Peanutbutter

"Life is too short to drink crappy coffee and cry over boys who don't care" and that kids is how I met your mother.

[thisusernamehasnomeaning]

I haven’t posted on Tumblr in a long time but I hope this finds the right eyes. I’ve been on tiktok for a little over a year. In the past year I’ve found myself greatly but still get set back a lot. I’m a big girl, I always have been. I share my confidence with the world in hopes that I’ll impact someone in a positive way. One of my posts found its way as “fatspo” on an eating disorder twitter. All the comments saying “wow I would never want to look like that” “how gross” etc. I’ve hit a low point and I’m sad. I’ve done a lot of great in the past year, a lot of growth mentally, realizing what I want and who I am and I’m just sad

[fortwoof]

In the mood to be hugged for an entire day

[minervafloofderg-migrating]

(x)

[teacup13-deactivated20200319]

I am the shipwreck

still in love with the

sea, the eclipse still

writing letters to the

hangers that have

exiled me to these

thoughts - I’m all in

my head because

you’re all in my heart

& though I’ve broken

water, it’s just as easy

to drown in the shallow

end

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“There is nothing wrong with trying to hold on and there’s nothing wrong with letting go. The trick is deciding which one is best for you.”

— Unknown

[raw-mish]

me: casually sexts while sitting with my family

[lilpieceofmyworld]

[ruinedchildhood]

[downsouth-gentleman]

Waited all year for this

[xx-ghostgirl-xx]

[stockhlmsyndrome]

5:00: oh boy Chinese food

5:05: I ate way too much Chinese food

5:10: oh boy leftover Chinese food

[thisusernamehasnomeaning]

My mom came into my room and asked what my brother, cousins and I all wanted for dinner. Because we’re all snotty fucking teenagers, we all said “food.” She left the room, but only after calling us “supercalafragalisticexpialadouchebags. “

[insan-ewhores]

I’m so glad we were born into the same family 😂

[wordsnquotes]

I considered suicide, but I felt a strange fondness for my body, my life. Scarred as they were, they were mine.

Charles Bukowski, Ham on Rye (via wordsnquotes)

[wordsnquotes]

My heart is so tired.

Markus Zusak, The Book Thief (via wordsnquotes)

[mellowhappy]

[thisusernamehasnomeaning]

This needed to be on tumblr

[wnq-writers]

i no longer force things. what flows, flows. what crashes, crashes. i only have space and energy for things that are meant for me.

iambrillyant  (via wnq-writers)

[wh0le-w1de-w0rld]

I’m not better, okay? I’m not better! And I keep waiting for someone to figure that out, and - they don’t! I mean, of course they don’t. ‘Cause as long as I say the right things and I act the right way, they’re happy because that means they cured me, right?

How did we get here? - Red Band Society (via wh0le-w1de-w0rld)