I’ve fallen inlove with avoiding problems

[ihaveneverbeendeadbeforre-deact]

i guess everyone give up loving me

[naturaekos]

“I have done bad things. I can’t take them back, and they are part of who I am. Most of the time, they seem like the only thing I am.”

—

[1617]

People with mixed music taste have the right personality for anything

[flowerais-deactivated20211031]

grow your own garden. don’t look at others. you don’t need to plant the same flowers to have a beautiful one.

[honigimohr]

“She wanted to say ‘Don’t leave me,’ but she couldn’t do it, not again. She was so tired of begging people to love her.”

— Kristin Hannah, The Nightingale (via theliteraryjournals)

[shez-a-dove-deactivated20161204]

no offense but I look forward to having a healthy way of thinking and coping and living

[roboco-san]

my personal curse is the knowledge that I function best with rigid structure and strict routine but am almost totally incapable of independently establishing or maintaining that structure and routine

[sadtastical]

[stay-close]

I watched life and wanted to be a part of it but found it painfully difficult.

— Anaïs Nin, The Diary of Anais Nin, Vol. 6: 1955-1966

[loviely]

when the fuck will i be ok

[inkskinned]

The loneliness is suffocating. At all hours, a ringing in my ears - that undertone. In the store, in the shower, in front of the people I love. Lonely like a fist in the mouth, like netting in my diaphragm, like a rotted tooth. Everything I put in my body just feels like cotton, all smooth and numb and unsatisfying. Who am I even looking for. What do I seek. What went to bed and never woke up inside me.

[inkskinned]

Every time I see you I want to write poetry. My mother once picked out all the letters from alphabet soup and said - this is how you’ll tell her. You’ll ache to the point you make something new.

[thepowerwithin]

Metacognition; an awareness of one’s own cognition. The process of thinking about thinking. Knowing about knowing. Being aware of one’s own awareness.

[unlawfulroach]

[does normal stuff but in a manner that makes it obvious there is something wrong with my brain]

[5-7-7]

It’s not about your age it’s about what u went through

[hallucin8]

I didn’t grow up with role models, I grew up with people I never wanted to be like

[parentless-suggestions]

Someday I will have my own place. My world won’t be confined to my room. I will stumble sleepily through the house in the morning, opening the blinds. I will sit out in the backyard and look at the stars. I will go out whenever I want to. I will survive long enough to have that.