@littlebetafefeĀ hi hi !! Iām sorry this took literal months to write, but here is deanpharm <3Ā
Dean liked talking about moving in with Pharm after they graduated; the idea of a future - no, the promise of a future with Pharm made him feel giddy. He also liked how flustered Pharm would get. The red tinge that would take over Pharmās chubby cheeks and the shy smile that sprouted on his tiny face made Dean feel like an accomplished lover. Pharm was so cute, and Pharm was his soulmate. How magical was that?Ā
But mainly, he mentioned it because Pharm felt like home. It was so easy to be around him that even mundane activities like standing behind him while Pharm cooked or cuddling on the couch watching television made Deanās day. His favourite was sleeping though, especially now that Korn and In were finally happy and in peace. Pharmās nights were no longer full of nightmares; he no longer cried in his sleep. That didnāt stop Dean from staring at him as he slept. His love was finally sleeping regularly, and it made his heart happy.Ā
However, what didnāt make his heart happy was having to sleep without Pharm. His own bed felt like a strangerās bed now, far too wide and empty. It was impossible to fall asleep. Dean hated it with a burning passion. It was far too cold, he was far too alone. A true lose/lose situation. But he didnāt want to bother Pharm, didnāt want to seem too dependent on him. They were happy together and Pharmās promise ring showed that, but Dean still worried that at some point Pharm would decide enough is enough. It was a sad thought, and also a dumb one. Pharm loved him, he made that very obvious. But laying in his bed all alone, craving sleep so bad but not being able to get it made his brain think dumb mean things.Ā
He stayed awake until the sun rose and peeked through his windows. Dean was exhausted, he was so tired, but he and Pharm had plans and god damn it, he was going to see his boyfriend today. So he got dressed and got in his car, which hindsight was probably a bad idea because it was very hard for him to keep his eyes focused and on the road. He made it to Pharmās condo in record time and his drowsiness slipped away the moment he saw his boyfriend on the balcony attached to the condo. Just the sight of his love made his heart race. It was almost like he had tunnel vision. He was unsure on why they were both up so early but he didnāt give it much thought as he hurried into the building. He was so close to Pharm, so close to home, it had him almost anxious.Ā
The moment he reached the door, it was opened before he could even use his key or knock. On the other side was his Pharm, his sweet little baby. His sweet baby who was looking at him with unabashed worry on his face. He felt Pharmās small hand touch his cheek and he leaned into the pressure, his own eyes dancing across the shorter boyās face. He saw the dark circles under his eyes and the way Pharmās usual tanned skin was pale. He didnāt like it.Ā
āAh, PāDean, you didnāt sleep either?ā Pharm questioned and suddenly it all made sense. Dean smiled softly and shook his head. Pharm nodded. He looked thoughtful for a moment before he dropped his hand. Dean tried not to miss the warmth too much.Ā
āNap date?ā Pharm asked, his eyes all wide and innocent and Dean felt all of his reserves, not that he had many, melt away. He smiled softly and nodded, following Pharm into his home, closing the door behind him. It took him barely any time to strip out of his jeans and plop down on the twin-sized bed, arms open and awaiting the body of his small boyfriend. Pharm slipped in beside him moments later, his head immediately resting on Deanās chest. Dean wrapped his arms around Pharm and pulled him closer, sleep gently caressing his brain. He sighed in bliss, kissing Pharmās forehead before he let sleep take him over.Ā
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