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Apollo | For venting bout shiii | 19

[timidkingx]

You tore all my walls down and made me put it back together because you didn’t like what you saw.

[timidkingx]

Does it count as love if the person you would die for would throw you to the wolves to save their own skin?

[timidkingx]

I thought I found real love but it just turned out to be infatuation.

[lilibethrubyc]

More than anything right now I want to feel numb. I want to not feel. I want to fast forward to that day I feel okay again. I can’t. I can only continue to grow. Heartbreak is one of the worst pains especially when you’re being quarantined. My head is throbbing from crying. I don’t feel like eating and all I want to do is call you. That’s not an option anymore, you can’t be my best friend anymore. I’ll learn to be okay with that but today I’ll mourn.

[v0idingly]

i wish we never met

(not mine; insta:ggodcomplex)

[timidkingx]

I hope time will make you realize that I was the best you’ll ever have. I would have crossed any ocean for you, I lived and breathed for you and you tossed all that away. I hope you come back begging me for my forgiveness. I hope that everytime you think of me you cry uncontrollably. I hope that, one day, you’ll love me as much as I loved you

And you’ll suffer for it.

[writingplayingliving]

“Maybe I’ll be okay.

Without your smile

Your easy company.

Maybe I’ll be okay,

without your little laugh

and the warmth of your affection

blanketing me.

Maybe I’ll be okay

without your name on my phone

Day After Day.

Maybe I’ll be okay

Without you.”

- Hold tight.

[thislovethathurt]

“I have late conversations with the moon; he tells me about the sun, and I tell him about you.”

—10:47 AM

[tempersstrxp]

Deep, Deep down i wanted it to be different this time with you.

[pol-ar-ity]

There wasn’t yelling. There wasn’t fighting. There wasn’t “fuck you” and “I never loved you” and “I’m not going to miss you.”

There were two tired hearts. Still beating, but no longer in sync. Four eyes that never seemed to meet at the same time. Twenty fingers that no longer entwined. Two pairs of lips that hadn’t met in months.

So we said goodbye. We said we’d keep in touch. We said “good luck,” and we meant it. And it hit me:

I spent so long being mad at you, that I forgot you were human, too. That we were both flawed. That I loved you, I loved you, I loved you.

I still do.

“i’m sorry for not realizing you were doing your best”

[thislovethathurt]

“I think we were meant to be but we did it wrong.”

—4:15 PM

[burek271]

“The saddest end to a relationship is one where you have to break up with somebody when you’re still in love with them. It sounds bizarre but it happens, because the truth is, as powerfull and as thrilling as it may be, being in love doesn’t always mean you’re happy. You can continue to love someone even after they’ve hurt you, but you know deep inside that it won’t ever be the same again.”

[ilovetoodeeply]

my mind is wrapped around you but i wish it were my arms instead

[pa-awesome]

[euphoriathoughts]

[shatteredalma]

“And even if we never talk again, please remember that I’m forever changed by who you are and what you meant to me”

[writingforthesad]

I don’t understand how you could be so cruel? Break my heart in two and then ignore me like I’m the one who hurt you. 

-writingforthesad