A fat trying to unfat

TW ED (duh) 5'6 // 21 // FAT // btw if u follow sry i post a shit ton // BACKUP: @thinnylittlethinny2

[thinnylittlethinny]

🪻 ABOUT ME 🪻

STATS

Cw: huge lol

Lw: 134lbs

🔓GW 1- Feb 18th, 2025

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🔒UGW- 110lbs

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⭐ 21 y/o female, USA

⭐ My disordered eating started when I was 9, but didn't turn into a full ED until I was 13. I did have neglectful parents and my mother encouraged my ED. That's pretty much my villain origin story. I've been losing and gaining and being disordered for over a decade now but it's been 8 years of it being particularly bad.

LIKES: My cats, Roblox, TV shows on Hulu or Netflix (currently on a squid game binger as of August 2025) also shopping, politics, and learning about other cultures, ethnicities & religions

DISLIKES: Honestly obligations and anything that makes me stressed out or overwhelmed lol

⭐ I'm open to meeting new friends! I am an ally and friend to all. You can leave me an ask or give me a hello in my pms! :D

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My fellow Americans how we doing 😔

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Coffee thinpsooooo

💜💜💜Love me some coffee💜💜💜

#proana #anorexia #thinspo #coffee #coffeethinspo

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We are sooo back baby 😫

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Made japchae for dinner last night :p

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Breakfast from a few days ago, you guys korean jelly is actually so tea. It's so good. You know how American jello even sugar free juicy gels or otherwise, you know how they kind of melt a little in your mouth? Korean jelly doesn't. This product, a tiny bit.

These orihiro ones absolutely do not. It's not chewy or sticky but it's very firm jelly/jello. I love both of these kinds of korean jellys I've had. With the cost of food prices (and despite tariffs) I have been finding it surprisingly more affordable for some items to shop on Asian pantry apps and websites. Especially considering South Dakota is the only state that still taxes full sales tax rate for food, and when buying for a family it's a *non* small amount, to us anyways

I have been using weee! and they have a ton of 0 calorie foods and snacks. I already love seaweed and 0 cal jello/jelly, they have tons of konjac noodles, spicy konjac snacks, and a lot of interesting 0 cal things I wouldn't have thought to try. Neat

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Last month, I found out some extremely difficult news about one of my family members' health so I have found it difficult to even try and be active. And, I'm working again 3-4 nights a week. I'm just so tired of life being so busy and so emotionally rough. Doesn't matter. I've just been binging anyway

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I am literally always so scared I am going to post something here and accidentally somehow share it to my Facebook or post on Facebook and accidentally hit the share from Tumblr button. Literally always

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The first week after starting restriction again after a long shitty binge/normie phase is always so nice. Like, the nicest. I've lost 6.8 pounds since Monday and still have tomorrow and Monday morning to see how much total I lost over the course of a week. I know it won't last, and so much is water weight- it is nice though especially since I'm on my period. So. Coolsies!

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Trying to get better at posting dammit

Yesterday's food

Large blue razz slushie- 110

Fruit snacks- 80

2 pcs cheese- 180

2 pcs toast (240) w 1.5tbsp light butter (42)

Total: 662 cals

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A large blue raspberry fanta slushie from McDonald's only has 110 calories 😩 It tastes like cotton candy to me and seems to last FOREVER

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Oh, speaking of pvrging can anybody tell me why one of my tonsils is super inflamed? Like this was from a pvrge 3 weeks ago and I have only pvrged once or twice since then. It is 3-4 times the size of my other one (which looks normal) and I can feel how big it is when I swallow. It has stayed the same size since. I have no idea what I did?? I tried to Google it or look on edsf but couldn't find anything, it just said that if it was tonsilitis it should be gone within 3-4 days. My appointment isn't for another 2 weeks. It is super weird

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Hi, I have only pvrged twice since this started and it's still huge. That's cool. I asked my OB about it since I was seeing her first, and she said the didn't see or feel any sign of infection so I'm not sure. My appointment with my doctor is next Tuesday, so, soon

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Oh, speaking of pvrging can anybody tell me why one of my tonsils is super inflamed? Like this was from a pvrge 3 weeks ago and I have only pvrged once or twice since then. It is 3-4 times the size of my other one (which looks normal) and I can feel how big it is when I swallow. It has stayed the same size since. I have no idea what I did?? I tried to Google it or look on edsf but couldn't find anything, it just said that if it was tonsilitis it should be gone within 3-4 days. My appointment isn't for another 2 weeks. It is super weird

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And like my psych threatened to take me off the vyvanse I recently started if I dont stop pvrging and thats cool its like the only thing that has let me semi function in the last month. Like it actually has done wonders for getting up in the morning, opening my blinds and feeling good all day and wanting to do things

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Yeah, I did go to michigan last month, finally met my bestie of over 2 years, and stayed for 10 days. Had the absolute best time in the world. We made so many inside jokes, so many memories and even got super duper shitfaced at the gay nightclub (it was fucking awesome, and when I tell you I have never seen so many people in my life literally having the best time, living their best life, not giving a fuck. Like it was such a beautiful thing how happy everyone was)

Had a great time and was hardly even anxious except for the first 20 minutes or so in the car. It felt so natural genuinely. I got home and I crashed. I mean haven't vacuumed in over a month crashed. Haven't cooked a single meal crashed (just eating easy gross snack food) and been having a downright terrible time mentally ever since the moment I stepped into the airport to leave. I was so sad. I still am. And I question why south dakota sucks for making friends. Why there are no people that live here. So that's been what's up. Gained like 10 pounds when I was there too, I was eating all the good fatty shit we don't have here like wingstop and taco bell 🫠

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Omg hello

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Maybe the calories burned were the friends we made along the way