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i am always checking other people’s body language. my therapist says this is a normal conditioned response to what i’ve been through, she says - you like to see a problem before it becomes a problem.

i like to see a problem before it is a problem. if i can solve the problem early, then there will never be a problem to exist. if i can’t solve it, i’d like to leave, and if i can’t leave, i don’t know how to handle it. so i watch, and i wait for things that might not happen, and i duck out of parties early, and i don’t let people too close, and i don’t believe you like me, and i say i am happy on my own.

my therapist says - with all this watching, don’t you worry you might misunderstand a signal and end up seeing rejection where there is acceptance? don’t you think you might be giving this a lot of power over your existence?

with all this watching, she says. when do you get to actually experience?

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Finally can say this without fear that I’m jinxing anything: 2019 was my best year yet.

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does anyone else say ouch to literally everything

i feel like saying ouch is just a large part of how i express myself verbally now

Some people are so entitled it is mind-boggling to me. I really had a dad ask me “you guys get breaks?” And then I overheard him tell his wife over the phone that he wouldn’t let us have breaks if it was his call. well too bad you asshat it’s not your call it’s the fucking state of California ensuring that workers don’t get exploited. Welcome to the 21st century, jerk.