we always said its forever in this beautiful life

everything i write on this page, comes from my mixed up metaphoric mind. biffy clyro. best friends. sunshine. family. gigs. loud music. early morning trains. glitter. dreams. nightmares. fairy lights. video games. giraffes. feathers. spooning. yellow roses. bed. vera wang. holidays. snow. disney. kittens. ugly puppies. twitter. literature. tattoos. food. the gym. polaroid. mystery. sex. festivals. paradise. sunsets. old. nightclubs. cups of tea. memories. cereal. dancing. forever&ever&ever. i have another blog dedicated to music reviews: www.a-note-for-the-outcast.tumblr.com Twitter: www.twitter.com/bexxstarr

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i can't say it out loud but i think i love you. i think i feel different about you. i know i feel like i've never felt before. i can't say it out loud because everything is so wrong. i can't find the words that will make you see how special you are. i can't say 'i love you' because it doesn't do justice to just how perfect you are in my eyes. i can't look you in the eye for too long, as i'd fall in to you and never want to surface again. i can't tell you this because i am scared you will not say it back, even though i think you think it too. i can't say it out loud but i think, that i know, that we will be together, forever.

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i just want to be yours.

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why are you running a marathon?

i'm doing it for you. i'm doing this for every time i read you a quote from the website and you smile, because it is positive. i'm doing this because when we don't know the answers, someone pretty much always does. i'm doing this because it has been a critical element of your life and helped us find our way through the dark days. i'm doing this because you can talk to people who are in your shoes. i'm doing this because everyone deserves the comfort and support we've found in the amazing work they do. i'm doing this because you are my inspiration and anything i can do to help you get through this, i will. i am doing this because sometimes when i just can't put on a brave face any more, i know i have somewhere to turn. i am doing this because you have been through so much more pain. i am doing this because it will be something you will be proud of me for. i am doing this because i love you more than i ever thought possible to love someone. i am doing this because i know you will smile every time i run, jog or walk past you (crawl). i am doing this because you give me the strength too.

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If you can see this PLEASE share it...

I'm running the London Marathon for Breast Cancer Care.

If you can help me by sharing my text donation number it would by hugely appreciated!!

Text BEXX47 £1 to 70070 to donate £1 - you can change the 1 to any number you wish to donate. Whether it be £1, £5 or £20. Every penny makes a huge difference to someone living with breast cancer. Will you really miss £1?  

xxxxx

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I'm auctioning all of the above in aid of breast cancer care.

The bundle includes: 1 x Personalized signed copy of Opposites (Signed at Dublin show in March)  1 x Black Chandelier promo CD 1 x Black Chandelier 7' Vinyl 1 x Captain 7' vinyl Red Coloured 1 x Captain 7' vinyl Picture Disc 1 x Bubble 7' vinyl Green Coloured  1 x God & Satan 7' vinyl  1 x God & Satan 7' vinyl White Coloured (Sticker Damaged please see photo) 1 x A3 Sized Promo poster from Only Revolutions

The bundle was kindly donated by a friend from warner. To bid, join this facebook group:  https://www.facebook.com/groups/529756317047274/?notif_t=group_r2j

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text BEXX47 to 70070 to donate £1 to breast cancer care for my marathon!

Will you even notice £1 is gone? Will you be buying drinks tonight? Will you be having a takeaway this weekend? Will you be buying new clothes, shoes or make up? Spare just ONE POUND and help a person being treated for Breast Cancer live a better, happier, more supported life! One day we will beat cancer together! 

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I'm running the London Marathon for Breast Cancer Care

Please donate anything you can: http://uk.virginmoneygiving.com/BexxLondonMarathon

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I am so excited about christmas this year but also so worried about it. My first xmas in our little home, with our real tree and neon decorations and twinkly lights and cute present surprises and beautiful little girlie to spoil and that will all be so so good. But also the first xmas with a broken home which makes me really sad, and scared. Nothing like last year because I hated last xmas having to leave my mum at home. Fingers crossed for sparkles and smiles... 

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i'm actually heartbroken that he is gay.

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the last week has sucked so much. i'm really starting to question where all the good things are for me, my mum and sister. we honestly have the worst luck of everyone i know and it's really wearing thin. 

i just want to give them both something to be proud of, something to not have to be worried about but something to be really happy for. fail. fail. fail. every time.