[time2bitch]

Intro~

Hello! I made this side blog to vent and discuss people’s ever growing frustrations surrounding the radqueer + pro para movement.

-this blog is “profic aligned” as being an artist who creates “raunchy dark fiction” is a significant part of my anger surrounding these movements due to how often kinksters are wrongly looped in with them. That being said I will still be ranting about the proship community as there is a reason I do not use the label.

-asks welcome, feel free to ask questions or simply rant away. Not everyone has a space they can yell into the void about this so my inbox is always available for that. I will however delete any argumentative/radqueer asks.

-this blog is pro-recovery, therapy, mental health and is NOT against those with harmful paras existing and getting the help they need. It is simply a place to rant about harmful online para communities and the damage they cause.

-op is not a paraphile but is an adult csa victim

[time2bitch]

So I made a fake RQ account and posted something very clearly bait along the lines of “I think people can ethically date dogs” and proceeded to get like 17 followers that day 😭💀 FUCKING HELL HGSJSHDS

[time2bitch]

Being like ah oops I forgot to turn on anon and then immediately getting one calling me a horrible person and just sitting here like ok is it for hating animal and child rapist or being an evil proshit

[time2bitch]

I think it’s actually imperative in the day and age we live in for nsfw artists and writers, especially those of us who create taboo kink, to be louder about the condemnation of harm to children and animals.

I feel like to so many of us it’s a no brainer that our creations aren’t an endorsement of the actions in our work but that idea obviously doesn’t resonate with everyone that interacts with our creations. It deeply unsettles me to think that the meaning of something I create could be misconstrued that way and indulged by people who want nothing but to hurt the most vulnerable.

[time2bitch]

going into the anti radqueer tag and the first post I see being like “THOSE DAMN PROSHIPPERS” be like walking into a room full of animal and child abusers and going over to arrest a piece of paper on the floor that says “evil sex art”

[time2bitch]

I’d say reopen the schools but they open

[time2bitch]

I'm just curious about Jessicur and gone_fishinq as sources considering Jessicur conflates lolicon with pedophilia (when you obviously can't get diagnosed with pedophilic disorder due to fiction), and I've heard gone_fishinq is problematic for a slew of reasons. I wish there were more resources talking about radqueers on YouTube - that way more people could be aware of the harm.

Personally I'm a fan of mushroom girl, and seeing her make a video about underground subliminals (in a critical way) made me ask if she could make a video covering radqueer next! Just waiting to see if that ever happens. :)

Yeah 😭 it’s unfortunately pretty hard to find people not conflating the two. Despite that, Jessicur definitely has the most respectful video I’ve seen on the topic out of all the videos I’ve stumbled upon. There is other videos up about it but a LOT get off topic and start dogging on harmless things like inflatable fetishes and what not rather than sticking to the main discussion at hand. A lot of people making videos about it are mainly doing so for reaction bait than any sort of meaningful conversation.

I still decided to include gone_fishinq’s videos knowing about the situation with his girlfriend because he went into more detail than any of the other videos I’ve seen. I’m also kind of fascinated by the fbi investigation that occurred and how little effort was put into it by the agents involved. He’s definitely still guilty of conflating fictional art to real crimes though. 😓 I feel it’s almost inescapable these days rip

But I’ve never heard of mushroom girl! I’ll definitely check her out! 🩷

[time2bitch]

As a profic artist even though I draw things that may seem appealing to someone with a para there’s a few reason I just don’t want to interact with the para community on my raunch art accounts.

For starters, I know people say that it is heavily up to the individual whether exploring fiction helps them or hurts them but the fact that something I create could negatively impact someone at all is enough for me not to want my work used that way. I really don’t like the idea that something I create could be reinforcing bad habits for someone else.

I’m also incredibly horrified with how many anti contacts interact with pro contacts, or make posts thirsting after real children and animals. Me having these communities in my dni is simply me protecting my peace and keeping things that make me uncomfortable from popping up on my feed.

I feel like people would see the dni and be like “oh so you think they’re icky for something they can’t control???” When in reality it’s way more complicated than that

[time2bitch]

Going to link some informative videos for those unaware of what the r@dqueer / p@ra community is. I think it’s important that those within the profic community learn about this stuff as it’s starting to spread at rapid pace and seep into other online groups. (more to be added later)

[way2manyusernamez]

distant thousand yard trauma stare. The radqueer community is a machine that turns young vulnerable paraphiles into groomers and abusers and victims send tweet

[antiradqueerguy]

hi. um. this radqueer community stuff goes a lot deeper than anyone thinks. and i want my experience out there.

i am a survivor of a "ring" of fediverse instances, in a way. they call it "pediverse". many radqueers flock there. it is way more pro-contact than you imagine.

i. i can't find a single other survivor. i'm scared. i try searching it up on here, and i get zero recent results from anti-rqs. nobody. nobody fucking knows what's going on. it's horrible it's so much worse than you think

this blog has only seen the tip of the iceberg. im so scared for those other kids

i was 16, at the time. i had an ex-partner who introduced me to a pediverse instance called "rape pet"

i went searching and i found one called "puppyspace"

all of these people. all of them were pro-contact. you'd see. edits of. pornography art, with the map flag edited in. posted a lot. idont know

most people on these sites had. this thing called matrix. it was a collection of private messaging sites. liketelegram. but so much worse. i had one.

on this fediverse site i started dating someone in their 30's

they got me to send them imsges. and made me post them on the pediverse as well. csem was allowed on there. because it was "legal" in the instance owner's locatiom idfk

this is what the radqueer community is hiding. or whatever. i jusr sound like propaganda now whatever. what fucking ever. please do something someone i'm so scared

i am the only person to escape. i truly think so. there isn't a single person talking about it. not a single other child trying to warn others

i am the only child who escaped it's like a fucking trafficking ring.bplease. help.

I know of a few fediverse instances but I've never heard of one openly having csem and csam, I genuinely hope your ask helps you find more people who were hurt within these instances

If you still have the explicit photos of you on your device and you want them to stop being spread look into Take It Down

and even look into CyberTip Report because what they did to you was exploitation, it's a anonymous report and may eventually have the fediverse instance taken down

[sneakyboythingz]

Proud Zoos, No matter If no-contact or pro-contact really show how disrespectful they can be. They think animals have autonomy to consent and that sex with Animals is "healthy and natural" but then have "pedos dni" on their bios.

Why? They think animals are not worth of respect? They think abusing animals is less bad than abusing kids? Do they acctually think animals can feel romantic love and sexual atracttion to humans? Animals dont even feel romantic love for themselfs, its Just affection and instincts

Theres nothing to be proud about when they talk so openly about abuse, animals, especially domestic ones are just litte toys for them and they use the "Its my atracttion!!!" "They acctually can consent!!" As an excuse.

And no, feral fictional enjoyers are not zoos, feral enjoyers do not talk about how "animals can consent" all the time and share videos of real animals interacting with humans to project their desires onto

[parafiles]

do you know if there is any infographic that can be used to warn others about symbols used by the pediverse? similarly to the FBI one from over a decade ago, which is missing the heart symbol and sun symbol.

Our past leader Art made this infographic a while back!

We plan to make a new infographic with more symbols. Sadly the sun and heart aren't the only symbols they have made, there are quite a lot. Our team is working on it!

edit: we now posted a new infographic!

- ☆

[time2bitch]

I genuinely hate that every time without fail the pro-para “anti-c” accounts I’ve stumbled upon on Twitter have had: posts being horny about child actors, thirsting after photos of real kids/photos of real animals, hyper realistic lewd art of kids or animals. Not to say that every account period is like that but a scary amount are despite labeling as anti contact. This is kind of why I only trust pro recovery accounts now because it feels like they’re literally the only ones at this point that don’t regularly reinforce dangerous behaviors.

[time2bitch]

The thing I really do not like when antishippers say that we are normalizing abuse with our creations is that they treat us no different than if we were large corporations. Like no actually if Disney started portraying incest in their movies I would be entirely fucking against that. But some random Twitter artist drawing incest raunch with a big fat “NO IRL” disclaimer on their page is probably not in support of irl incest. :/ The thing is, we as adults creating adult content for ADULTS expect those who see our work to already have a solid understanding of wrong and right.

[time2bitch]

I’m going to talk a bit about my experiences with ocd and sexual thoughts real quick.

So my sexually intrusive thoughts actually came about because of proship antis. They always say stuff like “I bet you secretly want that irl!!!” Which of course is incredibly unhelpful to those with bad mental health lmfao.

So my intrusive thoughts were definitely more incest focused because that’s the main taboo subject I enjoy in fiction but I did suffer from pocd as well. Any time a commercial with babies would come on I would mentally cringe in preparation because I knew my brain would start to say things like “I bet a pedophile finds this hot!” Or “what if I realize I’m unconsciously into this??! I have to look away because I’d rather just not even know!!!”

And of course the incestuous intrusive thoughts. As a teenager I would sit by my brother at the lunch table but every time I did I would get flashes of sexual interactions with him in my brain that would make me feel like curling up in on myself and dying.

Sometimes the intrusive thoughts would be about random people, cashiers who I would walk up to and immediately think of sex with them against my will, followed by the idea of them being a mind reader and seeing me thinking these things.

It wasn’t until I got older and discovered what the fuck ocd/pocd/etc even is, that these thoughts started to subside. So just know if your brain is like “I have to stare at this dog butthole to make sure I’m not secretly attracted to dog buttholes!” you’re probably not into dog buttholes actually

[time2bitch]

A reminder for those that need to hear it: inappropriate intrusive thoughts are not desires, dreams are not desires, even uncomfortable sexual dreams are not “unconscious” desires. OCD can work in mysterious ways. “testing” yourself to see if you have a bodily reaction to those intrusive thoughts is not and will never be helpful!