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Oh Se Hun, You Little Shit - Chapter 7

Chapter 7: Sick (Part 2 of 2)

Word Count: 989 + 1,35O = 2339 (Hoping for 1,5OO + 1,35O from last chapter)

He loved that girl more then anyone would ever know

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“Yah wake up,” Sehun told you and shook you a bit. You slapped his hand away and whined, “Yah leave me alone,”

“Wake up the doctors here to see you,” You groaned but opened your eyes upon hearing this; you sat up and rubbed your eyes. “Good morning,” You mumbled. “Its noon,” You glared at Sehun who laughed a bit at you.

You didn’t know if it was the mood swings or just the simple fact you really hated him;

But you seriously wanted to punch Sehun in the face.

/----/

“How far along are you Miss?

“I’m in my… um… twenty –” You mumbled not being able to concentrate enough to say it. “She’s twenty five weeks and five days.” Sehun cut in and you looked at him in surprised while he just ignored you and kept on staring at the doctor wanting to know if something was wrong or not.

“Does your family have a history of high blood pressure?”

“Nope not at all,” You said shaking your head.

“You could have one of two things, the first one could just be high blood pressure that’s pregnancy related, your twenty five weeks now and that could be why your blood pressure is high because it usually starts during the twenty weeks of pregnancy,”

“What would you do to treat it if it’s that?” Sehun asked.

“Usually the health of the baby and its mother is of course is closely watched to make sure that the high blood pressure isn’t preeclampsia, which is what else you could have since you did mention that you had been having stomach pains, dizziness, headaches and blurred vision, so it’s more plausible that it’s preeclampsia.”

“Do you know what pree-what he said is?” You whispered to Sehun who just shook his head looking just as confused you did.

“What if it is preeclampsia? How would she deal with that?”

“It’s a condition that, the same way that high blood pressure, starts after the twenty weeks of pregnancy it causes high blood pressure. Problem with the kidneys and other organs, swelling of the hands and face, too much protein your urine, stomach pains, blurred visions, dizziness, and headaches. It’s more likely that you have this, because all of the symptoms you’ve been having, now the only cure for this would be delivery but you’re only twenty five weeks along and that’s not the best for the baby since it’s so premature, which is why you’re more likely to be hospitalized until your blood pressure is lowered and then you’ll be placed on permanent bed rest until you give birth,”

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“…Sehun what did he just say? I didn’t even understand half of what he said….” You asked the second the doctor left the room.

“Yah were you even paying attention?”

“That was a lot of science talk,”

“Aish it’s like dealing with a five year old,”

“Yah! Weren’t you going to be nicer now? Didn’t you even understand what he said?”

“Only that you’re hospitalized and something about early delivery,”

“Yah why are you using your phone? That is so rude Sehun!”

“I’m looking up preeclampsia on Bing,”

“Seriously? Smart let me see,”

“No I’ll read this you make a list of what you need from your apartment,”

“Why?”

“You’re gonna be here for a-, just do as I say, I’m older,”

“Psh, if I lived by that I would listen a lot more to Bae and Chan,”

“Your life would be easier like that,”

“My life would be easy if I hadn’t met you,”

“You’re such a lovely girl I swear,”

What did you guys think about GROWL? I loved it personally and I was so surprised that I did considering I’ve religiously hated their past tittle songs, the live stage was amazing it was totally worth staying up until 7:OOAM for to be quite honest. And thank you so~ much for the 2OO+ subs!

 “And after the dance I kissed her!” Sehun said and your eyes widened. “You kissed her?” You yelled at him and he nodded. “Yeah the best part was after the kiss,” He added and your eyes widened your mouth slightly dropped.

“I’ll kill you!”

“No b-“

“You kissed her!”

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Bleh random scene I wrote lol I’ll probably use it in the near future (or the second part).

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Oh and do y’all know any good EXO stories on here? Preferably Sehun, Baekhyun and Luhan.

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Whispers of Anterograde - Luhan x You

One:

W E – M I G H T – F A L L

We should go to sleep now, you should stay the night. I’ll be up to watch the world around us live and die.

“What happened that day?”

Luhan let out a sigh at the question; he had been asking himself that all along as well.

“I don’t know, I– I just don’t know what happened, it all went by so fast, one minute we were just fighting, the next she crossed the street to get these little kids ball, and then – it just, happened.” He mumbled.

Tell me are you comfortable If comfortable at all?

 Luhan let out a soft sigh, his hand reaching up to rub his head, he was so tired. It was very late, probably around three in the morning and here he was walking down the halls ways of the small house.

He stopped walking, he leaned on the doorway of the room, his sleepy, doughy eyes falling heave for a few moments before a soft smile took over his face. Tearing his body away a bit from the doorway, he leaned his head on it, his eyes half lidded as he stared at her.

Her eyes were glued to the sheet piece that was placed on top of the piano, scribbling furiously she never looked up once; she probably had no idea Luhan was staring at her.

“Hi.” Luhan whispered. He couldn’t help but laugh when she jumped in her seat; she looked up at him her eyes going completely wide. Seeing that it was only Luhan she laughed, her head ducking down for a moment before she raised it again to look at Luhan straight in the eyes, a loving smile appearing on her face, “Hi,” She told him.

Luhan smiled, a sleepy one, and then he walked towards her; he patted her shoulder making her scoot over and he sat down beside her. Luhan wrapped the blanket he had around her shoulder, he rested his head on her shoulder and then he wrapped his arm around her waist.

“Now what in the world are you doing awake at three in the morning?” Luhan asked her. She grabbed the sheet music from the piano and handed it to him. “I’m working on this new piece, but I don’t think it’s going right.” She told him.

Luhan’s eyes scanned the paper, his lips pursing slightly. “I think it’s actually going pretty well,” He commented. She blew a raspberry. “Luhan you're supposed to say that,” She told him rolling her eyes.

“I mean it; it’s going along really well,” He told her handing her back the sheet music. “Play it for me, I’ll sing it for you.”

She bite down on the inside of her cheek, her nose moving around like a rabbit’s nose, making Luhan smile and tap it. She closed her eyes and scrunched up her nose, before letting out a sigh. “Fine,”

She pursed her lip, before scrunching her nose; her hands placed themselves on the keys before she looked at Luhan. Who in turn nodded at her, as if saying yes, ‘I’m ready’.

Her hands soon began moving around the keys and Luhan couldn’t help but smile as he stared at her, watching as she closed her eyes.

“We should go to sleep now, you should stay the night. I'll be up to watch the world, around us live and die; lying' on the grass now or dancing for the stars, and maybe one will come down, and tell us who we are.”

She smiled and opened her eyes to look at Luhan. “Now I could join the circus and you could sell your hair. I could learn to walk the line or learn to train the bears, tell me are we crazy and did you mind the cold? And tell me are you comfortable, if comfortable at all?” Luhan turned his head lightly towards her and rested his forehead on hers.

She smiled a slight giggle escaping his lips; Luhan gave her a small peck on her lips, and she smiled. “Now that we are older I remember you; reaching out to show me all the things that I must do. Now that we are older I remember youth. Now that we are close to death and close to finding truth,”

She giggled when Luhan sneaked another peck on her lips, a smile lighting up her face.

“We might fall, we might fall; we might fall, oh Hallie we might fall. Sha la, la, sha la, la, sha la, la, hey, nah, sha la, la, sha la, la, sha la, la, hey.... We might fall, hey now....”

Luhan tapped her nose lightly before smiling at her. “Well I think it’s a pretty damn good song.” Luhan told her and she smiled. “Han you’re supposed to say things like that,” She told him though the smile on her face had never faltered. “No I’m not, I’m your boyfriend not your ego booster.”

I remember you; reaching out to show me All the things I must do,

“You never told me she knew how to play the piano Luhan,”

Luhan smiled and shook his head, raising his head to look at the other. “No, I haven’t Jongin,” Luhan said. “Did she just play for fun or –…” Jongin left the question hanging in the air but Luhan understood what he meant. “She never played for fun, she played because it was her life, she graduated top of her class at Julliard. Playing the piano was her whole life, it was what she loved to do,” Luhan told him.

Jongin smiled, a light laugh escaping his lips. “She went to be really late didn’t she? Sometimes she never came to bed so you’d had to go looking for around the house? Sometimes she got out in the middle of the night because she had inspiration too?” Jongin asked him. Luhan laughed and nodded.

“Yeah, she was exactly like that, was he musician too?” Luhan asked Jongin who nodded. “He’s a singer.

“He has the best voice… God I love him so much,” Jongin muttered

Tell me… Are we crazy?

“Luhan what was her name?”

“Alice,”

“What was his name Jongin?”

“Baekhyun,”

“I’m sorry for your loss,” Luhan mumbled.  “You can leave if you want, you don’t have to stay here. You should go home,” Luhan said and he just smiled turning his head to look at him.

“You stayed with me all this time,” Jongin said.  “I should stay here with you until she wakes up.” He told Luhan. Luhan sighed and shook his head from side to side, his eyes starting water a bit. “I don’t think she’s going to wake up.” Luhan said and Jongin shook his head. “Don’t say that,”

“I should say it, Baekhyun was in comma for three weeks and now he’s dead Jongin. Alice’s has been out for six weeks now,” Luhan said dropping his face to rest on the palm of his hand.

“She will wake up, you will apologize for being stupid, you two are going to get married, you're going to have cute little babies, and you will name one of those cute babies after me.” Jongin told him. Luhan laughed, “If she decides to forgive me, sure, we’ll name one of our ‘cute little babies’ after you.”

“‘Lu Jongin’ has a nice ring to it,” He said and Luhan laughed. “It actually does,”

“Luhan,”

Luhan and Jongin turned their head towards one of the nurse’s, the only nurse that actually informed the two of what happened to their respective partners and didn’t flirt with them. She was the only nurse who actually took the time out to try her best and calm them down, make them feel better; she would even hear stories about both boys loved one.

Luhan and Jongin smiled at her, a slight laugh escaping their lips. “Hey Jess,” Jongin said. She nodded at Jongin as sing of greeting him before looking at Luhan dead in the eye.

“She’s awake,”

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Sorry if it's a bother, but I was wondering if you are going to update Oh Sehun You Little Shit?

My computer's been broken for a while now, and I just started my first year in High School (1Oth) so I've been truly and insanely busy these past few days, but it will be updated, trust me, I've been slowly working on the next chapter but it's gonna take some time because I am so busy all these test and crap are really pilling up on me, plus with all of this my insparation isn't what it should be crieshanriveromfg but I'm going to try my very best to update by next month.

So nope honey bunches it ain't a bother all,

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Oh Se Hun, You Little Shit - Chapter 6 - Sick (Part 1-2

Chapter Seven: That’s Life (Part 1 of 2).

Word Count: 1,35O (Hoping for 2,OOO)

"When a girl is silent, that’s pretty dangerous. She’s either over thinking, tired of waiting, about to blow, lonely, needs a hug, falling apart or crying inside. And most probably it’s all of the above."

“What’s your name?”

“You know my fucking name,”

“Your full name.”

“________ Elizabeth Johnson De La Cruz,”

“Really? That sounds so Spanish,”

“Sehun just fill out the form,” You said closing your eyes and leaning your head in to your first. You heard Sehun let out a sigh beside you, “This is unnecessary Sehun, I told you I’m fine, it’s just normal pregnancy things.”

“Normal or not I want to be sure, now tell me, how old are you?”

You laughed at that question, “Eighteen, my birthday is September 9th.”

“Wait, you were seventeen when we did it? I committed a crime with you?”

“Yes moving on Sehun,”

Sehun rolled his eyes, “Sex, I know for a fact that you're a female, Religion? Church (name and city)? Military service?”

“Atheist, none applicable, and I’m a college student Sehun, the closest I’ve ever gone to military is wearing camouflage/ short shorts.”

“I know I’ve seen them, damn. Anyways; you have no employer, I know your address and phone, hm, race? You're Hispanic right?”

“Other I’m a big mutt.”

“Your emergency contact?”

“Baekhyun,”

“Why?”

“Why what?”

“Why is Baekhyun your emergency contact?”

“Because if Baekhyun wasn’t in China for a tournament, knew that I was in a hospital, he would be right here filling that form on his own, and if your shoulder wasn’t injured and he was in China and you could still pitch you bet your ass he would be on the flight out.”

“Oh,”

“Mhm, Baekhyun knows just about everything when it comes to me,”

“Oh,”

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“She’s fine Baekhyun, she’s breathing, she’s talking, she’s stable, she’s not awake but that’s only because she’s tired, she’s perfectly fine. The on call doctor only wanted her to stay the night because she had high blood pressure, and her family apparently has no high blood pressure problems, so he wanted her to spend the night to see if it goes down and to run some test but she’s fine Baekhyun. The baby’s fine, she’s fine, she’s just tired at the moment and I’m not waking her up,”

“I’ll call you tomorrow after she sees the doctor, okay? But I really need to get some sleep and so do you, you have a game tomorrow, but I’ll make sure to call you and tell you everything the doctor says, so calm down she’s fine.”

“Yeah, good night Hyung, get some sleep,”

.

“You are aware that he’s not getting any sleep tonight right?” You said turning over on your side causing Sehun to jump a bit in his seat. “God, I thought you were sleeping, wait, why aren’t you sleeping?” Sehun asked,

“I can’t sleep,”

“Why?”

“The baby’s kicking,”

“Does that hurt?”

“I don’t know, come here; let me kick you in gut a few times,”

“Bad question I see,”

“It’s not Chan and Bar asked them same question, so did Luhan and Suho actually, it’s more annoying than anything actually, I can’t really get a good night sleep because of it,”

“How do you usually calm it down?” Sehun asked you, and you let out sigh sitting up. “I don’t, I usually just go in to Bae’s or and Chan’s room and have them talk to it and that usually calms it down,” You mumbled rubbing your neck.

Sehun licked his lips and looked up his mind wavering around a bit; he puffed his checks out and let out side. “Just say it,” You told him. And Sehun shook his head and stood up, “Move,” He said.

“Excuse me?”

“Aish, just scoot over and get on your side. Don’t argue with me.”

“Aish you,” You said scooting over on the bed, you watched as Sehun sat down next to you and kicked of his shoes. “Get on your side,” He told you and you stuck your tongue out but complied with his demand.

“Who even told you to do this?”

If she can’t sleep roll her on her side and hug her,

“None of your business; now close your eyes.”

“Aw, Sehun you're so gentle with me,”

“Shush, try to get some sleep,”

“I already told you I can’t, its kicking too much,”

“You really need to stop calling this child ‘it’.”

“But what else would you call?”

“A baby, call it a baby,”

“Fine; I can’t go to sleep because our spawn is kicking me too much,”

“Spawn is an improvement from ‘it’. And what do the Hyung’s usually do to calm the baby down?” Sehun asked you, “They just talk to and rub my stomach for a while until it decides to stop kicking,” You told him and almost instantly you felt Sehun’s hand on your stomach.

“What do they talk about?”

“Anything, they just talk until I fall asleep.”

“To you or to the baby?”

“Mainly to me,”

“Then I’m sorry,”

You turned your head to look at him, “For being a mayor asshole? That’s fine, that’s just you.”

Sehun glared at you, nudging your side a bit. “Not for that, for not being involved as much,”

“Sehun you just dragged me to the hospital because I had a stomach ache, I think you're pretty involved.”

“No, your stomach has been hurting for over two weeks now, there’s a difference. And that’s not what I meant; I meant for not being there as much, you know?”

“I’m sorry Sehun, I don’t,” You told him. And you heard Sehun let out a frustrated ‘aish’ beside  you. “For not being like Bae, and giving you everything you need for the baby, for not taking care of you and the baby the way I should have, I’m sorry for that,”

“It’s okay Sehun, you have responsibility to the baby, not to me; you shouldn’t even have to be here right now,”

“No, I should be here, even if Bae was here right now, I should still be here, Baekhyun shouldn’t be the one taking care of you, I should. I got you pregnant not Baekhyun, it’s my baby not Hyung’s; I should be the one taking care of you. And I’m sorry for not saying this before and I’m five months to late I know that all that shit, but better late than never right? I just wanted to say I’m sorry,”

“Oh my fucking god, you are not sleeping. Child you did not just fall asleep on me while I was trying to apologize, you ungrateful girl this why we hate each other, we will never get along if you keep pulling this shit on me man,”

This is an extremely short chapter I so know that, and I’m sorry for it (but isn’t that ending kinda funny though? I dunno my sense of humor sucks) but I really needed to tell y’all that I start High School tomorrow (1Oth grade) and that update have like a 5O, 5O of coming slower or faster because I write more when I’m in school then when I’m on break, anyways holy shit last chapter got eight comments (if I haven’t replied to your comment I will when I get back from school at around 3:3O tomorrow) and that’s the most any other chapter has gotten and it was by far the crappiest on too tbqh, but anyways I wanted to tell you guys that.

(And I’ve been on break since May1Oth btw)

So this chapter will be more better explained when you read the second part to it, and I hope you enjoyed this really short, really quick update (I update like four days ago I think, or five) but I just wanted to tell y’all that hope you enjoyed it.

I’m curious, has anyone ever thought of hers and Sehun’s parents?

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Oh Se Hun, You Little Shit - Chapter 6 Heart

Chapter 6: Heart,

How the hell does a broken heart get back together when it’s torn apart? How does it teach itself to beat again?

Word Count: (Here’s hoping for 2,OOO words :) but I would love to reach 3,OO+ but 5,OOO+ or 4.OOo+ would be insane) 4,882.

You let out a sigh as you rocked yourself back and forth on the heels on your shoes, with your suitcase in hand you leaned on the wall watching all of the people in the airport as they picked up their luggage, how they found family members or their boyfriend or girlfriends or husbands or wife’s and hugged them happy to see each other again, you were getting pretty bored and pretty impatient of all this waiting.

You really just wanted to leave already, you were to fat and pregnant to be standing around holding such heavy luggage for so damn long.

FLIGHT O100 NOW BOARDING FOR NEW YORK.

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“I’m done we can go!” A girl said as she got out of the bathroom, you looked at her and glared. “It’s about time, Cam, I’ve been waiting here for so long,” You snapped and your cousin laughed a bit and she hugged you again. “God I can’t believe how big you’ve gotten since I last saw you in New York.” She said and then raised her hands up a bit, “Not talking about the belly, though that’s gotten pretty damn big too.”

“How adorable of you to call fat the only person you and Mason have to crash here in Korea, or even know.” You said and she laughed and pinched your checks, “I’m joking, I’m guessing congratulations for you and Baekhyun are in order?”

“…What?” You snapped a bit too loud, “You h-“ She was cut off when a baby had started to cry, she set the car set down and took the small eleven month old baby out. “Sh~ don’t cry Mas, don’t cry mommies’ here baby,” She cooed trying her best to quiet the toddler down.

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“Take good care of yourself while you’re pregnant honey,” Cam said as she brought her knees up on the seat. “A lot of bad things can happen to that little kid if you don’t take good care of yourself,”

“I know,” You said taking a spoonful of your ice cream, “I’ve read the books on it and I’ve already asked a ton of questions to the doctor, yes I have pediatrician for him or her and I have nursery, well two nurseries, all set and I know my due date even though I’m five months and two weeks along.” You said.

“Those three months and two weeks are going to go by fast, and what the hell do you mean this kid has two nurseries?” Cam asked. Your eyebrows creased in confusion, not really understanding why she was asking you that, “Oh, because Sehun’s not living with me.”

“Sehun? Who the hell is that, isn’t Baekhyun the dad?”

“Baekhyun? Like Byun Baek Hyun the boy I showed you in my childhood pictures?” Cam nodded, “Yeah the way you talked about him and the things you said about him I assumed you two were an item but I was wrong.”

You laughed at the thought of it.

Baekhyun and you.

This kid being Baekhyun’s.

You and Baekhyun being together.

It was funny.

But honestly you would’ve preferred this child being Baekhyun’s, I mean, if you had to get pregnant you would’ve much preferred Baekhyun having taken you home that night and the two of you hooked up.

I mean, at least then you knew the father would stick around.

You and Sehun were on okay terms, you still wanted to chock his Asian ass every single time he opened his mouth. But you two were working it out… you wanted to at least be ‘civil’ with him. For the sake of this kid.

You knew kids whose parents hated each other and constantly fought in front of them, you’ve heard and seen what it does to the kids, and you did not want that for this kid.

After your laughing had come to a stop you looked at Cam and shook your head, “Nah, Baby Baek’s not the dad, Sehun is you’ll meet him in a few days or if he comes over today, I’m not sure when he’s supposed to be coming over, I know it’s sometime this week,” You said and Cam nodded. “I better be meeting this boy and if he’s not with you, he better be helping you out with this kid, does he even have a job?” She asked and you nodded. “He plays in EXO the baseball team, he’s the pitcher. The same team Chanyeol and Baekhyun are on,” You told her. “The team with those really hot boys?” She asked and you laughed and nodded. “Yeah that’s team Cam,”

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“I don’t get it, I thought you didn’t want any type of romantic or physical relationship when came back here to Korea, I thought you just wanted to study and get over who fucked up that asshole got you, and now here you are with a nursery all set, diapers, baby clothes, a ton of formula – breast feeding is better by the way – toys, little baseball jerseys for a baby, pacifiers, and other things a kid needs. I’m really surprised here,” Cam said,

“Eh? I wanted a change, a baby out of wedlock, with a guy I hate, that’s on baseball team that’s good friends with my two best friends, when I’m nineteen, studying in college, ad living on my own with a bit of budget is quite the change. Not a planned one but a change nonetheless.” You said with a slightly shrug of your shoulders.

“I’m glad you’re keeping it,”

“I am too, I’m just really scared about all of this.”

“I was pretty scared too when I had Mason, especially since I was Matthew and I was so scared he was going to beat the baby to death if he hit him the way he hit me, now I’m as far away from him as possible and I’m so relieved.”

“I’m scared about that… I don’t know Sehun too well, and I know he doesn’t like me since we’ve both made that clear but… what if he hits me? What if he hits the baby? I’m scared, but I’m more scared of me being a mom.”

“Being a mom’s a scary thing, but hey? You have Baekhyun and Chan… Chan… Yeol? Chanyeol – it was something like that – and I’m here to stay with Mas, and Alison’s here – oh god I forgot about Alison – she might help out with the baby, but we’re all here to give you a hand. And if this Sehun kid’s going to help to then it’s even better, more hands to help out, but sweetie you’re not alone in this. Just don’t count your parents… Dude your mom…”

“Why would you end such a nice speech like that?” You asked.

She just laughed. “It’s okay, I hate her too,”

“I hate your mom too,”

“I know, who wouldn’t hate that bitch?”

“Your father.”

“My father’s stupid.”

“…god we’re such a dysfunctional, fucked up family, no wonder we’re so damn screwed up,”

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“Cam this is Kris, and Baekhyun. Bae and Kris this is my cousin Cameron – just call her Cam – from New York who speaks very a good amount Korean, but not if you speak fast like I am now, so she has no absolute idea what the hell I’m saying right now, so just smile and wave and say nice too meet you,” You told said four boys, who nodded and gave the girl a bow with smiles on their faces. “It’s nice to meet you,” Kris said slowly Cam smiled and nodded. “It’s nice to meet you to Kris,” She said and the two feel in to comfortable conversation.

You smiled seeing those two getting along, you turned your head to look at Baekhyun who was being awfully quiet, which was about as weird as cold day in hell.

“Yah, I thought I told you to be nice.” You teased shoving Baekhyun’s shoulder lightly who finally seemed to snap in to reality. “Huh?” Baekhyun mumbled blinking a few times before finally looking at you in the eye. “Well welcome to earth Byun Baekhyun,” You teased a little smile playing on your lips. Baekhyun smiled a bit but you knew better to know that that was as fake as a porcelain doll.

“Yah Oppa! Tell me what’s wrong? And don’t start with the ‘I’m fine, nothing’s wrong’ crap,  you and I both know how that’s bull shit.” You told him and Baekhyun let out a light sigh. “No-“ “Bull shit.”

“Why are you so frustrating?”

“I’m your Baby Girl I’m supposed to be frustrating, now tell me what’s wrong?”

“Aish, it’s just…” Baekhyun trailed off and you leaned towards him a bit wanting to know what was wrong with him. “I’m worried,”

“About?”

“You.”

“Me?”

“Yes, you that’s why I said ‘you’.”

“When did you get so snappy?”

“You should know, I learned from the best.”

“You bet your ass you did, but seriously Bae why are you worried about me?”

Baekhyun let out a sigh and ran his hand through his arm, he grabbed your hand and laced your fingers together, a habit that had been developed through the years, he stared at your interlock fingers and let out another sigh.

“Can we go talk? In private? Please?” Baekhyun asked.

You paused for a moment, what the hell was wrong with him? Was he actually asking you if he could talk with you? Baekhyun never did that, he’d always just grab your hand and drag you out the room not caring who you were with or what you were doing.

“Of course Baekhyun, we can talk whenever you want.”

Baekhyun looked at your hands intertwined hands before looking back at Cam and Kris who were immersed in a conversation of their own little world. “Yah, Kris, Cam, we’re going to go get something from her place okay?” Baekhyun asked and Cam and Kris just waved him off, not really caring what he was saying and being more concerned about their own conversation.

You glared at bit a Cam, slightly appalled she just waved you off but you had no absolute time to argue or to voice your opinions because Baekhyun had started to pull you out the door. And you just followed,

                                                             {X~R~X}                                

“Con-freaking-gradulations Cameron Isabella Johnson De la Cruz, only you can get admitted to a hospital after living in a place for only a week.”  You said clapping as you walked in to the hospital room. Cam laughed and clapped along with you, “Well don’t you look gorgeous with all your; make up on, I guess if you feel like crap you might as well look good.”

“Picture!” Cam yelled a slime splattering allover her face, you laughed but you took out your phone and took a picture of her.

You let out a sigh and plopped down on one of the seats near the slightly opened door. “You jerk, now I have to go to my ultrasound all alone because you got your ass landed in the hospital!” You whined and Cam just laughed, you being whining was; something new to her. “Well I’m sorry my appendix decided to burst and I’m sorry my part of the family has high blood pressure.” She said and you rolled your eyes. “I didn’t mean it like that you twit, I mean now I have to go alone again.” You said.

“Doesn’t baby daddy go with you?” She asked and you shook your head, “No, he only went once and since he never said that he wanted to go to another one, I never asked him again.” You said and Cam raised an eyebrow. “Why wouldn’t you ask him?” She asked, and you just shrugged. “I don’t want to put him on the spot or make him feel like he has to go with me, because he doesn’t have to do anything.” You said shaking your head lightly, “Let’s just change the subject, I really don’t feel like talking about S-“

-

“Are you okay?”

You cranked your head towards the door to see a breathless Baekhyun, Chanyeol, Sehun, Luhan, Suho, and Chen at the door. – More like pilling up at the door –, you looked at them and then looked at Cam who shrugged as if saying ‘who the hell do I have to tell? I’ve only been here for a week’. “I’m perfectly fine; her appendix is ready to blow though.” You said laughing at how they had let out a sigh in such a dramatic matter that Luhan and Chen had dropped to the floor, obviously exhausted, maybe they had ran here?

“You fucking scared me!” Baekhyun yelled at you and you just blinked. “How?”

“This was our break time! We went to your apartment to spend time with you but then a voicemail played that someone that lived in that resident was hospitalized, do you know how fucking scared I was when I heard that?” Baekhyun asked kneeling beside you. “What the hell did we talk about?” He added and you let out a sigh, your hand going to tangle up in his hair, a gesture that Baekhyun loved and something that had always seemed to calm him down. “I know what we talked about, but Baekhyun I can’t tell you where I’m at twenty four seven! But I promise I’ll tell you whenever I’m in a hospital so you don’t get a heart attack okay?” You asked him and he nodded, lying his head on your lap. You hummed and look around the room as your hand threaded through his hair.

You locked eyes with Sehun and your hand stopped for a second before continuing, “Are you okay?” He asked you and you nodded smiling, “Are you sure? You don’t need anything?” He whispered. And you shook your head, “No I’m fine Sehun,” You answered. Sehun licked his lips and looked around trying his best to not look at you; you raised an eyebrow at him wondering why he was being so awkward around you all of the sudden.

.

But at that same time Baekhyun raised his head and stared at you with his puppy dog eyes; that he always pulled when he wanted something, “Can I come to your ultrasound?” He whispered. “I haven’t gone to one; even Chanyeol’s gone to one…” Baekhyun whined burying his head in your lap, you laughed at the whinny Baekhyun. “Of course you can Bae; I was going alone today,” You told him and Baekhyun smiled.

That cute puppy smile, that had always made girls fall at his feet.

Then he laid his head down on your lap again, he closed his eyes again and roped your hand through his hair, Baekhyun’s breathing calmed down and you figured that he had just calmed down – since he had been on the edge since he had had that conversation with you – or maybe feel asleep, with Baekhyun both options were plausible.

You looked back up and Sehun was still staring at you, your eyebrows creased and he just liked his lips and looked away when his locked with yours again, which made you roll your eyes; Sehun was such a weirdo most times – besides it’s not like two of you were close or anything like that, you two; were simply having a kid together. There was nothing more to it and nothing less to it, it was just a kid you two were going to be raising and taking care of together, that’s all. –.

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“So you’re Sehun.” Cam said nodding her head a bit, her fingers laced together and they were resting on her lap, she was sitting up in her hospital bed and her legs were crossed, sitting in a seat across her was Sehun; who was the only one left there. You and Baekhyun had gone to your ultrasound while Chen, Chanyeol, Luhan, and Suho had an activity they had to get to. Sehun had stayed behind for some reason and Cam had ceased the chance to speak with him. Sehun smiled a bit, licking his lips and blinking a bit before he nodded.

“So tell me honestly; what are you planning to do with that baby?”

Sehun blinked, obviously caught off guard by the question.

“Take care of it of course. It’s my kid; I have full right to take of him or her.”

“Really?” She asked and Sehun nodded his head, licking his lips once again. “Because from what it seems like; Baekhyun’s going to be the real father and you're just going to be thought of as the sperm donor.” She told him and Sehun frowned. “And you know that, don’t you?” She asked and Sehun nodded.

“I… can’t push it with her…You know? We don’t like each other at all; we’ve been civil… but to be honest… I’ve only been nice to her because of the kid and the feeling is mutual with her I’m sure… I can’t push it, I can’t ask to be involved in a lot of things because of our relationship, and I know Baekhyun ends up doing them because he’s her best friend, and when she gets tired of me messing up with the baby and Baekhyun being perfect with the kid…” Sehun whispered.

“You’re just worried about Baekhyun taking over……. I think I understand now,”

“Understand what?”

“Nothing, but I’m going to give you a piece of advice Sehun.”

“What?”

“Get some fucking cojones.”

“Co-what?”

“Basically; it’s Spanish for balls. If you want something say it. She’s not going to involve you because she thinks you don’t want this kid, tell her what you want, tell her how you want to be involved and don’t hold back or else Baekhyun’s going to get your place. Because Baekhyun treats that girl like fine china, she means a lot to him and vice versa. So tell her; get some cojones Sehun,”

“Thank you,” Sehun whispered and Cam smiled. “Don’t thank me; take care of your child.” She said and Sehun nodded. “I will. I’ll take good care of my baby. Anything else you want to tell me?”

“Well… you’re pretty much stuck with my baby cousin for a life time so, might as well tell you something’s about her so you don’t learn them the hard,”

“If she can’t sleep roll her on her side and hug her, if she’s mad or upset at you and she’s cooling off five her something with a lot of sugar in it and she’ll calm down, she says she doesn’t like it but she loves being babied, never compare yourself or insult Baekhyun or Chanyeol in front of her because she will get pissed and she will hurt you okay?”

{X~R~X}

You let out a sigh and rolled over on your side with some difficulty, you groaned and rubbed your eyes as you swung your legs to the side of the bed.

You pursed your lips and stood up, you grabbed your phone and keys and stuffed them in the pocket of your hoodie and made your way out the door locking the door on your way out.

-

“Move over,” You said shaking him awake in… more of a harsh manner actually. Baekhyun groaned and rolled over before sitting up, he stared at you’re for a moment, noticing your obvious bedhead, your long socks and your way to big hoodie that you were sporting.

Baekhyun blinked before letting out a sigh, “Kicking you again?” he asked and you nodded plopping down on his bed. “Talk to it. You calm it down, it hates my voice.” You mumbled and Baekhyun let out a sigh before lying back down. “Come here,” He mumbled and you crawled in bed next to him.

You curled up in his side and laid your head on his chest. “Talk, calm it down, I have class in four hours Bae, I haven’t slept at all,”

“I hope you know that that this is what you get for getting pregnant,” Baekhyun mumbled, his hand slipping in to your hoodie. “I know, I know not much I can do about it now. Now keep talking Bae it likes you.”

“You should really stop calling your child ‘it’. You know you could always call the doctor’s office right? To find about the sex? I still don’t understand why you chose not to know,” Baekhyun said his fingers tracing patterns on your stomach.

“Because the minute I find out the sex, is the minute this all becomes really, you know?  It doesn’t seem real yet,” You told him.

“Hm, why doesn’t Sehun do this for you? I don’t mind at all, we use to sleep like this all the time, but I’m just curious, didn’t Sehun tell you that he wanted to be more involved?” Baekhyun asked.

“Sehun just wants to be involved when he’s born, if he wanted to be involved now he would’ve told me, he just wants to take care of it.” You mumbled.

“Oh…”

“Your mom’s… um… her day, its coming up, isn’t it?” Baekhyun mumbled and you nodded.

“Yeah, so is the reason why I left Korea is to,”

,

“Fuck Baekhyun don’t stop talking this thing is trying to kill me,”

“Why do you like it when I play with your hair?” You asked Baekhyun and he only hummed in response, not really bothering to answer you as his eyes scanned through the pictures you had giving him.

You hadn’t really found it weird when Baekhyun barged in to your apartment while you were doing homework, but you found it weird when he had asked you for pictures of you in New York, Baekhyun hadn’t really asked you much about New York only were you had lived and if you had enjoyed your stay there. Which you had, well, up until the end you had love New York even more then you had loved living in Korea – though nothing could ever replace Baekhyun and Chanyeol and they were what made Korea extra special, because, well…… they were Baekhyun and Chanyeol. And that was enough said – but with the ending of your stay in New York, you wished you could’ve skipped that, no, sometimes you wished you could’ve just skipped New York and stayed in Korea. Were you belonged

“Who’s this?” Baekhyun asked, and you could’ve sworn you could hear the venom in his tone. You looked up from your computer screen and looked down on to your lap, where Baekhyun’s head was currently placed, you saw the picture and a frown overtook your face. “Oh, I didn’t get rid of that picture…” You mumbled and Baekhyun meet your gaze. “And I repeat. Who. Is. This?”

“Someone who wasn’t very good to me Bae, but I still let them in.” You said taking the photo from his hands – much to Baekhyun’s displeasure – and running your fingers lightly on it. Baekhyun’s gaze turn in to a glare, clearly annoyed but you not explaining what you mean by that, and from the snatching the picture away from him, not that he wanted to keep staring at a picture of a guy with his hands all over you.

Fuck no did not he want that.

He just wanted to burn that picture, and send that guy straight to hell for even daring to look at you the way this guy was. Because no other guy besides Chanyeol – and he used Chanyeol very loosely –  and him should be able to hold you like that. No. No. Not another soul in this planet should be able to do that with you, it was only him and Chanyeol.

Baekhyun scanned your facial expression when he saw how you intently you were staring at that picture, so many things were going on in your eyes, Baekhyun had known you for years, he had been your Oppa for such a long time now, he couldn’t even remember that much how he had met you that’s how long the two of you had been together. And in all those years, Baekhyun had never seen your eyes quite like this,

“Yah, are you okay?” Baekhyun asked sitting up, his hands went up to tug that picture away from you with some difficulties because you had a death grip on it. You two sat in silence for a few minutes, the sounds that the TV was making were the only thing that filled it.

You shook your head, Baekhyun saw how watery your eyes had gotten and instinct kicked in for him. He grabbed your hand and tugged you towards him, your head burying itself in his chest. “God I was stupid Bae, I was so stupid.” Baekhyun shushed your ‘useless’ muttering and just ran his hands through your hair.

“That was why you came back so soon right?” Baekhyun asked you after a while and you nodded. “I was stupid, Oppa, I was just so stupid I should’ve came back a long time ago,” You mumbled and Baekhyun pulled you in to his lap and began to sway you gently. “You didn’t have to come, no matter how happy goddamn I am that you’re here; you just had to get yourself out of that mess Baby Girl, but you did the right thing coming back to me… and Chanyeol of course, you did the right thing coming back to us and living here in Korea were you have people to help you.” Baekhyun mumbled burying hi face in your hair, him still swaying you from side to side.

You turned your face to look up at Baekhyun, and he moved away from your hair to look, he smiled softly at you and tucked a stray hair

“God, I missed you so much Bae,”

“I missed you so much Baby,”

The end.

JK, I didn’t actually like this chapter much to be quite honest, it didn’t end quite as I had originally wanted it to -.-. Did everyone like the new OC (she’ll appear on and off again)? How about her baby (who won’t be a appearing a lot, but y’all will be laughing because of him next chapter. Most probably, I know it’s in one chapter where he plays a big roll)? She’s cool right? I’m going to tell everyone who says something about her a secret~! Anyways, I hope you guys liked this one, oh and I’m working on rotation this story, Whispers of Anterograde, Love U Like U, One Shot, requested One Shot, and repeat lol. So do comments are always welcomed and I’ll see y’all next time around~!

A HUGE PART OF THIS CHAPTER GOT DELETE /LE SOBS/ I DIDN’T EVEN REMEMBER WHAT I HAD WRITTEN!

[Believe it or not… everything has a reason in this chapter. Everything that seems mindless actually has a meaning believe it or not, it’s just not that obvious but as y’all continue to read on further and further in to the story you’re going to be like ‘oh~ that’s why!’ and it’ll all make sense. Anyways I hope y’all enjoy]

Also I’m thinking of breaking this story in to two or three pieces. But I don’t know if should just keep it in one big story or two different stories.

[And I had a lot of writers block and lost a lot of inspiration for this chapter, that’s why it’s so crappy]

Sehun’s going to come in very strongly next chapter~! Or is it the next, next one?

Oh and I don’t remember when – I’m kinda thinking it was yesterday though – I put the prologue to Whispers of Anterograde: 1 P R O L O U G E

Imma nap it out.

Post 6:

What goes up must go down.

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Bitch you’ve never had a boner in public.

I should probably be sleeping since it’s 4:44AM (no jokes it really is 4:44).

This was a bit choppy blame the time.

[I'm going to use this thing for answers asks about my stories; http://ask.fm/RockyBlue1998]

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Whispers Of Anterograde - Luhan

[PUT YOUR  COMPUTER ON MUTE IF Y'ALL DON'T LIKE MUSIC PLAYING' [FOR AFF]

P R O L O U G E: W H I S P E R S.

Most of us have never heard of Anterograde, what a sad tragedy that is, but an even sadder tragedy to learn what it is by having the one we love gain it.

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Fear is only in our minds, taking over all our time. Fear is only in our minds, but it’s taking over, over, over time.

The heart monitors soft beep was heard throughout the room as it went in a soft rhythm, the same rhythm it had been playing for hours now, the girl the monitor was connected too laid on the bed still, the only movements that were made by her was when her chest went up and down.

And the way her hand shook from time to time but that was only because the boy had been holding it so tightly it shook, it was almost as if he were to let go if she would vanish and he would never see her again.

His eyes were glued to her face, her beautiful face that had not changed even though it had been through so much, but her face was so much paler then it was normally. But even still, she was the most beautiful girl in this planet in his eyes, his eyes that held so many emotions; sorrow, despair, regret, pain, yet they still held so much love and care and warmness in them.

His heart had been ripped out from his chest, he had never felt such pain in his life, he couldn’t believe that the love of his life could be dead, never to come back to him.

He let out a sigh and rested his head on her bed; he closed his eyes not wanting to let them tear up. He just wanted her to wake up already.

No he needed her to wake up,

“Wake up, it’s time, baby girl, it’s time, wake up. All the best of what we've done is yet to come,” He whispered his voice deep and gravely due to not speaking for such a long time.

It was time.

It really was time for her to wake.

-

He let out a sigh again, lifting his head from the bed and leaning it on hers, his eyes still closed tightly.

And once again a sigh escaped his lips, his eyes opened and he pulled away.

Slowly he let go of her hand,

Only to have his finger be caught by her hands,

His eyes widened and he looked at her, surprised evident in his face – with some excitement – as he watched her open her eyes.

It was time for her to wake up, and wake up she did.

-

Sorry for the wait, I have so much going on atm. Promise to update YLS (you little shit) soon. But I can’t atm.

A quick prologue how was it? Not that good in my opinion tbqh,

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Whispers of Anterograde - Luhan

Anterograde is when someone can’t make any new memories, they’re just living in the past. To be living in the past is a sad thing, never being able to make a new memory of the one you love, not remember all the happy moments they’re going through and only being able to see them as they once were. But to have that person still love you even if you can’t remember what they did today while you’re only in love with what they were is even sadder. Loving someone with anterograde is a living hell, especially when you’re the one with anterograde,

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You said you’d never forget me.

I’m sorry goodbye,

Please, please just stay with me.

My head doesn’t work, but my heart surely does. I love you before, I love you today, and I’ll love you tomorrow, I’ll love you even if I’m gone.

I’ll see you tomorrow for our date! Don’t you dare forget!

That’s just it! I can’t trust my head! It could be telling me one thing today and another tomorrow! My decision has been made and nothing will change it!

You’re my soulmate. Never forget that.

Forever and always Oppa. Forever and always, let’s never forget that!

-

Tittle: Whispers of Anterograde. Genre: Romance,Drama and Angst.

Paring: LuhanxYou.

Chapters: Approximately 8

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Whispers of Anterograde - Luhan

Anterograde is when someone can’t make any new memories, they’re just living in the past. To be living in the past is a sad thing, never being able to make a new memory of the one you love, not remember all the happy moments they’re going through and only being able to see them as they once were. But to have that person still love you even if you can’t remember what they did today while you’re only in love with what they were is even sadder. Loving someone with anterograde is a living hell, especially when you’re the one with anterograde,

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You said you'd never forget me.

I'm sorry goodbye,

Please, please just stay with me.

My head doesn't work, but my heart surely does. I love you before, I love you today, and I'll love you tomorrow, I'll love you even if I'm gone.

I'll see you tomorrow for our date! Don't you dare forget!

That's just it! I can't trust my head! It could be telling me one thing today and another tomorrow! My decision has been made and nothing will change it!

You're my soulmate. Never forget that.

Forever and always Oppa. Forever and always, let's never forget that!

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Tittle: Whispers of Anterograde. Genre: Romance,Drama and Angst.

Paring: LuhanxYou.

Chapters: Approximately 8

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Oh Se Hun, You Little Shit - Chapter 5: Diary Entry

  Chapter 5: Diary Entry 1

Okay, so when I was eleven and was writing this Fan Fiction called; High School IS One Crazy World! I use to do chapters like these, which I called Diary Entries, I did these chapters because

a)   They were funny

b)   They were fun to write

c)   People had so much fun reading them

d)   They were good filler chapters

e)   A really kick ass why to give a time skip and not have to write an insanely long chapter, cause ain’t not body got time for that shit

f)     Fun as hell to write

g)   Very shot but it seems long cause’ it’s just paragraphs

h)   Many other things

These were my little cheat cheats, and I’m probably going to use them for this story too, maybe this is the last one, maybe here at least four more, like I said these were short little-ish filler chapters I did when I didn’t have a lot of time to update, I have time now, but I’m just focusing a bit on this other story, I think I’m going to call – most likely – Love U Like U (kinda of clichéd tittle OTL) which has a sneak peak at the bottom~! I think, I don’t remember,

Anyways enjoy~!!!

Word Count: 1,629 (Here’s hoping for 1,5OO)

  Dear Diary,

I freaking found you.

Like, after three years I found you, I would’ve never thought I stored you away with all those yearbooks. I never thought it would take me five months to start unpacking my year books and stuff, and find you stowed away in there, honestly I thought I lost you in America, no, I thought I lost you in Korea actually but whatever.

The last time I ever wrote something in you was when I last saw Baekhyun play baseball, he was so amazing in my eyes and he still is actually, he’s playing under a team called EXO with Chanyeol actually! They’re both doing sooo good! And I’m really happy for them, actually, they’re living in the same complex as me, in the same floor they’re just like fifteen or nineteen doors down.

Chanyeol and Baekhyun are so much more protective now – and I never believed that was possible, because those two were like my prison guards before and now they’re even worse than that –, and they keep clearing my fridge of ‘bad’ foods or something like that, they probably just get hungry and don’t have food in their fridge, but other than the whole protective thing nothing really has changed between with us, although Baekhyun’s been babying me more and I kinda like it lol.

Anyways on to Sehun; you know he’s not that horrible when we’re dealing with the babies stuff and he’s actually getting really in to it, I’m honestly really starting to see the two of us being able to raise this kid in a civil manner and not getting Child Protective Services called on us because we’re being too aggressive with each other, he went with me to the last sonogram I had and since it was my nineteenth week we were able to find out the sex of the baby – I’m in my fifth month now and this was just last week – but you know, surprisingly when I said I didn’t want to know and that the doctor could just tell him, he just shook his head and said that if I didn’t want to know then he didn’t either, I was really surprised by this because just last week he was saying that he really wanted to find out if we were having a boy or  girl but he just dropped it when he found I didn’t want to know.

As for the nursery and stuff like that we decided on my place for it – because there’s not absolute way in hell that we are living together like that wasn’t even considered when we were talking about it, that thought wasn’t even mentioned – because Sehun’s going to be pretty busy with baseball these next few months, so we decided on painting it like this really pale light brown, it’s basically a sand color, and we’re just adding pastel colors to it greens, and yellows mostly but it does have a few accents that are blue and pink, it looks really pretty so far, but we don’t really have a lot of stuff in it. Oh and don’t think we stopped fighting because we still fight a lot, like a lot. But after a while he gives up, the wimp.

The EXO boys are really helpful too, and since they found out a lot of them have been popping in out my apartment and at school, they’ve been treating me to lunches and dinners and breakfast and cooking me healthy good – oh my god that kid Kyungsoo or D.O like they call him, bless that child’s soul he cooks so fucking good, like unf bless – and they leave presents for the kid too sometimes, but since no one really knows the gender its mainly like plain bears with not much to them or things that make lots of noise and colorful things.

Honestly for being the big bad wolves of the baseball world – because these boys cause  lots of problems – they’ve pretty much fallen to knees of an unborn child. They even coo at my stomach sometimes.

Oh and I’ve gotten pretty close with Luhan and Suho too! They’re such sweethearts I love hanging out with them, I don’t really know why but they’re always treating me out, and taking me out too different places, and Luhan has the odd obsession with bubble tea and oh my god Sehun does too! Those two are always buying me Bubble Tea, like I’m so sick of it. But I could totally go for a gallon of rocky road ice cream like right now.

Moving on, Baekhyun’s been acting a little weird… I don’t really know why maybe it’s because of Sehun, I’ve been spending time with Sehun because of the kid but I don’t think he’d get mad because of that, I mean Baekhyun understand that this kid is mine and Sehun’s and that we have a lot to talk about especially since we’re not together and there’s only three months left to me being a giant balloon and I’m just gonna get fatter.

This kid’s gonna be a fat baby because I’m hungry like every hour on the hour – and that makes school so hard, I don’t like that, and people give me weird looks since I got big, especially since I’ve only been here six months so I’m pretty sure I know what all those looks mean and what the whispers are but honestly whatever – Luhan actually makes that easier because he’s mine University and he takes me lunch and we hang out a lot, I adore Luhan he’s so cute like all the Ahjumma’s just coo at him, but I honestly don’t blame them Luhan’s supper adorable with those checks, those eyes, those eyes, he’s just adorable in a general sense that just makes you wanna eat him. And he’s so good at soccer too!

But anyways, life’s okay, you know? Nothing bad has been going, besides meeting Sehun and there stupid stomach aches I’ve been getting since yesterday, I’m doing good in school, Baekhyun’s acting weird but whatever he’ll get over whatever went up his ass, Chanyeol’s been feeding me so much food but that’s normal, Alison’s here in Korea and like let’s not get started on the shit she and Chanyeol are doing like seriously, other than the whole craving, getting super fat, throwing up, the mood swings, feelings something moving inside me, being able to eat so much more without feeling guilty because well I’m eating for two so stfu. But life is pretty normal right now, I don’t really have much to complain about.

Anyways,

Baekhyun just came in with a gallon of Rocky Road and a bottle of whip cream, and that shit is calling me right now.

*~*~________

So yeah that’s a diary entry you guys, ya like it? Hate it? Do we give it the boot? Or do y’all want more chapters like this? It would only be like two or three more chapters like this because I think this story only going to be like twelve chapters? Maybe fourteen, I’m not so sure, maybe it’ll be ten? Who knows? Anyways please comment, and I hope y’all enjoyed this chapter, I had fun writing this and in only took me two hours – lots of interruptions – so I hope y’all enjoyed and I made you laugh with my lame sense of humor, anyways got’s to go take a nap under the coffee table.

Oh and the next chapters name is Death by Car.

I thought I should share that.

  ~Rocky~Out

Say A.

Post 5:

Boooooy is your name homework? Because I’m not doing you and I know I should be.

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Oh Se Hun, You Little Shit - Chapter 4; Anew

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4: Anew.

I’m 2O,OOO feet in the air lol, I’m terrified airplanes are scary. I hope I don’t die.

EDIT FROM LAND: BLESS MCDONALDS AND IT’S WI-FI FOR LETTING UPDATE THIS FOR YOU GUYS NOW THE NEXT UPDAT, I’M SERIOUS, IS GOING TO BE FORM THE 12TH TO THE 2OTH CAUSE THAT’S WHEN I GET BACK AND WE DON’T REALLY EAT MUCH MCDONALDS ANYWAYS ENJOY MIS AMORES . ANYWAYS FILLERING GOODNESS.

They say bad things happen for a reason, but no wise words are going to stop the bleeding.

Word count: 1,962 (Here’s hoping for 1,OOO words – this is just a quickie in my mind)

“I told you he was going to hit,”

“You told me he was going to kill you,”

“Same thing,”

“Actually there’s quite a difference,”

“Yah! Be gentle!” Sehun whined and you rolled your eyes and pressed the ice pack back to his nose, “Stop being such a baby,”

“I’m not being a baby! That hurts!”

“Shut it and take it like a man, oops, wrong person,”

“You b-“

“Shut the fuck up Sehun!” Chanyeol and Baekhyun screamed at the younger boy, who flinched in turn.

“Yes Hyung’s.”

“You know if you think about this; this is all y’all’ fault.” You said removing the ice pack from Sehun’s nose who hissed a bit at losing the slight comfort the ice was bringing him. “Excuse me, but who is him not being able to keep it in his pants and knocking you up, my fault?” Chanyeol asked and you rolled your eyes at the older boy.

You pressed the ice pack back to Sehun’s nose and he hissed again, he’s such a freaking wimp you thought to yourself. “Well, Baekhyun I was just watching you making sure you didn’t do anything stupid as fuck and then you just started shoving drinks down my throat – thank you so much for making break the law by the way, you are one hundred percent aware that I am yet to be of legal age – and then you let me wonder off, which made me wander in to Chanyeol, and you passed me around like a toy and I ended up in Sehun’s hands, and well… the rest… you two really don’t need to know about that,” You told them, and you saw Sehun about to open his mouth – probably to throw in his own twenty cents in to this whole problem – when Baekhyun just gave him the glare from hell and that boy just shut his trap.

Baekhyun let out a sigh and Chanyeol just looked around your apartment, his eyes darting from the different knick knacks you had laying around along with all the different pictures you had from your childhood along with some that you had taken while you were at New York. Both of them were clearly thinking about what you had said, and judging by the silence, they were well aware that you were right when you had said that both of the played a part in all of this.

The four of you just sat in a silence, the only sounds that were heard were from Sehun and it was just groans from you applied to much pressure on the ice pack over his nose – which Chanyeol had had the pleasure of breaking the second he stepped in to your apartment and laid his eyes on Sehun. And you really had to admit to yourself; that it was funny as fuck watching that scene unfold – and really he was being such a wimp about the whole thing.

“Are you okay?” Chanyeol asked softly breaking the silence between the four. “No, you broke my nose,” Sehun snapped and Chanyeol soft gaze turn in to a glare, “I’m not speaking to you right now.” Chanyeol barked and Sehun snapped his mouth shut, not really daring to say anything – probably because anything could get the crap beaten out of him –. “I mean you, are you okay Boo?” Chanyeol asked and you tore your attention away from Sehun’s nose and looked at Chanyeol before smiling and nodding. “I’m fine Oppa,” You said and he smiled at you. “Have you gone to the doctor yet?” He asked you and you nodded.

“Yeah, I went when I started getting a lot of stomach aches and stuff that was when I first found out and I went for my first ultrasound, um, five or six days ago, I’m not really that sure, but I went with Alison.” You told him and he nodded slowly, “You went that first time alone? How far along even are you?” Baekhyun asked you and you nodded. “Yeah, I just thought I had the virus from hell honestly, I didn’t really know that I was pregnant, like honestly that was the last thing on my mind, I was really caught off guard when the doctor told me I was pregnant. And I’m on my… fifteen week, I’m almost at my fourth month.”

“You didn’t tell me you had a doctor’s appointment…” Sehun whispered, “You haven’t really been asking about that stuff Oh, I just assumed you didn’t really care about any of that,” You whispered back to him and you saw Sehun furrow his eyebrows. “Well I do,”

“Why didn’t you tell the two of us that you were pregnant?” Chanyeol asked you in a soft tone, and you were pretty surprised by how gentle Chanyeol was being with you. Something flickered in Baekhyun’s eyes and he slammed his hand down. “Yeah! Why the fuck didn’t you tell us? Why did you tell this prick first?” Baekhyun yelled clearly agitated at the fact you had told Sehun first and not him. You flinched a bit at how he had yelled; you weren’t really use to hearing Baekhyun yell at you. “First of all; this prick is the kids dad and I was just doing the right thing by telling him first, he’s the dad he has his rights on knowing about this, I laid it out on the table and it was his choice on whether or not he chooses to take responsibility he choose to take responsibility so we were just figuring something’s out the two of us, and second of all; I was scared out of my shit to tell you two about all of this. And lastly; I just didn’t know what to tell you guys, I honestly just didn’t know what to say about all of this, which was why I told Sehun about it, I needed someone to help be figure out how to tell you guys, the prick wasn’t any help… Luhan was actually – oh I meet Luhan really up close and he’s such a sweetie – we had a chance meeting and we talked about all of this, because Alison wasn’t here and I needed someone that I could talk to, and like why the hell not? Screw the fact he was technically a stranger and I didn’t know three fucks about him, he’s one of you two’s closes friends and he’s this idiots best friend – and I don’t even understand how the hell that happened honestly – so I just talked to him and he helped me out a lot in the first two hours that we talked, and I really appreciate him for that, he’s been helping me out a lot, actually. And I’m really grateful to Luhan for helping me decide on what to tell you guys, but I was scared to tell you guys about all of this, besides it’s now all gone to fuck since Baekhyun doesn’t know how to knock on a fucking door, learn some manners by the way it is very rude to walk in to people homes just like that, and well now we’re here.” You said with a simple shrug of your shoulders at the end.

Another silence had overcome the four of you again and again the only thing you could really hear was Sehun bitching and moaning about how much his nose hurt because Chanyeol decked him – which you were surprised he did, between Bae and Chan, Baekhyun was so much more angry and aggressive compared to Chanyeol so when Chanyeol punched Baekhyun you were truly caught by surprised, a funny one at that – and damn, it was getting really old, really fast.

“Baekhyun…”

“Yeah sweetie?”

“Do you have anchovies? And whip cream? And like peanut butter, but the chunky kind? And Rocky Road ice cream?”

The three boys in the room turned and give you an odd look while you just simply smiled at them. “Why in the hell would you want that?” Baekhyun asked you.

“I’m hungry and I want that. Now.” You whined a bit.

“All of that? Like together?” Sehun asked you and you nodded. “Yeah in a big bowl with sprinkles too,” You said.

“Sweetie; are you joking with us right now?”

“Do I look like I’m joking!”

“No!” All three boys yelled in unison.

“I’ll go get that for you Baby Boo,” Chanyeol said getting up and basically racing out the door, before anyone could say anything. Not that you minded anyways, you really wanted to that crap and you wanted it now.

“Are you seriously going to eat that?” Sehun asked.

SMACK.

“Shut up, if you cannot keep it in your pants then you will not speak of what my baby girl eats, now shut up,”

“Aish Hyung that hurt,”

SMACK.

-

Well holy shit I got 1OO subscribers already, in less than twenty days of the story being posted (I’m keeping tabs on everything with my phone) and damn, I never thought I would get so many subscribers by three chapters, and an A/N saying I can’t update because I’m on vacation in Florida, thank you guys so much for all of this and I’m so grateful so many people are reading this story!^^ it means so much thank you guys really. This and probably the next chapters are just short filler ones that I’m doing for a specific reason that I’m sure none of you will know why lol but I hope y’all enjoyed this short little scene and thank you so much for reading and for getting me to 1OO subscribers so damn fast, I honestly didn’t expect it.

Oh, and also I’m a bit busy with my one shot collection for EXO called Devils Inside (which is based of Wolf and Hyde from VIXX), so sorry if this was even later than the month I said it was going to be. Plus I’ve been working on Love U Like U and ‘Whispers if Anterograde’.

~Rocky~Out

SX-F-A-U

Post 4:

Do you even start subbing your eyes and then it feels really good and you can’t stop so it’s like eye masturbation.

Now for that little peek;

Whispers of Anterograde.

Anterograde is when someone can’t make any new memories, they’re just living in the past, this happened to her, she got anterograde and now all she does is live in the past. To be living in the past is a sad thing, never being able to make a new memory of the one you love, not remember all the happy moments they’re going through and only being able to see them as they once were. But to have that person still love you even if you can’t remember what they did today while you’re only in love with what they were is even sadder. Loving someone with anterograde is a living hell, especially when you’re the one with anterograde,

[THIS ISN’T THE ONE I WANTED TO SHOW YOU GUYS ORIGINALY WHICH WAS  “LOVE U LIKE U” BUT WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THIS ONE?]

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Oh Se Hun, You Little Shit - Chapter 3 - Hell No

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3: Hell No

Word Count: 2,444  (Here’s hoping for 1,500)

Keys:

[] – Text message someone sends you.

{} – Text you send to someone.

Bold – Emphasis on words.

Italic – Emphasis on words, but it could also be someone’s thoughts.

{X~R~X} – Scene Swap.

•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°• - Time Skip or it could just be a line.

~ Oh why, oh why, oh why, oh why, oh why, did we say goodbye? ~ - Yours or someone else ringtone. [Note: it’s not that line; it’s just that, that’s what the song that I’m listening to said right now, so I just wrote that as an example.]

THIS IS THE LAST TIME THIS IS GOING TO BE ON A CHAPTER PEOPLE. YOU SHOULD KNOW THIS SHIT BY NOW.

If this was late I’m so, so, so, so, so, so sorry you guys!! I got so sick and I was heading to Florida on the 17th so I was preparing for the trip and on top of that like I said, I felt like shit, so if this chapters a bit of let’s all blame it on the illness, anyways thank you for commenting and I hope you guys enjoy this!

Some people put up walls, not to keep others out, but to see who cares enough to break them down.

“Baekhyun isn’t going to kill you,”

“I knocked his Baby Girl up, he’s not exactly going to give me a hug,”

“He’s not going to kill you either,”

“He’s not gonna give me a pat on the back, and Chanyeol, god, Chanyeol I got his Baby Boo pregnant, they’re going to kill me,”

“Fine, whatever they’ll kill you. Are you happy now?”

“What the hell of course not!”

You let out a sigh and hopped on the counter top, “I really don’t know what you want me to say Sehun,” You mumbled.

“I just wanna know how to tell Baekhyun and Chanyeol…” Sehun muttered.

You let out another sigh.

Honestly you really didn’t know how tell Chanyeol and Baekhyun either, actually you were pretty scared about telling them, mainly you were worried about Baekhyun, Chanyeol, if I was going to be mad, he’d probably be mad for a day or two Baekhyun would stay pissed for a long time.

“Trust me Sehun, I don’t know what to tell them either,” You mumbled. “Aish, I have to go to class, good luck on figuring out how to tell them,”

Sehun’s head snapped upon hearing you saw that, “What? What if Baekhyun or Chanyeol come by and see me here?”

“I didn’t say you had to stay here dude, go back to your place, besides don’t you anything to do today?” You asked him grabbing your bag from the floor.

“I had an interview today and I canceled it because it thought were discussing this!” Sehun yelled. And you just shrugged, “Dude, we got nine months before the kids comes and four before anyone can tell I’m pregnant, we have time to think about it,”

Plus you didn’t want to really tell Chanyeol or Baekhyun about the pregnancy either.

“And in the mine time, I’m going to be late for History,” You said slinging your bag over your shoulder.

“The longer we wait, the angrier they’ll be,” Sehun argued.

“I know that you ass, I know that, and I’m scared to tell them about it, okay?” You said slipping your phone in your pocket, you let out a sigh and pointed to the door. “Lock up before you leave, I have fifteen minutes to get across town,”

“You should’ve moved closer to your school,”

“Shut up, my living arrangements are none of your concerns”

“You’re my concern, well, what’s inside of you is,”

“And living fifteen minutes away from a University will not harm this bun in the oven, okay? As much as I hate to say this, but I’ll call you later, alright?”

“I don’t like you saying that either,”

“Okay, you can just tell the Oppa’s how you knocked me up on your own,”

“Wait, w-“

SLAM.

“This bitch,” Sehun muttered.

•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•

You let out a sigh, you folded your hands in front of you and rested your hands on them. Completely ignoring the fact you had a History text three hours. “Maybe I shouldn’t have lied and talked things out with Sehun,” You mumbled, and then you couldn’t help but chuckle. “Yeah right,”

You closed your eyes and breathed in, letting yourself getting immersed in your own thoughts.

What exactly am I going to tell Bae? And Chan? I’m not really scared of telling them, I’m just so worried, I can’t trust Sehun… that brats probably going to ditch me by next week… I need Chanyeol and Baekhyun by my side for side… aish, what am I supposed to do? If they get mad and decide to kick me to a curve I’m so screwed. – Ali’s coming, but I can’t really much on her, she’s Alison for the love of God. My dad… ha! If my dad finds out I’m pregnant out of wedlock he’s going to have me killed and have my existent whipped out of the earth.

I’m so screwed, I just… I really need Baekhyun and Chanyeol by my side. I just n-.

   “________-ah?”

Your head shot up upon hearing the familiar voice,

“It is you, hey I didn’t know you went to school here, if I would’ve known I would have giving you a tour of the place,”

“Hey… I didn’t know you went to school here either,”

“Are you okay? You seem a bit troubled,”

“I’m… I got myself into a lot of trouble.”

{X~R~X}

You stared at the older male sitting in front of you as he sipped his Bubble Tea. Confusion written all over your face.

You had no idea how they were best friends.

Like no fucking idea how in the possible, freaking, - like there are a lot of screwed up thing, but this, THIS, fucking took the cake – on how the actual hell those two were best friends. Or what kind of fucked up psycho allowed them to be.

Luhan was a nice, sweet, and caring, he likes to tease people, cute, and adorable, and Sehun was an ass, he was rude, inconsiderate, mean, not caring, irresponsible – apparently very fertile – a complete ass, handsome – no wait, bad thoughts right there – whinny, bitchy, bratty, and damn could you list other things.

There was a big ass different between them.

And they were friends.

Best friends.

Best fucking friends.

For years now.

How the actual fuck did this occur?

Who the fuck actually allowed this to occur?

Some seriously messed up person.

“So, that’s how you’re in trouble?” He asked you, breaking the silence you two had fallen in to, it wasn’t a bad though, it was actually quite comforting. You nodded about to take a sip of you coffee when he grabbed it from you. He placed his Bubble Tea in front of you instead and motioned for you to drink it, “Coffee’s bad for pregnant girls, don’t drink it,”

You had told him everything. You needed to tell someone about it, someone who wasn’t Sehun, someone who wasn’t Baekhyun, someone who wasn’t Chanyeol, and Luhan was there. Luhan was there, he caught you and asked you what was wrong, and you spilled, boy did you spill.

You let out a sigh, you liked coffee, you wanted coffee, but with that look Luhan was giving you, you doubted he was going to let you have any at all.

“That’s how I wound up screwed,” You muttered and Luhan chuckled a bit.

“Is he stepping up?” Luhan asked you, and you assumed he was talking about Sehun. You nodded, “Good, Baekhyun and Chanyeol are going to kill him when they find about this, if he wasn’t taking responsibility I don’t even wanna think what those two would  do to him,” Luhan told you.

“Why? – why would it have been such a big deal if he wasn’t?”

“You didn’t see how those two talked about you. Before you got here; when you told them five months ago that you were coming to live here, you had no idea how happy they were, they couldn’t stop talking about you, you’re like some kind of precious gem to them, you know that right? They talked with so much adoration for you, so much love it was like they were in love with you, completely, crazy, head over heels in love with you, but now seeing them with you, you can just see how much they care about you, how protective they are about you – Kai made a little comment about you a few days ago, it wasn’t anything bad, and Baekhyun almost the living shit out of him with a twenty five bat – how much they love you, those two are basically your brothers. For god sake, they call you their Baby Girl and Baby Boo. If Sehun doesn’t step up they’re going to put their bats for good use, and honestly, so am I, you’re a good kid, I’ve seen the way you act, you're a good kid,” Luhan told you.

They talked a lot about me? I’ll kill them,

“It wasn’t anything bad, more embarrassing,” Luhan teased seeing how you had tensed a bit after he had said that they talked about you. You laughed and your phone rung next to you.

~Hey Ey yeah I think I need a holiday, call me **** ~

We need to think of something to tell them, you just can’t keep putting it off, you're going to get fat and soon. - Sehun

 “Who texted you? You liked pissed.”

“Why don’t you see for yourself?”

Luhan grabbed the phone from your hands and laughed shaking his head,

This is such a lovely way of telling the girl you got pregnant that she should tell her professional baseball player friends about you knocking her up, seriously Sehun, you need to teach Hyung your ways.  – Luhan (Oh, and she’ll think of a way on her own,”

“Funny,” You said giggling a bit.

“On a serious note though; Baek and Yeol aren’t going to get mad at you, you know?  If that’s what you worried, they’re going to get a whole lot more protective over you, they’re going to clean your fridge, this kid is basically going to have three dads and nine step dads because the rest of EXO? Is going to get involved with this too, and it’s best if you tell Yeol and Baek on your own because they’re going to be pissed and probably going to beat the shit out of Sehun, if not one of them is going to give him a black eye. But you’re the Baby, now they’re Baby’s going to have a baby, and that’s all that’s going to matter for them. You and the kid. They’re not going to ditch you or anything, so don’t worry your pretty little head about anything and just tell them, because they’re going to hug and kiss you and tell you everything’s going to be fine… then they’ll things to Sehun. And then they’re going to throw everything out of your fridge because… well, you’ve meet them.”

That. Was. The. Comfort. You. Needed.

Not stupid messages saying that you had to tell them and they were going to be the shit out off him.

You needed to know what was going to happen with you.

They could be the shit of Sehun for all you cared.

“…you see! That was so comforting! I needed this! Why couldn’t Sehun be like you! This is no fair!”

Luhan just laughed at this.

•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•

 “Aish, Sehun I seriously don’t know what to tell them!” You said letting out a sigh and Sehun rolled his eyes, “You told me you would come up with something to tell them! That was three weeks ago!” Sehun yelled.

Technically that was Luhan, not you.

“I’ve had class, okay? I get busy and I forget and I’ve had a few doctor appointments now, you see Baekhyun every day you could’ve just told him.

Sehun scoffed, running a hand throw his hair, he gave you this smile/smirk – that in  all honesty you just wanted to take the plate of food in front of you and smack it in him, “It’s not like I can just go ‘Hey Baek, guess what? I got your Baby Girl pregnant’. That’s suicide.” Sehun told you.

“I better have heard wrong,”

“Hyung?” “Oppa?”

“________-ah, I heard wrong right?”

“Hyung…”

“Sehun I heard wrong right?”

“Well what you hear-“

“You got me drunk at that party, Chanyeol made him take me home, he stayed with me when I was yacking in the bathroom, he kissed me, we had sex, and he forgot the condom, and now I’m pregnant,”

Way to throw Sehun to wolves.

I wrote the first scene three days ago when I just had a stomach ache, anyways, I WROTE THE REST IN AN HOUR! YEAH! I FEEL LIKE I’M GOING TO PASS OUT! BUT HELLYEAH AN HOUR! I’M PROBABLY GONNA DIE ON THE 17TH anyways, an hour, great record for me. Short, but in all honesty I wanted to get the whole Baekhyun and Chanyeol knowing thing out of the way,

OH AND SORRY FOR THE FAKE UPDATE WITH ‘KISS’ I’M PRETTY SURE MOST OF YOU EXPECTED A KISS SCENE LOL I JUST REALLY WANTED TO THANK YOU GUYS, I’M DELETING THAT IN A FEW HOURS THOUGH,

And omg, who really can’t wait to see what Bae’s going to do? And Luhan, Luhan… Luhan…haha, oh Luhan the role you're going to play in this story.

Oh, do you guys wanna peak of  a story I'm working on - on the side - in the next chapter? At the end of it,

I’m gonna go throw up now,

Bye

-Rocky

  POST#3

FEMALE&MALE DICTIONARY:

“Nothing, forget about it.”

Female: You better figure out what you did wrong.

Male: Just quite talking about it, Jesus.

  “Are you tired?”

Female: Please don’t go to sleep, I love talking to you.

Male; genuinely curious as to whether or not you are sleepy.

  “I’m okay,”

Female: Hold me tight, I need a shoulder to cry on.

Male; There’s seriously not a damn thing wrong with me,

  “I’m cold,”

Female; get a blanket and cuddle with me,”

Male: I’m pretty cold, I should probably get a blanket or some shit.

  “Leave me alone.”

Female: please don’t go.

Male; getting out of my fucking face.

  “I love you.”

Female: tell me you do more.

Male: I love you. Just that. I don’t expect a stupid fucking response.

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My Elevator Boy - Lay

Well, I personally have no idea where this came from haha, I actually really like this for some reason, I always think whatever write is crap but I think this decent haha, I hope you enjoy Anon! :) ❤❤💕💕💕💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

  He’s My Elevator Boy – Lay (2)

In all honesty; you didn’t really know him all too well. But it just felt weird to not see him anymore.

He was always there, every single day right around the time you left for class.

  Originally you two never talked, when he had first moved in – or so you assumed – and you two meet for the first time in the elevator going down to the lobby, you two had just smiled and bowed at each other.

In the passing weeks the elevator had gotten stuck – as fate would have it – and you were there with him. The two of you were stuck for four hours in that elevator. But really, you didn’t mind. Actually, you were quite grateful that that had happened.

You learned that his name was Yixing, that he was twenty one; that he was originally from China but came here to Korea to study abroad. You didn’t know a lot about him, it was just tiny details, insignificant details but still.

But anyways after that had happened rides in the elevator weren’t as silent as they use to.

Every single morning the two of you chatted away it never went passed anything that wasn’t school related, it never went passed anything too personal.

And that’s what you liked about it, it was casual, it was nice, it was sweet even.

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