DON’T GIVE UP
My boyfriend has recently been telling me to open up more. so I decided to open up with him about my eating disorder. he said that I didn't have an eating disorder because really really skinny people have eating disorders. I am 133 pounds and it hurt so much. I used to be 180 pounds and I lost 50 pounds in 2 1/2 months. I felt 180 all over again. Later he apologized but I didn't care. it explained why he never complimented my body but had previously complimented other girls bodies. I didn't care though; It was just a reminder that I've got to continue pushing through even if COVID19 makes it more difficult. Even the people that “love you” will secretly hate your body but will lie and say you're not fat as if you can't tell. But eventually everyone will love me. I won't be “too big” for anyone.
