mama {BuLi}mia

this is a safe place for everyone, stay for awhile love <3 !PRORECOVERY!

[threefourimawhore]

hi everyone,

i haven’t been on tumblr in awhile but i came back to remove all the proana and promia tags from my posts even if they’re just tags i refuse to spread harmful things that some young person might relate to and send them deeper and deeper into disordered eating. I AM NOT PRO ANA OR PRO MIA AND I DO NOT SUPPORT MEANSPO THINSPO OR ANA COACHES. i want people to feel like they have a community where they can vent and get help. not a competitive toxic group. i want my blog to be a safe place for people struggling with eating disorders. a place where they can speak about their experiences without judgement. also i will start using specific trigger warnings. aside from that, i promise to be more active with more positive and helpful posts <333

or maybe i should use toxic tags and post positive ed recovery things?

let me know in the comments if there’s anything else i can do.

please remember you are loved!!!

[threefourimawhore]

hey co-star said it not me ;)

[threefourimawhore]

i’m not sure who needs to hear this but-

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i can’t stress this enough YOU DESERVE TO EAT.

[madsrecovers]

[isabellabubf]

“Yes, you should eat. You should always eat. No more of this sitting around for an hour with your cup of coffee trying to decide. You should always eat. There is never a time when skipping a meal is the right answer. Go eat, because you need to. Go eat, because you have a life to live.”

— Unknown

[trashlungs-blog]

i’m glad you’re alive

[thinbunn]

I just found an Ed group chat and I’m low key shocked at how toxic it is. Like I knew we were bad but damn.

If you are a beginning Ana or Mia or whatever, get help!

This isn’t the type of thing you want to get into.

If you are in a position to get help, please do!

Also if you are thinking about joining one of these I encourage you not to. I know it can feel lonely and sad but these are full of people making others feel worse about themselves in order to make themselves feel in control.

[frogitivity]

I love you all very much!!

[brandnewleaves]

Note to self: do not let a piece of clothing dictate your mood. It’s not worth it. Change your clothes if you’re uncomfortable and move on. You had the same amount of worth before and after you tried it on. 

[lotsarecoverymemes]

[threefourimawhore]

i opened up to my boyfriend about my ed and i said i was chasing an impossible body and it’s going to kill me and he said, “then stop chasing it”. okay babe lemme put you on hold while i cancel my eating disorder like it’s a fucking magazine subscription. i can’t expect him to understand, but that one hurt.

[threefourimawhore]

i had my yearly physical.

as i stepped onto the scale at the doctors office i was scared, i don’t like people knowing my weight. and to no surprise i tested positive on my depression screening and she asked me how my eating habits were. it scares me how easily i lied to everyone in that room. how “everything’s normal” can make me feel so fucking guilty. she told me my height and weight are perfect for each other and i’m taller than girls my age and i’ll keep growing. but what if my weight isn’t perfect for me ? what if a healthy bmi is not enough for me. what if i want to be sick. underweight. frail. i don’t want to be healthy, i want to be beautiful. and in my mind sick is absolutely gorgeous.

[threefourimawhore]

today in school we had a guidance lesson on what makes us happy.

that's when it hit me.. the only thing that makes me happy is seeing the numbers on the scale drop.

and being able to feel my bones through my clothes.

I wont stop until I'm a skeleton until I'm skinny enough to be beautiful.

[threefourimawhore]

Binge Urge

well I could not resist the urge,

now I guess I have to purge.

original~threefourimawhore

[whirlibirdy]

all pedophiles should die and theres literally no downside to them all dropping dead

[whirlibirdy]

i want to personally give everyone who reblogged this a high five

[ahsteria]

i’m screaming i just lost 8 followers after reblogging this bye fuckers i hope you all drop dead

[solangeloandotheradorablethings]

Luckily for me, my followers are decent human beings and know that older people sexually assaulting children is fucking disgusting.

[bagpipespider-deactivated201912]

if you don’t reblog this you shall perish by my hand

[threefourimawhore]

yes ofc

[threefourimawhore]

everyone please be careful, I am a minor and a 30yr old man asked me to purge for him, and when I refused called me fat and tried manipulating me. fetishizing eds is wrong and soliciting minors is worse. STAY SAFE BABIES!! ♡

[threefourimawhore]

thank you to everyone who's been supporting my tumblr lately!! Ily and stay safe babes! ♡