Thoughts of a weird Mind

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Okay someone can invite me to a party now

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okay you can leave now. bye bye

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We need to get this done... so can you not?

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That's cool leave.... Ill just finish this.... no need to help me... jerks

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I am so done 

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how do I get people to like me?

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Is it sad that all I want right now is for someone to want me?

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what if I am just like everyone else?

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I like to make people laugh; I wish I was funnier. 

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There is something wrong with me, I swear. 

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Do you know what sucks?

knowing that I don't have a real best friend.

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have to good of a life to be depressed and to fat for an eating disorder. You know what I appear to be not what I am.

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the thing is even though im mad and or yelling at you, all I think about is how awful I am and how that you may die at any momment; that scares me so much

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do you know what just happened? Because I sure as hell don't

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Just realized that I've never been text first unless someone wants something from me

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I have no privacy

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I could be doing a lot worse things... im a good kid but you are making me confused