Does it even matter. Has it ever mattered? How come I always find myself asking those questions when it comes to you? I’ve know you for almost 4 years and that uncertainty never goes away. You’d think that would be enough for me to stay away? But nope here I am!
Ive reached the point of having to not be there for you anymore. I make myself to available for you. I do so in hopes that you’ll make me yours all to find I’m just another pawn in your game. As if 4 years of all that time spent together means nothing? You are my best friend. A soulmate. I know that when we look into each other’s eyes you feel that energy I feel.
Or is my unconditional love blinding me?
I used to have a home nuzzled right in between your cheek and chest. But now all I have is memories and this pain on my chest.