I forgot what’s it’s like to journal. I forgot what it’s like to sit with my thoughts. I’ve been avoiding it for years. I used to talk to myself. I used to check in and I used to know how I felt. The older I get the more out of touch I am. I want to be grounded in myself. I want to be reflective. I look at myself and I don’t know that person. I love that person more then I ever have but I don’t know them.

























