ThoughtBox

Somewhere to store my thoughts of life.

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Dear Gabbie,

Leave Jessi alone you fucking maniac. 

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My fiancé is so hot

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My Dad

Honestly the best thing about my dad is that he goes from 0-100 in a second when he thinks you’ve been wronged. 

Even something minor happens between you and a friend and he’s cursing them out and banning them from his house immediately. He be my biggest pain in the arse sometimes, but my biggest cheerleader every time. 

I love you Dad. 

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Drunk Habit pt.1

When I get drunk I get the sudden urge to tell every woman I pass that she looks nice. Ranges from complimenting her hair, makeup, outfit, overall beauty etc. 

Because I’m feelin’ the love and I wanna make someone’s night by telling them they look fire. I don’t know why I don’t have the confidence to do this sober. 

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Sisterhood...

Most of my friends are guys. Have been since high school, because I never got along successfully with big groups of girls. I would for a while, but then they would find me too blunt, too direct and a little much and I would basically be told to get lost. 

I had a friend of a girl friend tell me that she feels like I value the opinions of the boys more than the girls, and that’s wrong because girls should support each other. Whilst she verbally attacked me. With another woman. Ganged up on me together, for supposedly “not supporting women”. 

CAN YOU SPELL HYPOCRISY HUNNI? 

Side note: This whole girls vs boys mentality is fucking stupid when you’re all adults. Grow up. 

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Dear Ana,

you’re a dumb bitch x 

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People who speak cryptically are fucking cowards. 

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I’ve really gotta quit my secret smoking...

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Shit posters are the bane of my existence. 

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Dear Frank,

When your girlfriend told me that you prepared her to meet me by saying “She can come across like a dick, but she isn’t” 

I cried a little bit about it when I went home bc I don’t want my friends to think of me in a bad way ever.

Insecurities. 

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My friends...

Sometimes I don’t like my friends because I feel like they’re acting like selfish arseholes, but I still love them at the end of the day. 

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Regrets pt.2

Sometimes I do this thing where I’ll be in bed ready to go to dreamland and have the best 8 hours of sleep of my life, then I’ll suddenly begin remembering every single memory of my childhood life, remember something absolutely horrendous that I said when I was like 9 years old and feel the guilt and shame all over again, then I can’t sleep because I feel like a piece of shit.

I still feel guilty over telling this girl I was having an argument with when I was like 8-10 years old that I was glad her father was dead... Still sorry about that Faye. 

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Gabbie Hanna

Do I hate Gabbie Hanna? Yes. 

Do I think she’s the most annoying person on earth? Yes. 

Do I think she’s full of shit? Yes. 

Will I still watch every single video in her series dragging the YouTube community & spilling scorching hot tea? Absolutely. 

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Confession number 2

I fucking hate teenagers. 

Especially the ones trying to be deep and edgy. (I also hate adults who continue to act like deep, edgy teenagers because it’s just fucking pretentious. I have a good friend like this, and I love him even though he’s a pretentious twat). 

The ones I’ve met are cocky arseholes that I wish I was still young enough to smack the shit out of without it being frowned upon. 

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Confession number 1

I used to hate Billie Eyelash because I thought her whole persona and vibe was that really fucking irritating “too cool for school, rawr, edgy, deep” vibe until I sat back and realised I was a fucking adult woman in my 20′s and I should know by now that media & editing can make celebs out to be a whole different person than reality, and now after seeing some more “real” interviews, I think she’s great. 

Lets be clear before anyone from the sad boy club comes for me, even though I used to find her annoying as fuck, I always maintained that her songs were bangers. 

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I love my stupid friends

they’re good eggs. 

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Regrets

Anyone else ever go through a randomly awkward situation that kind of makes you laugh so you put the story on Facebook, but then hours later whatever was said in the situation hurt your feelings all of a sudden when really you should have felt offended at the time and not hours later when others began to comment on it, so you delete the status and be upset for a bit then get over it and realise how stupid that whole process was... 

Yeah, same.