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I’m broken and shit posting

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✨About me post ✨

I’m dead inside, socially introverted, have a hyper fixation with anime, and have no idea what I’m doing with my life

Expect trauma dumps because I have no where else to post how I’m feeling

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📻🍎 RadioApple 🍎📻

I have such bad fucking brain rot when it comes to Alastor and Lucifer 😫

Like they’re genuinely living in my head rent free and I can tell Hazbin Hotel has easily become a new hyperfixation.

I can also high key see myself in them both so fucking much. Ive seen myself in characters before but never before like I have with these two.

Granted I don’t have anyone I know who watches Hazbin, so I’m probably gunna have mini brain rot spams whenever I rewatch it 💀

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Living with and sharing a room with legit my only irl friend honestly kinda sucks ass. When he’s home it’s great, but I get he has work and other people he calls friends and that.

It kinda just makes me realise how alone I actually am. It’s not even a minor feeling. It’s like a gut wrenching feeling that makes my stomach drop.

I actually want some more friends but like I’m unable to work, I can barely leave the house and any apps I download people just wanna fuck or something along those lines 😴

I can’t even really say I have friends online either. I’ve got people I’m mutuals with, who like each others posts but that’s about it. We don’t talk. Ever.

Sorry for the people who follow me who probably hate my rants or vents but eh if it annoys you just unfollow me ✌🏼

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The dynamic between this pair never fails 😩

I need more screen time of them together 😭

The unspoken understanding they have due to their childhoods, the traumas they both had to face head first from an age no one should..

I can sit and speak for hours and hours about the complexities of the pair, if I had someone to talk about that type of thing with that is. I also know I could ramble on here but I feel like no one would want that on their feed 😅

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Am I rewatching One Piece to ignore my depression? Absolutely 💯

Am I already onto Sky Island ?? Of course I am 😁

Am I gunna ask for help? Nope ✌🏼

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Okay but like when villains smile like this? Yes please, show me all them red flags with just one facial expression 😮‍💨

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I’m binge watching the One Piece films because I completely forgot they existed and hadn’t watched any until now.

But the amount of foreshadowing for characters coming into the story line -up to where the anime currently is at- and different events taking place is unreal.

Which makes me kinda glad that I forgot the films where a thing, I like being able to notice little Easter eggs and the homage’s made to other characters 😌

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✨ JOYBOY HAS RETURNED ✨

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Oya Oya Oya !!

I love their friendship and want so much more content of it

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Since posting this I’ve come to realise I’ve found my Bokuto and I’m honestly so happy about that 😌

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being ace but wanting intimacy without people misunderstanding is the worst

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I can whole heartedly say that this has become one of my favourite Geto snapshots so far 😮‍💨 The man brought out his strongest curses the second Toji finished his sentence and now my standards are raised even higher 😌

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When I tell you my brain was absolutely FERAL when Toji appeared on my screen once again is an understatement 😌

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Very much non verbal rn and I’m boarder line panic attack because the last time I was like this infront of family I got called pathetic. Life’s fucking great right now.

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I started testosterone over a month ago, my appetite increased to point I have a ‘healthy appetite’ but now I’m back at square one with not wanting to eat because of stupid comments.

‘We can tell’

‘Yeah food isn’t lasting half as long now’

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I envy my friends in happy relationships and wonder why I can’t have that with someone 😴 but then I remember my dating history is like and just decide to not bother 🙄

I want someone to experience life with, to have by my side through the good and bad, to have someone to enjoy Christmas and birthdays with, to have lazy days in bed and film days on the couch 🤞🏼

For now though? Guess it’s just me 🙂

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I genuinely won’t be happy with how my body looks until my shoulders are jacked and my waist is slutty 😌 like Bakugou has my ideal body type yet I don’t tell anyone around me what my inspiration is for working out 💀

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Sometimes I feel like this app is the only place I can properly act like myself and not have to worry about any judgement 💀