Musings

“I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.” ― Marilyn Monroe It's just a bunch of musings

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                  Sorrows of the past

                                             do not d e f i n e me

                                                                              now

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I’ll 

                   never

                                          belong.

           But I

                                    want 

                                                              to

[mijurima]

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                                                                                                                 You are not 

                                        allowed

to be  w e a k.

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"Arthur! Arthur Arthur!" Flinging herself on him, the girl purred and kissed his ear. "You haven't come to visit lately!" Alice pouted rather heavily, wrapping her arms around his neck. "Come on, can I have a kiss?" [mercysmerrydaughter hi]

Arthur laughed. “Of course. And hey, I’m sorry for not coming to visit sooner— you know how nation work is…” He admitted with a frown, turning to give her a gentle kiss.

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Arthur smiled, hugging her tightly. “I love you too, Alice. So much.” He kissed the top of her head, before rubbing her back. “We’ll have to pack your stuff. I’ll do it. I don’t want you to bend down too far.”

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“Arthur you know, I found a ring for you.” She smiled, kissing his neck before leaning back and relying on his support to pull out a pleasant little ring. “I think it fits you well.” Then she snorted lightly. “I can still pack. I can still do that.”

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"Arthur! Arthur Arthur!" Flinging herself on him, the girl purred and kissed his ear. "You haven't come to visit lately!" Alice pouted rather heavily, wrapping her arms around his neck. "Come on, can I have a kiss?" [mercysmerrydaughter hi]

Arthur laughed. “Of course. And hey, I’m sorry for not coming to visit sooner— you know how nation work is…” He admitted with a frown, turning to give her a gentle kiss.

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“Yeah, I’m sorry about that. I’m just so busy—” Then it hit him. “… Move in with me. I mean, we’re engaged, after all. Plus we’re so close to becoming parents. Move in with me, Alice.”

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“Move in with you?” He was right. That was the easiest solution... “Okay. I’ll come live with you!” She kissed him lightly, rested her forehead against his shoulder. “I love you.”

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"Arthur! Arthur Arthur!" Flinging herself on him, the girl purred and kissed his ear. "You haven't come to visit lately!" Alice pouted rather heavily, wrapping her arms around his neck. "Come on, can I have a kiss?" [mercysmerrydaughter hi]

Arthur laughed. “Of course. And hey, I’m sorry for not coming to visit sooner— you know how nation work is…” He admitted with a frown, turning to give her a gentle kiss.

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Nuzzling him, she spun him around and sat on his lap, smiling widely. “You should really visit your kid more. Well, at least call?” She took his hand and gently placed it on her stomach. “Don’t you think?”

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                       Don’t leave me

                                                                              Please

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           If I   s t a y   with you

                                           Am I a 

                                                              {saint}

                                                                           Or God?

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Hey England...how big are you? ^_~

“Wha— none of your damn business!”

“… I don’t go around telling people this kind of thing!”

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“No, I like your personality too, don’t get me wrong.”

“I love you for you, Alice. Your body has no meaning to me. Yes, I know, and I’m sorry. ”

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“It’s a good thing that you’re cute because this really is a no win situation”

“But I accept your apology or whatever that mess was. Don’t do it again. You don’t know what it was.”

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Hey England...how big are you? ^_~

“Wha— none of your damn business!”

“… I don’t go around telling people this kind of thing!”

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“Hey, you can’t judge a man for liking it.”

“No, but in all honesty, everything you do is pretty great. Everything you have is better. I’m sorry it came out that way, I just didn’t know what you did when you were gone for 2 years.”

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“No, I suppose I can’t. Especially not my fiancee.”

“Why thank you sweetheart. Except now I feel a little bit offended since you like my body more than you do me. Well excuse you if I had slept with anyone, I sure as hell wouldn’t have come back to you. I think you deserve someone better than that.” 

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Hey England...how big are you? ^_~

“Wha— none of your damn business!”

“… I don’t go around telling people this kind of thing!”

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“Well, I do have a nice build on me, thank you.”

“And let me just say, not only is your physical body perfect, the way you moan my name when I’m pleasuring you is just amazing to listen to. And when you tell me exactly what you want me to do to you. ‘Arthur, Arthur, touch me like that!’ ‘Arthur! Go faster!’ Man, I love your sexual noises a whole lot. Hey, I didn’t accuse you of sleeping around! I just asked you a simple question, dear.”

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“Oh I definitely know that much. How could I not?” 

“Oh my god, you like those? Would you rather I just moan your name all the time? Honestly Arthur, if that’s meant to embarrass me then you’ve really got to try harder. I mean really try harder. You’re not so quietly yourself. ‘Oh god Alice!' ‘You’re so tight, I’m about to-!’ Goodness me it’s a pleasure hearing you like that. What do you mean you didn’t accuse me you said specifically ‘And like you haven’t slept with other men.’ “

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Hey England...how big are you? ^_~

“Wha— none of your damn business!”

“… I don’t go around telling people this kind of thing!”

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“Oh gosh. I uh— thank you, I suppose.”

“Your body isn’t too bad, either. Your lovely breasts are the perfect size for my liking, after all. Of course, since your pregnancy they’ve gotten bigger, which is a big advancement, but we can’t have sex because you’re… pregnant. Excuse you! I was stupid when I was younger, okay? Don’t think I regret it? I haven’t slept with anyone else since… before the war started.”

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“Well what else am I supposed to say. It’s small?” 

“I mean you could still touch them but then you’d get your hands wet and I won’t lick that off this time. You know you should start carrying me. You’ve got the physique for it, from being a pirate I suppose and not to mention it’s really nice feeling your muscles work like that. It’s not so bad since I could touch that perfect butt of yours too. And yet you accuse me of sleeping around because that’s clearly what I’ve done.”

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Hey England...how big are you? ^_~

“Wha— none of your damn business!”

“… I don’t go around telling people this kind of thing!”

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“I still can’t believe you— oh my christ.”

“Should I buy some food now or something, or are you gonna continue on about my willy? Hey, I know and I’m sorry that it just slipped out. But come on, I can’t be the first man you slept with, right?”

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“Humph. Should I say anything more?”

“I do believe I might continue. You have a nice one after all. Excuse you. You are in fact the first and only. Unlike you I have not decided that my body is for free use.” 

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Hey England...how big are you? ^_~

“Wha— none of your damn business!”

“… I don’t go around telling people this kind of thing!”

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“Alice! Please! Oh my god.”

“Yes, dear. You’re correct. That didn’t stop me from sleeping around when I was younger, but hey, I’m almost a married man now.”

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“Oh well, it’s too late to take it back.”

“Good. You know I could have lived without knowing that you fucked other people Arthur. I could have lived perfectly fine without that.”

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Hey England...how big are you? ^_~

“Wha— none of your damn business!”

“… I don’t go around telling people this kind of thing!”

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“Oh my god! Alice! No! No!”

“… Did you really have to… I mean, for gods’ sake, you’re pregnant. And you added the mouthful part too… I’m glad you find it quite filling, but dear god, why?”

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“Oh come now, why wouldn’t I share this delicious information?”

“And besides, I’m the only who gets to see it. Or taste it. Or, you know, touch it at all. Now isn’t that right darling.”

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Hey England...how big are you? ^_~

“Wha— none of your damn business!”

“… I don’t go around telling people this kind of thing!”

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“Arthur?”

“Oh about seven inches I suppose. Rather thick if I do say so myself. Quite the mouthful.”