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bye guys, jake didnt want me to delete this account so just gonna leave it here. bye -Levi

Anyone I may have forgotten or just needs to read a note

So here i am, lying in a hospital bed typing this on the smallest laptop ever. SIghs. Things get better, i promise. I love you. I didnt have a choice to leave, but you do. Please choose wisely. I can list tons of people who would love to have a choice. You are amazing. You are worth it. You are bright. You are bold. You are you. Never be afraid to be different. Being different got me pretty far. Anyway, stay strong. x

-Jake

Alli

I saved the best for last because she gets the longest note. I'm dead sadly, i didnt have a choice. Stupid cancer, being all dangerous and not having a cure. Hmph. I miss you. I dont know where you are either, but i miss you so damn much. Do you remember that day we met? and we instantly clicked? i do. Im so glad we continued talking through the bad and that you never gave up. I know you will hang in there, you are a fighter. I love you boo. You are the little sister i never had. We are the same age though but whatever. I know you'll do fine without me, i trust you to help people and hold in there. You are just so perfect it kills me. You've always been there for me, and out of everybody i've met on here, you mean the most to me. Thanks for staying by my side, even if i left yours a lot. I love you i love you i love you i love you.

-Jake

#yourallisimpson

Lily

Doritooooooooooooooooooos. Hmm thank you for all those messages, for being you, for keeping a smile on your face through the bad. Please dont give up on life, you are worth it. I'm sorry i couldnt fight any longer. You deserve life. I love you babe. You taught me so much. You mean a lot to me. Please hold on there, i promise things will be okay in the end.

-Jake

Alissa

-Jake

Zoe

-Jake

Tessa

Im so sorry i could never feel the same way about you. I still love you though. You will meet your prince someday, you are young. I promise. Please keep breathing, never give up, keep fighting, the world needs you. You are terrific. Bye boo

-Jake

#datjbs

Dear Nadia

You are a feisty little shit, and I'm so glad i met you. You are amazing and hilarious. You always brag about how you get Cheyenne soon, i ship it. Take care of her, take care of yourself, take care of anyone else who needs help. You are strong.

-Jake

Dear Ceci

Hmm where are you? I have no clue but i honestly miss you so much. Im dead in case you hadnt figured this out, but i will always love you. Go turn on that Whitney Houston song now. You are a fighter, and wherever you are, I hope your happy. I love you, stay strong and beautiful.

-Jake

For Britney,

Britney britney britney, you are amazing. You are a true fighter and i honestly dont know where i'd be without you. You are going through some stuff. a lot of stuff actually, but it will get better, i promise. i love you, even if sometimes we didnt get along or you wanted to punch me in the face. Stay strong, you are beautiful. Bye little fighter.

-Jake

For Cheyenne

Chey Chey, Im gone now. Stay strong. Keep fighting. I still remember the time you first talked to me. How much pain i was in, how much i wanted to give up, but you wouldnt let me. You convinced me that life was worth living. thank you for that, you were right. You are honestly the main reason i didnt give up that night. I love you Chey Chey, maybe not the way you love me, but i still love you. Stay alive. Keep living. It's worth it. I promise. Im going to hell, i know. But you'll be in the heavens. bye babe, i love you.

-Jake

#frickdemetria

For Nessa

Dear Nessa,

If you're reading this, I'm sorry. I tried my hardest. But there's a time and place for everything. Baby you must know I love you more than the amount of stars in the night sky. You are my everything. Please keep fighting your battle, dont burn out yet. When it's your time, something will happen to let you know. But you have just begun your life. You are amazing and perfect. Never forget that. Im sorry for everything I put you through. I honestly think you're beautiful. I love you babe. Keep fighting? for me? please? I love you, babygirl.

Sincerely,

Jake

#uhmvanes

he left notes for you guys in his draft.. -Levi

Jake just texted me saying he's threw up blood and his parents are out on a date so i have to go help him. -Levi

PLEASE ANON DON'T DO IT. COME TO MY INBOX AND TALK TO ME. I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT YOU MIGHT BE FEELING, AND I KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE CLOSE TO COMMITTING. PLEASE TALK TO ME, OR KEEP TALKING TO JAKE. PLEASE.

Byeily

NO ILY DONT

It won't be as worse as I'm feeling now

it will

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