Silly lil rant into the void, don't read if you hate domestic life dumb dribble
Ok here comes some internalized angy
I have been the one to make 99% my daughter's meals from when she turned 6 months old to now (26 months old). When she was 6 months, I imported baby food from Quebec because it was Clean Label Certified. I mixed her oatmeal with hemp hearts and chia and fresh fruit. I breastfed for 2 years AND pumped so I could mix her oatmeal and other foods with more compatible milk. Her nutrition and well being are so important to me.
Now that she's a pickier toddler, I usually make her 2 meals for lunch/dinner (she never refuses breakfast). I make her the healthy meal and that's offered first, then a runner up easy meal like a PBnJ sandwich.
She did NOT sleep well last night, and she woke up 1.5 hours earlier than usual this morning. She also went to our nephew's bday party this morning, so her lunch was Chuck E Cheese Pizza, bday cake, and overstimulation.
I am exhausted from lack of sleep and from making meals, not only for her, but also for my husband and MIL all week. I ordered pizza today for dinner - it's easy, I got a coupon, and I sold something on FB Marketplace.
It comes and both my husband and MIL say they're not hungry, they're gonna eat their leftovers, and then sit down and eat pizza while also saying indirectly to each other (not to me, but TO me - I HATE this) that our daughter is gonna "get diabetes" (husband) and that "she shouldn't eat too much pizza" (MIL).
She's going through a developmental leap so I already know she is NOT going to eat the "healthy" meal tonight. I made her and them marinated chicken thighs, roasted corn, and the 15 hour potato for dinner last night and she didn't touch it. So it just pisses me off... if you don't want your daughter to "get diabetes," how about you cook for her (and for yourself while you're at it)!
Worry about the plank in your own eye, MIL, and don't leave fuckin button cell batteries on the floor with a fucking toddler in the house!!! Turn the stove off!!!! For the 10000th time, don't leave the windows open when it's 10 degrees outside!!!! When I go to hug my husband at the bday party, this lady literally went behind him, put her hand on him over mine and hugged him/me away!!! XD Korean MILs and their sons... he says "Oh I don't think it was her who left the button cell batteries on the floor." :X So you did it then, because I didn't! And you didn't, because you weren't in a rush changing your GD car door opener before we left for the party (and then forgot your scarf AND purse at Chuck E Cheese after I asked everyone if they had everything with a crying toddler waiting on grammy).
I love my family and my husband but today they are getting underneath my skin and it seems like I can't do anything right for them (but they have been appreciating my efforts - husband has a UPS package he has to sign today, our Ring doorbell died so I told him he has to charge it... he said he'd get to it soon... he didn't - so I charged it and put it back up later (I had a little mustard in my voice when I put it back) and he has the gall to ask "you good baby?" OH yeah! I'm so good!! I'm feeding your daughter diabetes pizza while changing the front door battery and you're sitting down in front of me on your phone! I'm so good!!!
Rant over, sorry for this domestic dribble. When my daughter gets older, we're going on a mum-daughter vacation, alone.
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