#mydiary

fallen angel poet, mysteriously devout

[thingsbehindthingsbehindthings]

Ottessa Moshfegh, giving advice to a “hermitted weirdo outcast” writer

[thingsbehindthingsbehindthings]

images in my phone

[insecuregodcomplex]

[dragonflyfm62]

[peoniepoetals]

“I go on loving you like water but / there is a terrible breath in the way all of this”

— John Ashbery, in “The Tennis Court Oath” from The Tennis Court Oath

[souvenirs]

[spitfaggot]

happy birthday, gilbert baker. (june 2, 1951 — march 31, 2017)

[thingsbehindthingsbehindthings]

titling poems “Adulthood” and “Childhood” over and over til i figure the shit out

[thingsbehindthingsbehindthings]

feels so dishonest letting this person build a mental image of me thats not inaccurate but isnt complete. but also i want to see that image and admire it. do you imagine an individual who moves upright through the world instead of seeing me for what i am, skittering around beneath it? i wonder.

[saintsebastiensbf]

Rainer Maria Rilke, from Rilke’s Book of Hours: Love Poems to God

[thingsbehindthingsbehindthings]

i get my psychic downloads from niche, fringe angels. no numbers involved.

[maroonracoon]

dreamin

[utopians]

Being unemployed allows you to access an alternate 'shadow world' beneath our own populated only by retirees

[thingsbehindthingsbehindthings]

i am blind and you are ugly it’s so easy to want you

[junglejim4322]

It’s so hard being the worlds first living tragically died too young diva celebrity who is alive and isn’t famous

[earthcoversearth]

How It Feels

[evilvillain123456789]

what you experience is hyperfixation, which is pathological. what I experience is psychosexual obsession， which is also pathological, but in a darkly chic and subversive way. thank you for understanding.

[unconventiononthelawofthesea]

atheist quarterback throws a hail darwin

[akindlyowl]

agnostic quarterback throws a hail maybe