Thinking Of Cheating

I'm a 22 year old east coast girl who is just finishing up college and who has an intense compulsion to cheat on my boyfriend. I've had this feeling for a while now, and finally decided to look up this feeling, and was directed to the various tumblr pages dedicated to cheating girls and other similar things. Little did I know that this was such a popular turn on! That makes me feel a little better, so I think I will use this page to flesh out my feelings and thoughts. Hopefully someone wants to listen. :)

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RIP Tumblr :(

So I know I don’t come on here that often anymore, but I don’t want to lose contact with any of you! So I decided to make a bdsmlr page. Thinkingofcheating is me and it’s the same pic I use here ... haven’t really used the site much yet, so still figuring things out. But find me over there and I’ll be happy to talk!

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How big does the cock have to be to cheat

Hmm. I guess I never know how big it’s going to be when some random guy is hitting on me at the bar. I will say that guys who are confident the way I like usually seem to have fairly big ones.. but that’s not the case 100% of the time. And tbh although I prefer bigger ones, doesn’t mean an average sized one couldn’t get me off if the guy knows what he’s doing..💁‍♀️

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Get me drunk and make me do gross things in the bar bathroom

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^me every weekend 😝😂❤️

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Passion is your other name. Keep feeding your soul

I’m not exactly sure what you mean... but it sounds deep? 😂😝

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Just a little update..

So for those who have been asking, YES I have finally cheated lol. I actually did I pretty soon after my last post. And I’ve been doing it pretty regularly ever since! I had a fuck buddy at work, but that had to stop recently because he wants me to leave my boyfriend for him.. I actually had sex with one of my boyfriends good friends... and I have been with a few random guys I’ve met out at bars!.. it’s been such a liberating, empowering, and wild ride thus far... I’ve been doing things I never dreamed I would be doing... I’ve opened up sexually in ways that I never knew would be possible... it’s just amazing. I’m happy. I’m satisfied. I’m envigorated. And I’m going to keep going! .. of course, I have had some thoughts that maybe what I’m doing isn’t the right thing, but the way I have been feeling is just something new and different than I have ever felt before. I seem to be enjoying the cruelty aspect a lot more than I had in the past. Possibly because tumblr is blasting me with these captioned pictures that are basically telling me I should be a heartless bitch lol... idk. I’m rambling. I’m not sure what else to say! But I’ll try to update a bit more soon.. thanks to everyone who has been curious! And thank you to the small group of people I actually talk to on here. You guys are amazing. I love talking to you, and I’m happy that I’ve made some great friends. Especially YOU (you know who you are 😛).

Goodbye for now. Time to get in the shower so I can get ready for tonight! Me and a really good friend of mine are going to have a crazy girls night out because we haven’t had the opportunity to in a while 😇

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This has to be one of the hottest scenes ever! 👄👄

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This is one of my like ultimate fantasies 😅 what is this from!

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Paid naughty photo shoot.

Rich is in Dallas this week. If you are too, and want to do a naughty little cheating photo shoot, let me know. Consider it a modeling job. Your images will appear on this blog and you’ll be paid.

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Hope he comes to New York soon!

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REBLOG if you want naughty messaging confessions in your inbox!

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The nastier the better

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^^^^

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Hmm

Just a quick thought... The more I explore here, the more I see that this whole fetish(?) is broken down to either the boyfriend watches (either approvingly or reluctantly) or the boyfriend doesn't know (and the girlfriend is a heartless bitch)... About the latter... I feel like a little put-down of the bf is okay.. But why even date the guy if you're gonna be completely sociopathic lol... Don't get me wrong, it's hot to see these things here... And it absolutely piques my interest... But I don't see myself being able to be THAT mean... Idk.. I deffffffinitely am not judging.. Just confused a bit. But perhaps the more I get into this, the more I'll understand those feelings associated with it... Ps- just want to say that it feels really naughty to be looking at this and talking about it (although to myself) while I'm essentially laying around with my boyfriend. My legs are on his lap while we watch tv at the moment. So I feel like I'm getting away with something :) .. Anyways, I have to get ready for work in a few. If anyone stumbles onto this page and wants to talk or something, feel free to message me! Idrk how tumblr chatting works, but I'm sure I'll figure it out!

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Quick thought

I just realized my crappy grammar in my first post.. I’ll try to pay more attention to that in the future.. I just kind of wrote it as a stream of consciousness, so it feels a little choppy. Sorry about that! Hopefully that doesn’t bug anyone too much. But I promise to make a better effort in keeping it all nice and pretty and not annoyingly bad in the grammar department.

❤️

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First post!

So, this is probably the equivalent of yelling into the wind considering I have no followers, but I just think it will help to get a few things out to the universe… First off, I love my boyfriend. We’ve been together for 4 years and we are great together. The only problem is our sex life. It’s never been the best I’ve ever had, but the last 2 years it just feels stale and boring. I’ve tried to spice things up by getting sexy lingerie, trying to dirty-talk to him, and more stuff that I’m just not going to list right now… Over these last few years, I’ve had this feeling. And it’s getting stronger and stronger.. For some reason, I want to cheat. Not because I don’t want to be with my bf anymore, but for some reason, the thought just sets off this tingly feeling in every nerve of my body.. So far, I haven’t REALLY acted on this feeling (besides once drunk-kissing this guy who was all over me at a bar).. I’m naturally flirty, so I flirt a lot (definitely more lately).. When I’m out and especially when I drink, my body is almost screaming at me to just grab the best looking guy and let him absolutely ravish me, no matter where my boyfriend is and no matter how he feels about it… I’ve seen some posts that show guys enjoying seeing their gfs have sex in front of them, and that sounds kinda interesting tbh. But I highly doubt mine would ever be into such a thing. I suppose a girl can hope, but I won’t hold my breath.. Until then, I will try to fight the temptation to cheat by using this blog as an outlet for my intense desires lol… Hopefully it helps. And hopefully someone can give me some helpful advice…

To anyone who actually reads this, I love ya and I’ll be sure to try to keep this thing going. I won’t lie, it does feel a little awkward, but it’s also kind of exciting actually being able to get this stuff off my chest..

Also, besides writing stuff, I think I’ll probs reblog stuff I see/like. I never really used tumblr before, so I guess I’ll feel the whole thing out as I go along.

Wish me luck!❤️