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mickey • 25 • they/she • barely existing

[vintagepales2-blog]

Tour du village et pont levis de Vincennes

[tiredhades]

just heard someone say “controversial take i love the big light, overhead lighting rocks” and that’s the most neurotypical thing i’ve ever heard

[traumasurvivors]

Even if I didn’t have a solid plan, in the back of my head, I always assumed I’d kill myself.

Now I’m an adult and people my age have their lives in order and I’m stuck here, confused, because I never planned to be alive and I’m so far behind.

I feel like I’ll never catch up.

[traumasurvivors]

Hey all.

I want to make an addition to this. I made this post a long time ago.

I’m currently back in university, and I’ve made so much progress with my trauma. I’m in a loving relationship.

Things can and will get better. It’s not too late.

Nothing is perfect by any means. But I’m happy I’m still here and didn’t kill myself. I hope you get to that point, too 💕

[traumasurvivors]

The addition is important! I see the original post circulating a lot, but the addition is important!

[traumasurvivors]

New addition two years later. I’m still going strong!

I’m getting married. I’m still in that loving relationship.

I’ve learned that there’s no real timeline. It’s okay. And while it sucks that I lost time, there’s still so much for me to experience and enjoy.

[traumasurvivors]

Newest addition. 7 years after the original post!

I got married last month! My dog is laying on me snoring. I’ve learned to have healthy friendships and relationships. I’ve learned that I’m not alone and that even when things are hard, I’m going to be okay.

[fangorn-forest]

not enough secret gardens and hidden passageways and bookshelves that open to a mysterious library these days. get working on that girls.

[chronicintrovert]

i can't do this anymore! i mean i can, and i will, obviously. but i can't fucking do this anymore!

[tiredhades]

wearing an outfit rn that makes my thighs have a gap that i wouldn’t otherwise have and ooohhhh hoooo boy bad thoughts bad thoughts 🚨 wee woo wee woo 🚨 i am Not relapsing into a 10yo ED thank you very much stop that right now brain you fucko

[tiredhades]

impending mental breakdown means it’s floor time

[tiredhades]

“no wonder you’re tired, you were up all night on your phone!”

have you considered

that if i’m alone with my thoughts in the dark

bad things happen

[chronicallyonlinesworld]

[unsends-deactivated20170829]

im permanently emotionally damaged but it’s chill, I’m chill

[just-sad-vibes]

all my friends out there having a good time and im just here trying not to kill myself

[spectrologie-deactivated2023041]

graveyard fog

[traumatizeddfox]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[jupit3r-is-stupid3r-deactivated]

stolen from shtwt

[tiredhades]

most likely getting fired next week so that just puts the cherry on top of the shit sundae that’s been my year

[betyourefine]

I can't remember what happiness feels like