don't
want to fit. It is not his home anymore; but the scene
before him is the same as it was a decade ago -
immortalised in sand and sea and sun - instead it is
him who does not fit. And he is suddenly angry at
the people who told him that home was not a place,
because he has gone away to try and love her, to
be home for her, and she has hammered at all his
corners and tried to jam his edges in next to hers when
really, he has always belonged right here amongst
these lonely, towering dunes...
Home is somewhere else now but it wasn't supposed to be her // by I. Song