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[thisgirlgotgoals]

DAY 6

Kill me already.

All I am is a procrastinating cunt who dreams of success and being the best, and I do nothing to achieve that.

I'm so fuckin tired of me, man.

I've already ruined the last 2 grades of mine due to this and yet I can't understand that I need to get shit done, it's frustrating to know that you can do it if you wanted but you fucking don't.

Maybe it's all cus of the mindset that I can do things, maybe I fuckin can't. Maybe that's all I am, a delusional bitch.

I did an absolute total of nothing today, pretended to watch the newspaper analysis, but I was fuckin distracted, I hate this so much, ugh I'm gonna cry.

What I am gonna do now is cry. That's it.

I'll read my book and drink my water and listen to music. That's right I'm so fucking done. Oh and last night I didn't study what I told y'all i'd study either.

Why am I like this?

Man

Whatever

anyways, I'll go sleep! good fuckin night!

[thisgirlgotgoals]

DAY 6

Hellow,

I would like to tell you that today, I didn't study. However, to make up for that tomfoolery, and to complete my daily goals, I'll be doing my daily goals ( duh girl).

Sooooooooooooo

Dictionary and logical reasoning here I comeee (newspaper analysis tmr frfr, cus now I'll put down my phone and only access it tmr)

That's all for today, kinda concerned about tomorrow since it's a school day, oof 😣

Will try to sleep by 12 max.

anyways, I'll go sleep! goodnight!

[thisgirlgotgoals]

DAY 5

Writing this on 7 of October because blah blah go see the post before this (this is meant for 5th of October)

It will be according to the entry I made in my physical journal.

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Not a very good day, did newspaper analysis and vocab, no AR

Need to sleep earlier, ideally at 10pm, if not, then at 11pm max.

1 hour before bed is to be given to this ecosystem of journaling, stay away from your devices.

anyways, I'll go sleep! goodnight!

[thisgirlgotgoals]

Righttttt ik yall missed me hehehehe

This is a daily study blog and missing a day is forbidden 😔🙏 but wel wel this criminal has struck again

So I missed writing into this blog on 5th and 6th of October, because of some reason and me being out of house, respectively.

I did my NPA as well as vocab on 5th of October (I also made an entry on that night in my physical study journal) but didn't do anything on 6th.

Moreover, I don't think I'll be counting 6th of October as day 6 in either the study blog nor the study journal.

A post covering day 5 coming soon

[thisgirlgotgoals]

DAY 4

Fuck everything bruh

Well I did do newspaper analysis, and then sat down for analytical reasoning but then didn't do it, and scrolled internet instead, how new! Fuck fuck fuck

But fuck procrastination I am so getting things done. Not sleeping without completing analytical reasoning (atleast 5) qs today. And then vocab, plus the journals ugh but I consumed caffeine today so sleeping late.

anyways, I'll go sleep! goodnight!

[thisgirlgotgoals]

DAY 3

alr yall, today i didnt study 😀🤪

but hey not my fault, (or maybe it is, i could've done more?) but i went to the market today, and it was farrrrrrrr and it took timeeeee

so ive only done newspaper analysis when i got back, ill do vocab and sleep.

also, remember how there was no newspaper analysis video yesterday? well yea no newspaper was published on accounts of holiday so not my fault

school starts in 2 days ughhhhhhhhh wtvs

anyways, ill go sleep! goodnight!

[thisgirlgotgoals]

DAY 2

alr alr *imagine me slowly puttin my hands behind my head like a criminal (cus hell the fuck yes i feel like one)* yall caught me

its day 2 and IM ALREADY SLACKING

please punish whoever made webseries a thing cus i be sitting at my couch and enjoying 8 episodes of two people loving eachother and not sayin it (AGHHHHHHHHH I LOVE ME A LOVE STORY ILL PROLLY NEVER EXPERIENCE MYSELF)

but really punish me, im the culprit.

ill tell you what i did,

so i accomplished a grand total of NOTHING

yepsies, well you know the 4 things i was to do today,

and i did none.

Now in my defence, i was busy w housework and there was no newspaper analysis video of the day when i checked then i got busy working blah blah

after lunch i basically scrolled Reddit twice (punish whoever created reddit as well)

Anyway, to still save the day, what i will do is

vocab (5 words new, revision of the other 5 from last night)

AR (5 questions must)

Now from tomorrow ill be a little more careful in this after lunch time cus if that aint the losse end, idk what is

It's like if I get lousy in the afternoon, the evening kinda follows.

i was thinking of setting up a punishment incase my days go like this but then again, im not gonna punish myself for messing up, what i can do is try yet again tomorrow.

so to clarify (did i mention my love for clarified butter? if not lemme clarify it again (that was such a bad joke im not even ashamed))

tomorrow morning - newspaper analysis

after lunch- either AR or QT

vocab is at the end of the day

i think im gonna do AR and QT alternate days, cus doing both feels too much. soooooo 4 daily tasks reduced to 3. ( ill do this until like 15th of october, then ill start making time for both a day? idk, wtv

anyways. i kinda expected this

but i expect betterment too, its never a quick thing.

anyways, ill go sleep! goodnight!

[thisgirlgotgoals]

DAY 1

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

fuck

well things didnt go perfect ofc (please blame me)

but i did do smth

so i had four tasks at hand

vocab (5 words)

AR (concept + 3 or 5 questions)

QT ( concept +10 questions)

newspaper

guess what i didnt do top three

BUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I DID WATCH THE NEWSPAPER ANALYSIS, did that in the morning, and well, smth is better than nothing? hell yeah (it took me 2 hours, so no wonder i feel proud)

ill do five words of vocab before sleeping, so theres that

anyways, ill go sleep! goodnight!

[thisgirlgotgoals]

DAY 0 of studyblog (ill give it a cute name i swear)

hellow hellow hellow After giving this much thought, I've finally decided to start a study blog!

idk how to start, but I'll tell you my problems 😔🥀⛓️

problems I've faced academically:

not giving even my 50% and expecting a perfect result

planning too much and then procrastinating

not studying if my day didn't go as planned (it never goes as planned)

divorting my attention when I'm actually supposed to be studying

+some others I can't remember lol

These problems have caused me much damage in my previous grades and have had havoc on my mental health. There's nothing I can do about past classes, but what I can improve is my future performance.

Up until now, I only had school on my plate, but since I'm to appear for college entrance exams next year, the importance of betterment has become real.

I am to appear for CLAT 2027, which means I'll be giving the exam in December 2026. It's a competitive exam for entering national law schools in India. I'll probably write a post about it after this.

Anyway, this year hasn't been very productive either, but I'm hoping to end it on good terms, that is, to work and gain something in these last three months.

therefore, from october to december 2025

-> The main goal would be habit-building.

habits that are to be carried out till the end of next year, and probably (well, hopefully the rest of my learning life.)

they would be:

time-fuckin-management (time table blah blah)

consistency

These feel very vague, but wtv

Anyway, i have a rough idea of what I am to focus on to get somewhat in the good books of productivity in CLAT (tf does this even make sense??), so some areas of focus would be

vocab

Maths (I'm so freaking shit at maths, bruv, all cus I don't practise)

logical (mostly ar cus ive not done anything there)

newspaper (UGHHHHH GK YALL)

I've done most of the legal section and am performing kinda well there

These would be the daily goals

vocab ( 5 words new plus revision of 5 old words on alternate days)

2. The newspaper is daily

3. Maths ( a concept and 10 questions or 20 questions) (daily)

4. logical AR ( a concept and 3 questions) (analytical reasoning questions are long yall)

Oh, and to check progress, I'd be giving at least 1 (or 2) mocks per week, plus the mocks and my mistake will be analyzed (by me, ofc, your biatch is broke)

I am also starting a journal either tonight or tomorrow morning, parallel to this, as a way to keep a written record as well.

this is such a mess rn, in all aspects but it was a rough outline of my plan, plus its being written in a rush (did i procrastinate on PLANNING the whole damn day?? hell yeah)

hopefully, i will find a format of some sort to organise these blogs, (and gain smth from em)

this is a start of keeping myself accountable

idk what else to write lmao

alr then, see yall tomorrow (i smile as i bid my no existent readers a very good night)