My Fucked Up World🌑

Another girl trying to live her 'life'

[aurol]

one of the worst feelings ever is being in your own house and feeling like you need to go home

[madnessisinmyhead]

It’s funny when everyone think you’re so happy, when in reality you’re just literally sad all the time. Like you want someone who’ll help you so bad, but you know that in the end no one really cares.

[dilemmaq]

I’m sad as fuck again and these tears just won’t come out. So there’s this huge void inside of me.

[promisesofamazing]

“And if you’re going to love me, you need to know that I am a complete mess. I cry whenever someone raises their voice and I always think that I’m never good enough because in the past that’s been the case. I cry whenever I start to even remotely think about my future because I don’t know who I am without this sadness and I don’t think I’m ever going to get better. I love animals way too much so I’m always bringing strays home. I get attached way too easily and I don’t know how to keep a conversation going. There’s days when everything is too much and I won’t speak to a single soul so please don’t take offense when I don’t return your calls. I come with a lot of baggage so you should know that I am no ray of sunshine and I am not made of fairy dust and everything pink and sunny. I am made of heartache, tears and sadness. If you’re going to love me, you should know that I open up way to easily and it leaves me with nothing for myself and that hurts. I let people take pieces of me whenever they decide to leave so I’m hoping that you won’t do that. As much of a realist that I am, I love romance. I don’t believe in a prince saving me, but I do believe in unicorns and ghosts. I always say my favorite color is blue, but if you ask me why I don’t have a happy meaning for it. I haven’t been to my father’s grave since the day we put him in the ground and that eats away at me. Holidays are always hard even though I always have a smile on my face. If you ask me what’s wrong more than likely I’ll say that nothing is wrong and that I am in fact fine. This is far from the truth. I am never fine, but there are days when I’m okay and if you can’t understand that then you should not be telling me you love me. I’m scared of love and what it does to people so if at times I push you away I am sorry. So I guess what I’m trying to say if that I am no picnic in the park and I hope that you can still say you love me. I am not for everyone, but I hope I am for you.”

— Deeply Feeling Series // via promisesofamazing

[blackflowersxx]

I have this weird thing where I don’t want to talk to people for days. I just want to lay in bed and listen to music. But other times and desperately need people. It’s sad, because I push my friends away while I need them… and when I finally texted them and told them that I’m not feeling well, I start to feel guilty because they have their own problems.

[thisismylife86]

Why is it so fucking hard to please everyone

[thisismylife86]

Let’s go to any destination away from here

[coral]

I don’t want to lose you.

[inkskinned]

i actually… love people who double or triple or infinity text … what are you excited about because i’m excited too! message me seven times please i’m glad you have a lot to say and i am willing to listen!!

[thisismylife86]

Like always

[thisismylife86]

Break up

[imthelesbian-archive-deactivate]

am i constantly tired? yes.

but am i staying awake when i should be sleeping? also yes.

[coloradomoons]

[starsmattersinpoetry]

“I’m going to push you away, I need you to stay, but I wouldn’t blame you if you dont”

— God help me//kayla

[92till-infinity-deactivated2026]

“I want to look back and say that I was alive. That I didn’t turn my back. That I tried. That I was happy.”

— Evelyn Waugh, Brideshead Revisited  (via weltenwellen)

[bean-pd]

EVERYBODY leaves so what’s the fucking point in getting attached to anyone

[coral]

“I confess I do not know why, but looking at the stars always makes me dream.”

—

Vincent van Gogh

(via adrenaline)