Alix

I am battling what's upon my head. Full of secrets and full of stories. But most importanly the truth that's haunting all of us. 

[autumnleaveshauntedbreeze]

Where do I find a guy that I am actually attracted to and who likes Horror/Fall/Halloween

[x-mischief-night-x]

I feel attacked

🎃it’s always Halloween inside my head 🎃

[autumncozy]

By Kiel James Patrick

[thepersonalquotes]

[thoughtsofalix-blog]

You know those butterflies you had once given me? Yeah, well those have been replaced by bees and now the thought of you stings.

thoughtsofalix

[thoughtsofalix-blog]

Now I'm starting to feel like Post Malone as I fall apart.

thoughtofalix

[thoughtsofalix-blog]

Now we're just strangers with each other's secrets.

thoughtsofalix

[thepersonalquotes]

[24hoursopen]

You stopped caring so I cared more. And perhaps this was my greatest mistake. To care for someone who didn’t even spend one single thought on me.Your carelessness wrecked me.

Your carelessness wrecked me.

@lustforunspokenwords

(via 24hoursopen)

[thoughtsofalix-blog]

There's a story behind these eyes that's too painful to spill.

thoughtsofalix

[the-book-diaries]

I consider how you don’t get to choose whom you’re attracted to, you only get to wonder about it retrospectively.

David Mitchell, The Bone Clocks (via the-book-diaries)

[thoughtsofalix-blog]

Almost Is Never Enough

You and I, were almost. Again and again. Time after time. We were always on the verge of almost. Yet never nothing and never something. 

-Alix

[thoughtsofalix-blog]

Not all stories have happy endings. Ours sure didn't.

thoughtsofalix

[thepersonalquotes]

[thoughtsofalix-blog]

I keep replaying all the memories we shared.

thoughtsofalix

[thoughtsofalix-blog]

Love of Pain

My eyes burned as I stared at my white carpet beneath me. My knees drawn to my chest. Tears streaking down my cheeks. The loud, roaring thunder outside speaking loudly beyond my window. The sound of the rain hitting against the roof that lay above me. Yet, the thought of it pushed aside as my mind raced with a million thoughts. I couldn’t even process why I was crying, however I was. It had to do with her. The thought of her. So captivating. Mother would never approve.

    No matter what I did to try to rid the thought of her, and everything about her, nothing worked. She made her way through every inch of me. God, she was beautiful. And I want to scream. At the top of my lungs, and I want to run far from home. To escape this place. While I don’t have to feel, or think. I can be free from all the heartache. But will it ever happen? No, yet there's a story upon these eyes that scream pain. That have tears welled up inside of them.

[thoughtsofalix-blog]

Ocean Eyes

I met someone. Someone fresh and new with big blue ocean eyes and golden blond hair. She was nice. She was caring. Overall my heart went screaming. I think about her a lot. The last thought I think about when going to sleep, the first thing I think about when I wake up. She’s beautiful and I can’t stop thinking about it. Her smile warms me up like fireworks on the fourth of July.