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THEY/THEM | H: 5'10 GW: 120 | SW: 220 | CW: 209 (DONT REPORT JUST BLOCK PLEASE)

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how close i am to my goal:

96 - 02 Sep 22

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having a friend who was my "4Na buddy" was the worst thing ever like i do not recommend that shiz to anyone

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me knowing ill never have my dream body becuz not only can i not stop eating but ive been so big for so long even if i loose the weight ill still have loose skin

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need ti get my shit under control

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my tumblr messed up for a sec and i thought i got banned 🤧🤧

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this is literally how i want to look ugh

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food just hasn't been fooding the way it used to like

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im reading some of my thoughs/poems from my notes and why are some of them actually kind of good like my mind is so good sometimes

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all i want for my bday is to be less than 200 and if i keep on track i will be

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only 10 pounds away from breaking my first goal

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i literally dont even like eating anymore becuz i always feel so physically terrible afterwards

like i ate yesterday and now today my stomach hurts and im vomitting

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i was studying with friends yesterday and i ended up eating so much but luckily i didnt gain but still it was not good

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ate what would be considered a normal amount of cal for a person but it felt like a binge

finally breaking free of my binge cycles of over 4000+ cal a day

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u can literally never be my dream version of myself like its actually impossible and that sucks so hard

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its so funny how when i was lesser i would rhink about how fat i am and nwo that ive gained more i wish i could just go back

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i need to be skinny by the time january comes around and i need to stop making excuses, i cant be fat anymore