Nothing To Say

fotos/unfiltered thoughts

[tigertoejam]

Work

Gonna do some drugs.

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one of my favorite hobbies is reading through my old posts and crying

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I started the day pink kimono 

red cheeks blue jumper

I thought the rest would be easy

but I look at the path that I’ve carved

and cannot find the entrance

and I know I have the key

but I lost it somewhere

now shirtless beer open

sweaty anxious irresponsible 

[tigertoejam]

Something’s keeping me from my work

I think about the boy upstairs

and the boy who wants my heart

and how sad he would be if he found me upstairs

and how that’s stupid and medieval 

if you love someone

then you should let them fuck other people

and if they come back to you

then great, because you also get to fuck other people

I want to rest so much

blue footballs and beach time

sleeping in and writing poems

puppy love and face masks

stinky cheese and sparkling rose

blue tables and chairs

cobblestones and borrowed bikes

the mist on the mountainside 

[owarim]

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thinking of clouds on leashes

pastel chokers and clear sunglasses

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I am wracked

feel like throwing up all the time

going to shower and be in the sun and get work done

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TODAY BBS

Yoga 2:24-3pm

Outline paper: 3pm - 3:30pm

Fold Laundry: 3:30-4:00pm

Finish Paper: 4:00- 5:30pm

Shower: 5:30

Work Meeting at Juice Bar: 6:00pm-7:00pm

Plan Weekend 7:00- 8pm?

[winternow]

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reading poems about my dead dog and crying

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he called me powerful

maybe it’s because

my first kiss was a girl from Spain

or my over-large feet and crooked nose and faulty lungs

maybe it’s that I’m winning now, and will continue to win

anyway, I haven’t been able to write

but I’ve been sleeping at night

waking up early and living so bright

the dream of the white airy apartment in little havana didnt come true

the dream of the gay roommate smoking cigs on our balcony

didnt either

(there’s no balcony and he’s straight apparently)

but that’s ok

I can finish my school work and go to bar

(and late at night before we slept

he called me powerful)

[tigertoejam]

looking at poll results that haven’t happened yet

hyperventilating 

[neckdeep--in--realfriends]

Simple. Stay punk.

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I wanted to write about her

how I trusted her, though she

frightened me. 

To write about the ocean

to float, be floating

to be sitting in this dark 

room, pomegranate stained

fingertips hardened 

to feel simultaneously

full of poetry, and empty

both busy,

and restless 

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King of Deforestation

Burger King is serving hamburgers raised on soy from deforestation. Their burgers are putting the habitat of animals like sloths and jaguars at risk. Tell Burger King to protect the sloth and grow food without threatening Nature.

ITS UP TO US: SHARE AND SIGN

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tfw yr sad and listening to sufjan was a bad choice

[thedevilsmuse-deactivated202412]

A Special Kind of Innocence

I love the way little girls’ bellies stick out. You know, before they’ve learned to continuously suck it in. Before they’re told that it’s beautiful to let their bones show. Before the world has explained to them that they’re wrong  and beauty isn’t natural, but something you buy from a store. I love their unadulterated confidence, and the way they hold their heads high, let their curls grow wild, laugh and smile without fear of judgement that they’re being too loud too annoying too something. I wish you could capture that in a jar and keep it for forever. Something that you could release when you need it most, so that (when the time comes) they could contaminate the world with their contagious happiness. 

[tigertoejam]

If I can finish this project in the next two hours then I can have a guilt-free weekend where I lay outside in the sun and lay in bed with a woman and go on short walks with my dog and go swimming maybe and get my hair cut off and my nails painted 

if i can finish this project