I’m just ready for the next part of my life. But I also look back and see what it took to get here and I’m trying to savor this moment for what it is.
I want the house and the land and the garden and the dog and sleepy Sunday mornings in bed together with someone that genuinely loves me for me. I want it. So badly.
But I know that now is not my time and that it’ll happen when it’s supposed to happen. And I’m at peace with that. But that doesn’t make the longing any less.















