a t l a s

vivien. 21. aus. just trying to hold my world with music and art and maybe a little bit of studying tracking: #thrivingpains

[apricitystudies]

03.12.2020 // december really snuck up on me and sucker punched me in the face this year huh

[2006barbie-deactivated20210102]

no more meeting people in real life no more dating apps it’s just I meet you in my dream and we sit in each other’s souls.

[acadernia]

120520. early mornings & late nights. just wrapped up the last week of classes— now all that's left are my finals next week and i'm off for a month :,)

[bakwaaas]

studying 📚💻☕️

[srvphm]

Dissociation feels

everything is happening 0.5 times too fast

numb

everything but a little bit to the left

Numb™

it feels like Monday the 17th at 3:31pm but also like Saturday at 4:57am

….. existing?

hahahaHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

why are the end credits playing I didn’t even hit play

Current emotion is coma

I need to self-harm but I physically cannot move

feeling panic rising up inside but being too numb to physically react

Must Do Thing. Do Not Know What Thing Is.

N҉͏̖͇͕̥ư̷̭̪͇͉̰̱͢ͅḿ͝҉̠̬̘͇̫͇͍̘͜b̴͓͍̱̣

everythingeverythingeverythingeverythingeverythingeverythingeverythingeverythingeverythingevery

…I should start a religion

I A M G O D

*vibrating softly* everything in the world is my fault

Numb

Existence Is Fraud

Do I still have legs?

[gaymarieantoinette-deactivated2]

today is not my day. my brain is all over the place but it’s okay... just wish my brain would function properly sometimes and allow me to focus for once

[therepublicofletters]

6.12.2020 || 13/75 Days of Productivity || 3.0 hours focused The richest hot chocolate ever; the last reading of the semester for my Islamic Art class; new ink in my fountain pen.

[satyriconmp3]

orpheus this, eurydice that. what about ME

[satyriconmp3]

signed, narcissus

[figues]

reading Voltaire in bed kind of day

[guccifloralsuits]

ohhh rb with your top song of the year? 👀

[252percent]

‪小さな蕾‬

[yukariz-deactivated20160323]

描画

[tohkyo]

[milkgcf]

ig: nana.ming

[figdays]

Galaxy Necklace // stellaandhaas

[coffeeandpies-deactivated202012]

Screens rn ⚘🌊

[violetsnotebook-archive]

18.10.20 / arts and crafts morning + a preview of the inside of my wip journals. it looks like there’s barely anything written but that’s just me editing out specific plot points in case™ lol. getting progressively anxious as nanowrimo looms over my head. happy sunday ♡