Lioness

Dis, daughter of Thrain, younger sister of Thorin and Frerin, and mother of Fili and Kili [Indie. Semi-Selective Dis roleplay blog, Multi-verse and multi-ship. Mun and muse 18+. FC- Katheryn Winnick. Track as- thexlionessx ] [Main blog to: mxrethanlife]

[thexlionessx]

Her gaze flickered from the path behind them, the confusion was evident on her face as her expression changed from happy, to confused and then worried. It was only when her gaze had returned to her brother that Dis had noticed the blood, she opened her mouth and then shut it before any words passed her lips, searching his eyes for some sort of explanation as to why he would be asking her of all people for forgiveness.

And then it clicked.

Throin had returned without Vili, covered in blood and tracks of tears in the dirt on his face. Dis stared up at her brother, thoughts going to her children both of whom were completely oblivious to the fact it was only their Uncle standing in the path. As if she was no longer in control of her own body, her hands tightened around Thorin’s coat like he was the only only holding her to this earth. 

Swallowing the lump in her throat and blinking back the tears that threatened to spill, Dis spoke through clenched teeth. 

“Thorin what happened?”

[thexlionessx]

“ did you tell anyone else about it? ”

@theotherdurinson

“No,” Dis shook her head, “Vili doesn’t even know.” She sighed and looked down at her hands, biting her lip. “I don’t.. Thorin has been asking about a child for a few years now and if this baby is a boy, Frerin… I want to keep the pressure off the baby for as long as possible because he or she will had the weight of a crown on them until you have a child or Thorin himself.”

[theotherdurinson]

“The pressure will come whether you like it or not, Dis, you know that.” It was a harsh reality, but an unfortunately true one. He rolled his eyes at the mention of their brother. “If Thorin wanted a baby so badly he should have it himself.” 

Frerin had to find a way to put his sister’s mind at ease. “Well…I mean…I have to have a kid kicking around somewhere in Middle Earth by now. Maybe we could find one and plop a crown on it and call it a day!” He grinned, “Can you imagine, an army of tiny me’s running rampant throughout the world.”

[thexlionessx]

“And that is exactly why I will not let Vili go off drinking with you,” Dis teased her brother, gently nudging him. “It’s a scary thought, little versions of you. “ She supposed he was right, the pressure would be placed upon her no matter what, and then once the child was born he or she would take the pressure of off Dis’ shoulders. 

“Perhaps we could set Thorin up, write to Balin asking about dwarrow’s he knows.” She chuckled, that was an other thought that brought a smile to her lips- Thorin being in love.

[thexlionessx]

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[thexlionessx]

"No, love, you can't cook good." She gave him a smirk, "And drunk you is surprisingly more stubborn than sober."

[thexlionessx]

"So you're the mother of the dwarf who plans on marrying my captain of the guards." (kingofthemirkwoodelks)

@kingofthemirkwoodelks

“I am,” Dis nodded slowly, eye’s studying the man. It had been Kili’s idea for Dis to travel to Mirkwood to meet the elf he had chosen to marry, even with all the hatred between the two races how could a mother refuse the happiness of a son? 

“And you’re the elf who refused my people help.” 

[thexlionessx]

“Never, if anything I guessed a human. But if Kili is happy then I am, I’ll always be happy so long as my boys are.”

[kingofthemirkwoodelks]

“That’s spoken like a mother.”

[thexlionessx]

“I should hope so. Do you ever thing Legolas will be married?”

[thexlionessx]

“ did you tell anyone else about it? ”

@theotherdurinson

“No,” Dis shook her head, “Vili doesn’t even know.” She sighed and looked down at her hands, biting her lip. “I don’t.. Thorin has been asking about a child for a few years now and if this baby is a boy, Frerin… I want to keep the pressure off the baby for as long as possible because he or she will had the weight of a crown on them until you have a child or Thorin himself.”

[thexlionessx]

"I can try and be ignorant of it, can't I?" Dis asked her elder brother before rolling her eyes and gently nudging him, "And that is the exactly reason I refuse to let Vili out alone with you, I hate to think of that. Little Frerin's running around unsupervised. Their poor mothers. " 

 “I don’t think Thorin will ever have a child of his own, and until you have a legitimate child then it’s my offspring that get the crown and the pressure Thorin will put on them... Even being a princess, third in line, it was hard.”

[thexlionessx]

“ did you tell anyone else about it? ”

@theotherdurinson

“No,” Dis shook her head, “Vili doesn’t even know.” She sighed and looked down at her hands, biting her lip. “I don’t.. Thorin has been asking about a child for a few years now and if this baby is a boy, Frerin... I want to keep the pressure off the baby for as long as possible because he or she will had the weight of a crown on them until you have a child or Thorin himself.”

[vaememes]

pregnancy sentence starters.

“ i’m pregnant. ” “ i’m pregnant and it’s yours. ” “ why didn’t you tell me you were pregnant. ” “ are you pregnant? ” “ i need to tell you something. ” “ i have money for abortion. ” “ how much is an abortion? ” “ maybe we can put it up for adoption? ” “ i didn’t ask for this to happen. ” “ what are we going to do? ” “ i think i’m pregnant. ” “ didn’t you use a condom? ” “ i’m not on birth control. ” “ it’s definitely yours, i’m not like that. ” “ i don’t know who’s it is! ” “ are you really pregnant? ” “ congratulations on your pregnancy! ” “ how far long are you? ” “ it’s too late for abortion, i’m sorry. ” “ so who is the babydaddy? ” “ how does it feel to you know be pregnant and all? ” “ are you going to keep it? ” “ do you want to keep it? ” “ did you tell anyone else about it? ” “ we can raise it. ” “ we can keep it. ” “ i am not going through with this. ” “ what are the options? ” “ what did the pregnancy test come back as? ” “ i need a pregnancy test. ” “ i took a test. a pregnancy test. ” “ did you get the test yet? ” “ get more than one test, too. ” “ it is yours! just as much as it is mine! ” “ i’m pregnant and your going to help me. ” “ i don’t want to tell anyone until i’m twelve weeks. past the risk for miscarriage. ” “ i’m so sorry this happened. ” “ this pregnancy is going to kill me. ” “ i’m ready to give birth already. ” “ how much does a pregnancy test cost? ” “ can you still get pregnant on the pill? ”

[thexlionessx]

"It may be the worst battle I've ever fought in my life, especially when they fight themselves or worse yet; Thorin" She popped a grape into her mouth. The title belonged to a girl who has long since been gone, buried underneath the domestic life of a wife, mother and housekeeper. 

Dis held out a spoon of potatoes for the dwarf to take, “Try this. Maybe one day, when Kili is older I’ll take up my sword again but for now it seem’s I must be content with training Fili.”

[thexlionessx]

"So you're the mother of the dwarf who plans on marrying my captain of the guards." (kingofthemirkwoodelks)

@kingofthemirkwoodelks

“I am,” Dis nodded slowly, eye’s studying the man. It had been Kili’s idea for Dis to travel to Mirkwood to meet the elf he had chosen to marry, even with all the hatred between the two races how could a mother refuse the happiness of a son? 

“And you’re the elf who refused my people help.” 

[thexlionessx]

“Never, if anything I guessed a human. But if Kili is happy then I am, I’ll always be happy so long as my boys are.”

[thexlionessx]

@melhekh

The blonde had just gotten her youngest down for a nap and sent her eldest off to the market when she saw her brother heading up the path leading to their home, a grin forming on her face as she ran out of the house- not wanting to wake the child up with her excitement.

 A week and a half had come and gone without her husband and brother, and Dis had begun to grow restless, after all one could only stay confined within their fenced yard for so long entertaining a toddler and training a teenager. To say she was glad her brother and husband had returned earlier than expected was an understatement. 

“Thorin!” She embraced her elder brother, breathing him in, noticing how he smelt like the forest. It made her feel safe and glad to know she wasn’t alone in dealing with the two-year old’s tantrums anymore, but as glad as she was to see her brother again Dis couldn’t help but wonder where her husband was. 

Pulling back from the hug Dis looked up the path behind him, “Where’s Vili?”

[thexlionessx]

"So you're the mother of the dwarf who plans on marrying my captain of the guards." (kingofthemirkwoodelks)

@kingofthemirkwoodelks

“I am,” Dis nodded slowly, eye’s studying the man. It had been Kili’s idea for Dis to travel to Mirkwood to meet the elf he had chosen to marry, even with all the hatred between the two races how could a mother refuse the happiness of a son? 

“And you’re the elf who refused my people help.” 

[thexlionessx]

“Should Kili have been his son then yes, usually anything those boys do or do not do I’m to blame.”

[kingofthemirkwoodelks]

“I feel weird asking this with you being a woman, but…how was it holding him for the first time?”

[thexlionessx]

She couldn’t help but smile, “Holding Kili was much different than holding Fili, he was much smaller but squirmed more than Fili had. With Fili I had felt a sense of sorrow, knowing what burden was placed upon his shoulders the moment he was born, but Kili.. Holding him, knowing he had that freedom, nothing could have been better than that. I held this small, raven haired baby and felt my heart soar.” 

[kingofthemirkwoodelks]

“And then the day came where your brother had this brilliant idea to take back your home but your sons had to go with him & possibly die.”

[thexlionessx]

“And then that day came. But they all survived and now here we are, celebrating a wedding between a dwarf and an elf.”

[kingofthemirkwoodelks]

“A future king, no doubt. Well, Tauriel will marry into royalty & soon they will have a child.”

[thexlionessx]

“Fili would have to die before Kili get’s the crown, unless Fili has no offspring and Kili does. The crown would then pass onto Kili and Tauriel’s child like it did with Fili. She will be a princess nonetheless though.” 

[thexlionessx]

"So you're the mother of the dwarf who plans on marrying my captain of the guards." (kingofthemirkwoodelks)

@kingofthemirkwoodelks

“I am,” Dis nodded slowly, eye’s studying the man. It had been Kili’s idea for Dis to travel to Mirkwood to meet the elf he had chosen to marry, even with all the hatred between the two races how could a mother refuse the happiness of a son? 

“And you’re the elf who refused my people help.” 

[thexlionessx]

“Should Kili have been his son then yes, usually anything those boys do or do not do I’m to blame.”

[kingofthemirkwoodelks]

“I feel weird asking this with you being a woman, but…how was it holding him for the first time?”

[thexlionessx]

She couldn’t help but smile, “Holding Kili was much different than holding Fili, he was much smaller but squirmed more than Fili had. With Fili I had felt a sense of sorrow, knowing what burden was placed upon his shoulders the moment he was born, but Kili.. Holding him, knowing he had that freedom, nothing could have been better than that. I held this small, raven haired baby and felt my heart soar.” 

[kingofthemirkwoodelks]

“And then the day came where your brother had this brilliant idea to take back your home but your sons had to go with him & possibly die.”

[thexlionessx]

“And then that day came. But they all survived and now here we are, celebrating a wedding between a dwarf and an elf.”

[thexlionessx]

"So you're the mother of the dwarf who plans on marrying my captain of the guards." (kingofthemirkwoodelks)

@kingofthemirkwoodelks

“I am,” Dis nodded slowly, eye’s studying the man. It had been Kili’s idea for Dis to travel to Mirkwood to meet the elf he had chosen to marry, even with all the hatred between the two races how could a mother refuse the happiness of a son? 

“And you’re the elf who refused my people help.” 

[thexlionessx]

“Should Kili have been his son then yes, usually anything those boys do or do not do I’m to blame.”

[kingofthemirkwoodelks]

“I feel weird asking this with you being a woman, but…how was it holding him for the first time?”

[thexlionessx]

She couldn’t help but smile, “Holding Kili was much different than holding Fili, he was much smaller but squirmed more than Fili had. With Fili I had felt a sense of sorrow, knowing what burden was placed upon his shoulders the moment he was born, but Kili.. Holding him, knowing he had that freedom, nothing could have been better than that. I held this small, raven haired baby and felt my heart soar.”