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[thornsandfawns]

rust’s place.

[thornsandfawns]

paranoiaocdptsddepressionexistentialism at an all time high sensitivity i feel like emo bart simpson

[thornsandfawns]

hinge is evil

[bicappy]

“i tell myself i bear witness”

true detective x ethel cain’s strangers ↴

my two cents, a rumination on obsession, repetition, and violence: far from the stoic pessimism rust projects, to cope with the loss of his daughter he becomes obsessed with these murders of young women and girls, finding ritual in his work. the corruption he uncovers makes him sick, but looking at cases over and over and over again makes him sick, too, his mental and physical health eroding. no longer just a witness but becoming so entwined with their stories that ultimately he too becomes a victim, even allowing his own would-be crucifixion at the hands their killer. rust’s philosophy tells him death is “honourable”, but i think really it’s how he hopes to find closeness to carcosa’s victims, to his daughter, in the only way life has shown him - through violence and degradation. only after surviving his attempt, thus breaking the circle, does the kernel of his buried grief finally begin to see the light

[kalleblomkwist]

[cloverachiever]

Somewhere in lonely Carcosa

[thornsandfawns]

SAD GIRLS WALK SOUTH

Chapter Two : Trial

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🥃words: 4.8k

i’ve moved the latter parts of this chapter into chapter 3 so it’s not too chunky!! Bonnie is a strange girl and rust is an even stranger man :,) 🧁🪽

https://archiveofourown.org/works/86234096

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[thornsandfawns]

realised i’m writing one day over 3 chapters, hope no one minds!! but i don’t want the sections to be too clumpy or fast paced and there’s a high word count 🤓🤓🤓

[thornsandfawns]

loved the first chapter sm!!!

right after i read it i found this song that just came out called bonnie by ella woolsey and it reminded me of your bonnie

can’t wait for more x

oh em gee thank you so much angel!!! that’s so funny because while i was finishing my first draft of the full story i heard the song on tiktok and it was such a crazy cool coincidence and so familiar to the character 💒💒 i’ll try and upload weekly between my chaos ;)))) 🪽

[thornsandfawns]

oh my days 4500 words deep of second chapter and kinda just a quarter though but i want to give lots of rust in this one 🚬🚬🚬🚬🍺🍺🍺🍺🍺🍺😞😵‍💫😞

also realised bonnie is just an extension of most of my strange traits and neurosis lol

[canthaveauniquenameanymorecani]

20260610

[thornsandfawns]

oh hell no they got dr robby making my lotion

[thornsandfawns]

Rust Cohle i love you. HIS TWO YEAR OLD DAUGHTER DIES and he was in the most vulnerable position ever… AND THEN he sees an addict harm their own child with a drug, hurting the one thing he wished he has, so rightfully he goes fucking crazy AND THEN KILLS THE DUDE. AND THEN, his version of punishment is becoming a fucking undercover officer in one or the most dangerous and prolific areas of drug trafficking and crime as a human rag, FOR FOUR YEARS under the most intense conditions ….AND THEN he becomes addicted to depressants on top of everything… AND THEN HE GETS SHOT….AND THEN STARTS HIS HALLUCINATIONS… AND THEN HE GETS PUT INTO PSYCHIATRIC HOSPITAL…AND THEN HE BECOMES A DETECTIVE ON CASES FULL OF DEATH AND DECAY….AND THEN HE FALLS OUT WITH HIS ONLY COMPANION…AND THEN HE GETS STABBED OPEN AND ALMOST DIES…AND THEN….IN THE END….HE STILL SEES THE LIGHT IN IT ALL

[thornsandfawns]

crash’s girl 🚬🇺🇸

[luthientinuvielss]

It's absolutely crazy how many people in the True Detective fandom are extremely racist, transphobic, lesbophobic, and misogynistic. Sometimes the popular blogs/fic writers, too...

and NO 🫵 you're not exempt from this because you're a white queer.

[meowingvee]

2012 Rust Cohle we still think about you. 🪽

[kissthigh]

in love with my 48 year old depressed husband