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Are You Dissociating?
Dissociating is one of the most common responses to abuse and trauma. It involves feeling numb, detached or unreal and (while it happens to everyone once in a while) is experienced more frequently and severely in survivors. Dissociating people vary widely in symptoms and may experience any or all of the things from the following list.
You may be dissociating if you:
find yourself staring at one spot, not thinking anything
feel completely numb
feel like you’re not really in your body, like you’re watching yourself in a movie.
feel suddenly lightheaded or dizzy
lose the plot of the show or conversation you were focused on
feel as if you’re not quite real, like you’re in a dream
feel like you’re floating
suddenly feel like you’re not a part of the world around you
feel detached and far away from other people, who may seem mechanical or unreal to you
are very startled when someone/something gets your attention
completely forget what you were thinking just a moment ago
suddenly cover your face or react as if you’re about to be hurt for no reason
can’t remember important information about yourself, like your age or where you live
find yourself rocking back and forth
become very focused on a small or trivial object or event
find that voices, sounds or writing seem far away and you sometimes have trouble understanding them.
feel as if you’ve just experienced a flashback (perhaps rapidly) but you can’t remember anything about it.
perceive your body as foreign or not belonging to you
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To my anon asking about dissociation. I hope you see this.
I thought dissociation was only when I have straight up out of body experiences turns out I’m dissociated like 99% of the time lmso
Sometimes saying “I understand what you’re going through” is the absolute worst thing you can say to a person with a mental illness. Because I can promise that you don’t. And you never will.
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I MISS MYSELF. I miss the happy and cheerful person I was before my Mental Illness hit me like a ton of bricks. I miss my past, when I was happy and bubbly before I was abused. I know my past will never come back. Yet I still miss it. Because the present is a nightmare; I live in hell - everyday. And although sometimes I fool myself with dreams of a beautiful future, I know it’s not happening. I have nothing to look for.My wounds are too deep. Hopelessness has been choking me for a while - slowly, slowly - very slowly; it’s waiting for the day I’ll stop breathing.
Paulo E. Lima, The Day Depression Struck
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