My Thoughts. My Feelings. My Diary.

F || Australia || 24 Clean Since || 07•03•2019 My Thoughts || My Feelings || My Diary

[bpdohwhatajoy]

Crying your eyes out because you hate who you are to your core<<<<<

[depressivediaries]

I feel like I’m drowning…

I’m slipping back into old thoughts and I want to slip back into old habits…

[hatefude-deactivated20231206]

I'm so tired of living

[something-existing-somewhere]

Sorry I Spent all mY spoons this week already and it's fucking Tuesday. We're heading to the knives

[depressivediaries]

It's almost been 5 years.... almost 5 years clean. I am only 4 months away. But, lately I am really really struggling to keep those thoughts away. I am so so tempted and I feel like I'm hanging by threads. It's only a matter of time before those threads break...

I don't know what to do. Do I just give in? Is it worth it anymore? I can't keep this up...

[7nvk]

anxiety traps me within my own mind and tears me apart quietly

[distortionofthought-deactivated]

What if one day your brain was like “hey what if we caused ourselves unecessary pain and suffering for no reason” and it just never stopped wouldn’t that be funny

[wonderlanddreamsx-deactivated20]

[lild3m0nsworld]

[im-okay-mj]

@pathologising

[okay]

it’s funny how i give advice to some people when i can’t even fix myself 

[losmuertosnosufren]

whoever got my voodoo doll, massage the back a lil pls

[karrakazz]

not sure if this will make sense to anyone besides me but: the antidote to negativity is not positivity, its warmth

[karrakazz]

positivity tells a sad person that there is no reason to be sad. warmth asks the sad person if they want to go get some ice cream

[ar-ra]

i don’t like talking about how i feel.

[fauxspirited]

god, i really want to see the northern lights once before i die

[ololygas]

[6i]

[knight-sapphic]

Different love languages:

Knowing someone's coffee/food order

"Saw this and thought of you" texts

Falling asleep on their shoulder

"Drive safe" and "text me when you get home"

Having nicknames for eachother