i'd rather be sleeping

anna. she/her. 30s. tired bi. reader/writer. send hurt/comfort fics. AO3: tintedglasses main blog: @tintedglasses-main

[eldr1tch-cr0w]

number one rule! never believe ur thoughts after 10 pm . unless its about The Character then believe all of your thoughts wholeheartedly

[koldefingre]

Jane Hollander x Calvin Klein

[tintedglasses]

also i managed to finally pick this crocheting project back up which was supposed to be a present for when my cousin’s baby was born but now will be her sixth month birthday present 😂

[tintedglasses]

i got solid sleep for the first time in over a week so i’m feeling like i can take on the world! realistically, i think these are my goals:

make an iced chai if my milk is not bad (maybe a hot chocolate if it is)

clean my apartment (how on earth it is so messy again, i do not know)

go on an hour long walk

do a practice test OR work on my cover letter

maybe try to deep clean the big cushion on my chair

[tintedglasses]

finished the most important stuff from this list AND marked safe again from using AI to write my cover letter. i hate writing cover letters so much that the temptation is strong at times but i am stronger.

[marmelade-sky]

I think Marleau would let Ilya's coming-out inspire him to give gay stuff a try. He'd be like well if Roz likes it there's gotta be something to it. My boy has good taste, after all. Better give it a spin to see what it's all about.

[ineptshieldmaid]

Crucially he would not have said this if 20 y old Ilya mentioned having fooled around with his coaches’ son and “even another player, here”, because young Ilya would get into any kind of trouble. But he KEPT doing it? Hmm. Might be something there…

[marmelade-sky]

Marleau: ok king, you've convinced me to give dudes a try

Ilya, who, in fact, never consciously tried to convince him of anything but is IMMEDIATELY on board: go for it brother

[tintedglasses]

okay i took my practice test this morning/afternoon and while the score was lower than i felt like it was going to be while i was scoring it, im going to resist the urge to feel anxious about it and will instead choose to trust everyone who says that it is a score that indicates that i am likely to pass. im starting to feel tired so i want to get up and do some things. here are some ideas:

eat some lunch

go for a long walk (maybe listen to some study audios, maybe just have fun and take a break)

stop by ACE hardware to pick up ant spray for the unfortunate ant situation i have going on

try to find my crochet needle so i can finish my project

maaaaaybeeeee write my cover letter (this would be so so good of me and take a lot of stress off)

cook something for dinner (maybe a lentil dish?)

shower before bed

maybe paint my nails?

[tintedglasses]

i was making good progress and then i stalled so i need more specific tasks:

put away clothes

put blanket in hamper

empty bathroom trash into main trash

vacuum couch

use green machine on other couch

move box out of kitchen

empty dishwasher

put more dishes in dishwasher

clean out sink

bonus: drink a cherry coke and eat a tuna sandwich

[tintedglasses]

i got solid sleep for the first time in over a week so i’m feeling like i can take on the world! realistically, i think these are my goals:

make an iced chai if my milk is not bad (maybe a hot chocolate if it is)

clean my apartment (how on earth it is so messy again, i do not know)

go on an hour long walk

do a practice test OR work on my cover letter

maybe try to deep clean the big cushion on my chair

[alyaa-fuckthepatriarchy]

On Becoming a Person, By Carl Rogers.

[mythmagicetc]

ilya on his couch trying so hard to sound nonchalant: so is there a mrs real estate

[tintedglasses]

wooo long work day on very little sleep but we did it. now i need structure to do the things i need to do:

HIGH PRIORITY: email back landlord

MEDIUM PRIORITY: email back SVH

MEDIUM PRIORITY: take a walk and listen to the test taking strategies audios

vague priority: write cover letter to submit to job (would love to do this today but in my heart of hearts I’m not sure how reasonable it is)

if i don’t do cover letter then i want to do at least 15 mins of cleaning

HIGH PRIORITY: shower

[tintedglasses]

got rejected from a job that i didn’t qualify for and accidentally submitted a half completed application to another job that i wasnt qualified for but it’s all good because my landlord emailed me back to say that its okay for me to go month to month after my lease ends so i dont have to scramble to find a new place/move and then also commute an hour during the last month of my fellowship AND i found a place that is hiring that is literally across the street from my friends office downtown which means we could live in the same town and commute to the same place 😭

[allthatispeculiar]

[thetruemek]

[tintedglasses]

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[dailyhudsonwilliams]

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[cuppydogshane]

its almost awesomer if they arent fucking each other bc it means theyll have waitef almost a year to kiss again. and isnt that delicious