IMPORTANT: I have a blog with WordPress called FellSpace Books (play on words of L-Space). If I'm nuked again, for whatever reason, you should be able to find me there. I'm not very active right now, but I will be if the need arises lol. URL is fellspace.wordpress.com.
Anyway.
Welcome! I go by Wren online. For this blog there is a cw for self harm and/or mentions of suicide, it's not a guarantee but it could be here. I write and sometimes do art. My wonderful husband is @aurelia-aurita-marine . Don't get him started on Ryan Gosling. Or do. Ryan Gosling is cool.
There is a lotttt of shit (more abt me) below the cut. Be warned.
I'm in a lot of fandoms and my fixation changes a lot as well. Some of my most common are: Magnus Bane, The Hunger Games, BBC Merlin, LOTR, Ranger's Apprentice, Discworld, Nimona (mostly the graphic novel), Katzen-Jammer, Gideon the Ninth, Project Hail Mary & Iron Lung (ngngngng), and various musicals. I'm also the pioneer of the Mary Emmons tag (Hamilton/RPF) on AO3 afaik.
My other interests include climate justice, outdoorsy type shit, native flaura and fauna, marine biology, space, languages, and history. Also old books, as Project Gutenberg is my wife; mythology; and reading in general. I'm Hellenist and sort of agnostic.
My first playthrough of Undertale (incomplete, i am at the king guy boss fight but havent uploaded photos)
WIPS:
this is not an alexander appreciation club (burr 4 life) - hamilton crack. no better way to put it. updates are irregular.
Tyrant's Reign - My main original wip. Follows an ensemble of five characters as they save the world, take down the tyrant queen, and then have to deal with the aftermath of killing a fascist with a large following in the aristocracy. High fantasy, no romance, all-queer cast.
⭐ 50k reached!
so you think you can tell - Eva Stratt is put on the Hail Mary (illusion of choice, whatever) and events ensue. But she'll be fine if she just keeps going, right?
title is a reference to wish you were here by pink floyd and i genuinely think its so her song. the album in general is very phm to be entirely honest.
⭐ 10k reached!
Tags I occasionally use:
#supdate sunday for fortnightly writing updates (as of October 2025, this is no longer happening, but you can find old posts still)
#tyrants reign for anything about my current WIP
#ἐλληνική for my amateur attempts at classical Greek, and #deutsch or #deutschposten for German (which I am somewhat better at)
You can also search #ranger gathering for stuff related to any gatherings I participate in. (may be under the respective year tags instead)
DNI: Generally I'll just block you, but this blog does not welcome pro-censorship views, bigotry, or gen ai users. There may be reblogged NSFW content (gore and smut) on this blog, so if that will make you uncomfortable, I advise you to be careful.
My opinion on pro/anti shipping is here
Finally:
Free Palestine, Indigenous peoples, and people living under oppressive regimes. Queer, disabled, women's, BIPOC, intersex rights are human rights. And I support trans men as much as trans women and enben, conflicting identities (lesgay, lesboys, etc) are real, and other people's letters are nunya.
not to keep rambling but another thing that didn't really click for me until just now is like. even cis queer men are not "exempt" from standard misogyny. of course theyre not the primary targets of it, but so much of homophobia is rooted in misogynistic ideology that femininity is inherently "weaker" or "lesser", and that feminine cis queer men are "failed men" for associating with femininity in any way. this is literally just textbook misogyny in a society that hates women, and it goes doubly for QMOC who are already held to ridiculous standards of gender performance in a white-centric world. they are very much directly impacted by misogyny, and very violently so. to say cis queer men are "exempt" from misogyny would just be flat out wrong.
and this is like, queer theory 101. no queer person who has any level of education about our community or history would deny that misogyny directly influences homophobia and the way that homophobes treat cis queer men. thats the nuance of intersectionality. so why, then, is it so widely acceptable to tell trans men/transmascs that anything bad that happens to us is "just misdirected transmisogyny" (even when it very obviously is not), and then immediately tell us we're "exempt from transmisogyny" ?
every spelunker should go in with a cyanide tooth capsule so if they get stuck they can take the gentle way out instead of being tortured by the earth for 72 hours and then dying anyway
Doing stuff "childish" is okay and even good actually
- If using plates and silverware meant for kids means you will eat more often and/or find more joy out of eating, good! *
- If using a divided plate means you are going to feel more comfortable eating, good!
- If having a water bottle with your favorite character/show on it means you are going to drink more water, good!
- If having children's toothbrushes and toothpaste means you are going to brush your teeth more often, good!
- If watching tooth brushing videos aimed at kids makes brushing more enjoyable/helps prompt you to brush correctly, good!
- If taking a stuffed animal or other toy out with you means you are going to feel a little safer, good!
- If using a nightlight (esp one with characters on it) makes you feel safer and helps you sleep better, good!
- If you find coloring in books made for children/simpler pictures more enjoyable, good!
- If decorating your living space with "childish" things with characters or bright colors is going to make your space more enjoyable/usable, good!
- If using organization systems and prompts aimed at children is going to help you actually use them, good!
- If you enjoy media aimed at children, and it brings you joy and makes your days a little easier, good!
No matter what your age is, you are allowed to use the things that bring joy into your life or make your life easier to manage. You do not need to "grow up" or "do it like an adult". You can do it in whatever way works best for you. There should be no shame in it. I think some of us want to beat the allegations that autism makes us more "childlike" thinking it makes us more palatable, when having "age-inappropriate interests" are a commonly known trait. It is normal to have autistic traits when you have autism. You don't need to hide it or pretend you don't. Yes I know not all autistics are interested in this stuff either but that's not my focus
* also there have been studies done that people tend to absorb more nutrition from foods they enjoy, so you are doing yourself a huge favor by making eating fun!
These days, lots of public libraries have a "library of things" collection where you can check out kitchen appliances or yard tools or toys, and, as a children's library assistant, the most popular library of things item that I handle regularly is a plastic scepter thingy called like "unicorn princess magic wand". And whenever I check it out I make a big show of looking at the little kid and being like "do you solemnly swear to use your unicorn princess magic powers only for good and never for evil?"
And pretty much without fail, the little kid will get the world's most mischievous grin and go "I'm gonna use it for EVIL!!!"
