i see everyone getting all emotional and sad due to the fact that today was our last day of freshman year. but if we’re being completely honest here, i honestly could not care any less than i do now. sure, like everyone, ive been through some things this year, some good, some bad. its had its many many many p and downs. but lately, all theres been is lows. lows that get so low i dont even know who i am anymore. and its honestly one of the scariest things ive been going through lately. somethings i havent told anyone. when i think back to specific monthes in this year, theres some certian things that stick ot from each of them. and sadly, most of those things have been really really bad things. with exes and boyfrineds and drama and petty fights and just petty people in genral, this year has been one of the worsts ive been through (which is really sad becase i hought this year would finally be the one that would be really really good). so ive just gotten to this really really bad thing of just not caring. nothing matterws, we all die anywyas, so why nit make tose really shitty decisoions? smoke that weed, drink that beer, talk to the asshole you know is going to hurt you in the long run, be really petty to that douche bag of a “friend” youve been hanging around. dont hold back anymoe, theres no point to that.
however, it hasnt been all bad, ill admit to that. i met one of my best frined to exsist ( @thekaitycat ), and ive talked to her so muh and got to know here really well. I met this really great guy and we got together and the almost 3 months we dated were so much fun and he made me o happy (and he was hot af by the way), and ive figuered out which friends are actually worth fighting for (cough, cough only @thekaitycat ), andb which people dont deserve my friendship. s oi guess it wanst all bad, just a lot of it.
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