I Love Studying (& Him)

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[grdzr]

｡ﾟﾟ･｡･ﾟﾟ｡ ﾟ. Hi! My name is Chemi. 18 y. o.

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- I started this blog to share study tips and motivation, track my study progress and practice English writing.

- I study Liberal arts (2nd year).

- I have ocpd and ed that causes a lot of difficulties in Uni.

- I have tc. Might post something about him.

I speak English and Russian. Feel free to interact on the topics mentioned in the tags!

[zegalba]

Oriental Allure in Vogue Italia (2003) Photography: Peter Lindbergh

[1st-1]

[inritum]

reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

[i-am-a-fish]

i took a multivitamin this morning

just a lil warning for my enemies

[driflloon]

faces @ markgong fw24

[driflloon]

faces @ markgong fw24

[driflloon]

markgong fw24

[ezraisded]

Me thinking there’s no way that someone could understand how much I love my tc and older men

*Discovers tc community*

Oh sh- 😳

[staceythinx]

Mechanical Principles by Ralph Steiner (1930)

[soulmvtes]

homemade naan 💌

[luxbunn]

!!!

[the-wolf-and-moon]

Comet Leonard

[gentlekiss]

gk

[kvastfolk]

sometimes i just get so incredibly sad about having a personality disorder.

especially when i mention to my teachers i have to go to therapy on tuesdays, and them giving me a discontent look and telling me "it's not ideal". i know it's not ideal for me to miss school!! but why the fuck can't you help me figure it out?? i'm disabled, what the fuck do you want me to do? stop being disabled?! i'd like that very much too.

now i feel guilty for being disabled

sometimes i just get incredibly sad about having a personality disorder.

it makes me believe i'm unlovable. too much. that i can't ask for things. accommodations. so i limit my life into a very small space. it's best for everyone this way.

sometimes i just get incredibly sad about having a personality disorder.

there is no pd community online. no funny pd memes on tumblr, no widespread pd positivity like i see coming from the autistic & adhd community.

sometimes i just get incredibly sad about having a personality disorder.

i think of the person hearing about how someone with ocpd acts, and commenting "those people sound very annoying to be around". i got my diagnosis 6 months later.

sometimes i just get incredibly sad how rarely i meet someone who knows what my disability is and how it affects me.

sometimes i just get incredibly sad.

[lovecorrin]

study now so you don’t have to cram later

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studying can be so calming when you leave yourself enough time to do it!

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[palequeenightmare]