Keepin it real

[hallucination]

I smoke this blunt for anyone with a broken heart… Cheers. Love y'all

[thishowido]

A Lost True North

In a world were the hoarding of possesions has become the priority in our search for happiness friendships temporarily lose significance. The blinding desire to turn significant others into objects of possesion has tarnished the true meaning of love. In our quest for fulfillment the most minimal sense of misdirection is blamed on everyone and we fail to realize we are all just as lost. Wandering aimlessly in this jungle being guided by a false sense of direction ignoring the surrounding beauty. Some are fortunate enough to find a special someone to get lost with while most just end up alone waiting for someone to guide them out. Me? This is just a journey that began at birth, I live, then I die. I'm not lost if I enjoy the shit out of this life.

[thishowido]

#Workflow no time for #mealprep , im #lovinit though. #teachingenglish is life. (at BIRMINGHAM INSTITUTE)

[thishowido]

#bethechange🌎

[thishowido]

Y aquí es donde comienza.... #Workflow #hustlehard #bluemountain cold #coorslight #bienmuerta #trabajando

[rexisky]

If the words ‘life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness’ don’t include the right to experiment with your own consciousness, then the declaration of independence isn’t worth the hemp it was written on.

Terence McKenna (via rexisky)

[utrippy]

I really want to try acid, but Im nervous about how its going to make me feel. I know everyone and their trips are different, but, besides the hallucinations, how do you feel on acid physically? Any weird sensations

The most common physical effects are: Loss of appetite, temporary insomnia, dilated pupils and maybe temporary tremors. Sometimes LSD has kind of uncomfortable body load and your body feels heavier or lighter than usual. It also increases your sensation in many different ways. Of course, you see stuff different and your perception of colors is different. Colors seem to be brighter or maybe you see a completely different color. It also changes your sensation of hearing things. Music sounds different and it’s hard to explain how it’s different but it feels like you can hear music in different layers if that makes sense. Depending on the dosage you could also experience synesthesia.You definitely don't need to be nervous, acid is one of the smoothest and most comfortable drug I’ve ever taken. If you still feel nervous or even anxious about it then I give you the advice to not take it. Wait until you feel good with the idea of tripping and let it happen. Don’t fight against the effects and don’t try to take over the trip and you will have a rich and unforgettable experience. 

[451seconds]

You’re going to forget me. It won’t be fast or sudden or something where I’m clear one day and an empty space the next. But, slowly, you’ll forget the sound of my voice, and then you won’t be able to picture the shape of my face, and eventually you’ll be looking at the sky right before the clouds start pouring rain, and you won’t be able to quite place the familiarity of that color, but it will be the same gray-blue that is my eyes. You’ll no longer know that, though. I’ll just be an outline, a blurry body of disconnected memories that occasionally fits into your past. And that’s okay. Some people aren’t meant to be remembered. I’m just one of those people.

H.L. // excerpt from a book I’ll never write #40 (via 451seconds)

[thishowido]

#love #poem #meditating #hopelessromantic #spanish #romance

[thishowido]

#Workflow #hiex #chillinattheholidayinn

[thishowido]

Sure way to a man's heart 👉🍺🍺 #sheakeeper #heineken

[thishowido]

Ya comenzó la noche #corona #chill

[thishowido]

[thishowido]

Pursuing a dream

Its crazy how things fall into place as i pursue my dream. Hardships have risen and its been one tough road but the desire to reach the finishline has pulled me thru it all. The last bump on the road I had was one of the toughest but it was the one that helped me realize what needed to be done. I wanted to right my wrongs but the attemp turned out to be futile and in the process I had created my own prison. I hurt the ones I love and I didnt know how to fix it without causing more damage. I lay in bed reminiscing and filled with guilt trying to figure out why I was in such bad shape. My family sensed my pain and unhapiness which only took a toll on them. Finally the bomb went off and I lay there crushed, empty and alone so I began to visualized the one thing that I desired the most. I felt the excitement of a fresh chapter in my life the joy of fulfilling my dream and I smiled. I then realized I needed to break free and the only way was to commit 100 percent in mind and heart with no regrets, doubt or fear. I needed to break free from my past, my guilt, and the desire to make everyone happy. As selfish as it may seem I feel it is a necessary sacrifice that will ease me out of this predicament. Amazed at how things are turning out even better than I thought, so much that it seems like it was meant to be and im on the right path. As cliche as it may sound one must really listen to his heart whenever it flutters with joy and commit to whatever is the cause of that. I used to think it was easier said than done and its true but if one really wants it the result will be worth the sacrifice which is why one must commit 100 percent.

[thishowido]

Worlds

Constantly shifting between worlds some pleasant but most not so much, Then i met you. Another world to explore filled me with excitement and a desire to get lost and never be found. Your words silenced the crazy world around me while your smile warmed up my heart every time, So im just glad for the sweet time we shared even though it was short and i couldn't call it home. Even though I couldn't make you my world.

[thishowido]

Cigarette

Tempting sight while I pondered and resisted until finally the cigarette was lit. Knowing it would soon be over I savored every bit. Enjoyed that cool night with only the warmth coming from my lips. Inhaled to fill the void momentarily while indulging in our bliss. Then it neared its end, and just like that with the last puff it was all gone. October is gone, autumn slips by, cigarette is out and my lips are cold again. The scent and buzz left behind will soon be gone, though im sure I'll be okay until the next one.

[thishowido]