Hello guys, just an update.
Sorry for the wait for any writing updates and the absence as well. I'm very slowly making my way through the next chapter. I wish I could say that there was something ready to give to you, but unfortunately not.
I'm finding myself in one of the worst ruts of my life, not just creatively but mentally. It feels like a lot of hard work I did to get myself out of a dark hole was undone this winter and I can't properly put into words what I'm feeling. Every day something bad happens and there are fewer and fewer good things that make it feel worth it. Things in my country are rough, I will spare a lengthy post, but it really sucks. I read back this story I've written and I hate parts of it, which makes it harder to write more when my confidence has taken a huge knock in that regard. All my brain wants to do now is lie in bed and hope for the best, it feels like that is all I can do rn.
Apologies for any messages I've taken while to respond to, here or anywhere else, for the fics I haven't caught up on yet. I'm getting there, really slowly. I'm also on the verge of starting to write an original fantasy book series, but the mental capacity just is not there while I find myself in continued instability thanks to covid and ongoing health issues.
But I hope it won't deter me. I need to get better at writing so I can use it to try and get myself out of a miserable situation. Fanfiction has been amazing practice. There is so much room for improvement, but at least I know I'm starting to be a little more capable of writing a full novel. I know there is something I can give to the world even if my brain tells me there isn't. I have very mixed feelings towards The Flame of Tech Duinn, it is FAR from perfect, but perhaps also a small step in the right direction.
Thank you again everyone for reading, and for your continued patience. I really hope at some point I can actually put some good news on this blog. I carried on the series to give people something to distract themselves from the world, and to distract myself by writing it. I really hope to continue very soon.
Most importantly, please take care of yourselves out there. If things like social media are making the world feel more hopeless than it really is, it does the world of good to step back for a while and focus on the good things around you. Much love guys.
















