katie!

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[tigerpeachanon]

doing this for you

[tigerpeachanon]

I wish I didn’t get my hopes up.

tell me why a mother bird flies to the tree

where her babies wait for the food they can’t seek

while I told them the news of somebody new

that liked me for me

just as you gave up on me

was I not enough again

was I wrong again

as the mother bird flew away

she didn’t return

and her babies grew cold

starved and returned to the earth

and the cycle begins again

i can’t do this anymore

this might be the final act

[tigerpeachanon]

MEN STOP ASKING ME OUT

[catnippackets]

they have taken over my life

[tigerpeachanon]

Hey it’s me again, I don’t understand why so many people want to date me rn

and why are they mainly men

I thought it was because I cut my hair

But I just

Idk

One has been a constant and is no because they’re too much like my dad

One idk how to feel about because I keep on being reminded of the one time they bootycalled me

One of them I could love if they weren’t in a relationship, they’re literally perfect and I’d worship the ground they walked on

One is a hard pass, but idk how to get them to stop

One won’t leave me the fuck alone

One is way too much of straight man

One lives in Chicago and if they hadn’t moved, I’d definitely be with them because they’re so kind and they actually care about me and how I feel

I just, idk. Having all of them like me makes me feel like a whore. Which I know is bad, but y’all. Leave me alone to question if I’m non-binary cause too many of you don’t care about me and just want me for my looks and/or for sex.

[tigerpeachanon]

when I’m with you I feel like I’m flying through sky

When I’m with you I feel like times not passin by

And maybe I feel like I’ll finally cry and let it out

Cause you make me feel again

And I don’t know how to feel feelings

https://open.spotify.com/track/1mVj7sdHn0zjcjON0v1ShS?si=mxHEMSdmRh2qcMu1Ya-UYw

[tigerpeachanon]

my face being swollen all the time is really hurting my self esteem :(

[tigerpeachanon]

IL FUCK YOU UP IF YOURE MEAN TO BUGS

[tigerpeachanon]

it’s funny to be that I’m a Gemini who has bipolar disorder

[justanotherass]

it’s his unique spidey power

[tigerpeachanon]

IM GOING INSANE STOP SENDING ME JESUS WATTPAD AND FAN EDITS, STOP TRYING TO HEAL ME WITH YOUR MYSOGYNISTIC TENDENCIES. I DONT NEED TO BE SAVED, IM DOING JUST FINE. JESUS DIDNT SAVE MY BEST FRIEND WHEN HE DIED IN A CAR ACCIDENT AND JUST WACTHED IT HAPPEN, WHAT KIND OF GOD WOULD WATCH PEOPLE SUFFER AND DO NOTHING. I AM NOT A JESUS STAN.

[tigerpeachanon]

sometimes I feel like Steven, I am my mom, but I’m my dad to. Have to be there for me because they’ve never really been there the way I needed them to be. my moms come the closest, but my dads let me down for the last time. This has defiantly fucked up the way I look for love, I don’t know how I’m supposed to be treated, but I just want to be loved like how Percy loved Annabeth or how Louisa Clark loved will traynor or even meridith grey and Christa Yang. I don’t want a moment of your time, I want to be in your life where we support each other and build each other up instead of leaving each other confused and left behind and forgotten. Had something like the last ship mentioned when I was younger and I’m 99% sure I was in love and didn’t know it, but It doesn’t matter because she never saw me that way. I hate having emotions

[tigerpeachanon]

it’s okay to feel things

[tigerpeachanon]

https://open.spotify.com/track/4RVwu0g32PAqgUiJoXsdF8?si=9TIXF_xKTSyHyn5qAHBRAQ

[turnipfritters]

god this owns so hard

[tigerpeachanon]

When surrounded by all white people, I will no longer say that I’m black and mexican, I will say that I’m mixed and nothing more. Every time I’m asked if I get to say the n word like my whole identity depends on whether or not I can say the n word, and like if you know me, I would never use it even if I thought I could. It’s a gross word and I don’t understand why anyone would want to say it and the amount of times I’ve been asked for the n-word pass makes me want to hurl. I don’t bring it up unless someone asks because I don’t want to be the person who always mentions being bi-racial, but I’m not just Mexican and I’m not just black, I am both identities and i don’t need to act a certain way to be me. It just doesn’t sit right with me when you talk about something you know nothing about as a white man, don’t speak on issues that don’t effect you or pertain to you. Bring biracial is complicated on its own because it’s hard being fully accepted in either community because of something I cannot control. I straighten my hair because I was never taught how to take care of my hair because my dad left my mom who had me at 14, sorry I’m not acting they way you think a biracial person should behave.. anyways now that this is out of my system, I’m currently working out so I can look like korra just for fun

[tigerpeachanon]

oh my Gud is it fucking gluten