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● Meg ● 🇦🇺 I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy. Because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless and they don’t want anybody else to feel like that.” 🖤

[dark69wolf]

❤

[thoughtlessly-me]

I have issues with people leaving.

People are always coming and going in my life.

Sometimes the reasons are right in front of me.

Other times, it’s not so clear.

It is a heartbreaking feeling to experience.

I shouldn’t be feeling this.

As I always give my life to the people who come into my life and I usually get let down, over and over again.

It’s a cruel world isn’t it?

- M.N

[lair-of-tirzah]

[photobirb]

x

[drownedinbile]

𝔗𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔤𝔰 𝔥𝔞𝔳𝔢 𝔥𝔞𝔲𝔫𝔱𝔢𝔡 𝔪𝔢 𝔞𝔩𝔩 𝔪𝔶 𝔩𝔦𝔣𝔢, 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔩𝔦𝔣𝔢𝔱𝔦𝔪𝔢𝔰 𝔟𝔢𝔣𝔬𝔯𝔢 𝔱𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔬𝔫𝔢. 𝔗𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔤𝔰 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔠𝔞𝔫’𝔱 𝔢𝔳𝔢𝔫 𝔠𝔬𝔪𝔭𝔯𝔢𝔥𝔢𝔫𝔡.

[thoughtlessly-me]

Isn’t it funny how people seem to forget about you during a tough time like grief? They only reach out when you’re pretending to be okay so no one leaves. Then when everything’s fine they’re nowhere to be found.

It is fucking miserable! Heartbreaking experience to be part of and to witness with your own eyes.

- M.N

[thoughtlessly-me]

If God truly exists, why did you create my entire world to be so fucking terrible?

Why did you constantly break my heart and make me endure horrible things I didn’t ask for?

You took a life, the one person who stuck by me and believed in me. I shouldn’t be the one growing older while they’re were a parent. A mother. My mother. She still had so much to live for and to experience freely and happily. I shouldn’t be the one to reach 80 first! You turned that into an endless grief that haunts me forevermore.

If you truly exist, you should be answering these prayers people offer you and doing something about it. Your so-called flock – your priests and nuns – have caused immense suffering and harm to thousands of innocent lives, including mine.

You are the most ungrateful “God” to have been created. Be truthful, “God”. Remember, lying to yourself in this sense is a sin after all. But we all know “God” you won’t show up.

-M.N

[paper-wounds]

[keytomind]

🖤👆🏼 I wish I didn’t…

[rebelculture]

[rendali]

[ihateflorianwalla]

[nightquotes]

“There is a loneliness that exists even in crowded rooms, when no one understands the chaos inside you and you smile just to survive the moment.” — F. Scott Fitzgerald

[paper-wounds]

[wordx]

“In a sense, I'm the one who ruined me: I did it myself.”

— Haruki Murakami

[nothingspecialjustasoul]

I got used to missing people who are still alive

[nothingspecialjustasoul]

Suddenly I don't want anyone to know me as deeply anymore, which is weird because I have always yearned for someone to understand my soul

[worthless-misery]

Dear diary...

I think there's no hope for me. And maybe there never was.