TiredNerd2012

A very odd girl with a very odd mind. Multi-fandom blog. A bit all over the place but why not? Ao3 is my original name @Writer0824

[tirednerd2012]

Hello! I’m sorry in advance if this makes you uncomfortable but I wanted to say your fic ILYEFTBOU has been a wonderful experience to me especially since I started reading it when I was in the hospital in the hardest times.

I’ve been re-reading it recently and it’s as beautiful as the day I started reading it. I know it hasn’t been getting much updates and I hope one day it gets picked up. It kinda shaped a lot of my writing style/skills hah!!

Hi!

First of all, thank you so much for the lovely comment! I am not at all uncomfortable with it. I know when I was writing ILYEFTBOU I was going through a lot and the story became my own therapy review before something else happened and I took a break from writing because I was stuck in a sort of survival mode. I have been doing much better these days, I have just been focusing on writing my own books and trying to get back into the editing world.

I am glad that you're enjoying the re-read. I read through it again and I might pick it back up soon, but it wouldn't be for a few weeks until I could get something up. I have been into Fionna and Cake lately and my latest obsession has been a non-toxic Gumball and Marshall Lee relationship (loved their magic versions but love their human ones more).

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Also because everyone seems to be forgetting: Will lost his twin and Jonathan lost his baby sister.

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Okay but the Byer brothers living in New York together??

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So im working on a fic but I also kind of want to have a moment where Jonathan Byers just crashes out privately (damn near full blown panic attack) because both of his younger siblings (El lived with them and they actively call each other siblings) are going to have to face a monster and he knows theyre capable but hes just terrified for them.

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Okay they have been doing Jonathan so dirty this season (not new) but I will say i am so happy Mr. Clark is finally involved 😂😂

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Sooo ill be making a fix it fic this weekend most likely 😂😂

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Guys I really think Jonathan is going to die in season 5 and im not mentally ready 😭😭

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Just an FYI and thank you to the anon who sent me a really good hot chocolate recipe awhile ago. Its finally cold here so I made it this year and omg Im still in love 😂😂

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My mom and I both love Stranger Things and after the trailer my mom is convinced Jonathan Byers is going to die but that would be such a cheap thing to do to the Byers family and I have so many opinions about it.

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TW. Loss.

Hi everyone.

I just wanted to come on here because I have notified a few people already but I'll Love You Enough for the Both of Us and all other projects will be on hiatus.

I'm not ready to go into too many details, but unfortunately on Tuesday night around 3 a.m., I woke up with sharp pains and was bleeding. I went into very early labor, (only 15 weeks pregnant). My husband and I rushed to the hospital, but we lost the baby. I can't type out the word. I can't say what it was.

My daughter is with her godmother for a few days. My husband and I are still processing everything and I'm still in the hospital. I'm feeling a lot of emotions I don't want to and I don't want to see my daughter right now, which probably makes me a horrible mom but I barely want to see my husband. At least on this app no one really knows who I am and I can hide behind a screen. No one can see me on here.

I don't know what I'm going to do. My job is fully willing to work with me and told me to take a few weeks off, same with the class I'm in for grad school, they even told me I could just start next semester instead but I don't know.

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A few days late but read the latest chapter. I like how you referenced the recent shorts in this chapter.... And reminded the readers that Bob sucks... In this story. The chapter being short is good as it's a nice calm after the Bosco arc and how Rad helped Bluey was so cute! Also congratulations on the new opportunity!

Yeah the next few chapters are going to be fluff/soft and healing chapters. I really liked it, and it was interesting to interpret how one sentence can affect the entire storyline

And thank you! I'm so excited to go back to school and work in social media and engagement again. I'm trying to work my way back into the writing field!

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I'll Love You Enough for Both of Us Chapter 30 is up!! Very small, sorry there has been so much going on!

I got accepted into a position where I essentially get free tuition for my masters degree, I'm moving to a city I've desperately missed, everything is falling together for our family ❤️

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Sorry if this is a heavy question, but what illness does Bob exactly have in your fanfic? I just find how you've written him to be interesting: like how we sort of turned but used to be a pretty loving father, as far as Rad can recall anyway.

In my stories, Bob had intermittent explosive disorder, personality disorder, and later on dementia. I never named them because I didn't want to give a bad stereotype or make anyone who may have these disorders feel bad, because each are manageable and it's completely possible for someone to live a normal life with them. I also have only done a bit of research, not as much as I would have liked, because the intermittent explosive disorder was the diagnosis my bio father received and what inspired a lot of Bob's character.

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Next chapter of I'll Love You Enough for the Both of Us. I promise it's much more comforting than it sounds 😂😂

This chapter is partially inspired by the mini episodes where Bandit made a book when he was a kid and wrote how Rad played footy and his dad yelled a lot when he did.

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Rewatching season 4 of stranger things and I desperately, desperately want Jonathan to talk to Joyce about the college thing. I want her to tell him to go follow his dreams and that he doesn't need to worry about her and Will anymore. I know he'll continue to worry and want the best for them but I want them to reassure him to go.

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Saw the new chapter! I'm glad the Bros are gonna be OK. Does 2-3 counts of attempted murder, breaking and entering, domestic violence and stalking really only get 20 years in Australia? Will they have to go to court? Also looking forward to seeing Rad get schooled by someone who can't even spell schooled when he's healed!

I purposely made it a short sentence because I need Bosco back after Rad is healed. But to explain it a little further, stalking and domestic violence was never proven because Frisky went after (unfortunately I've experienced a lot of issues where the police won't do anything until it's practically too late), he didn't get charged with almost killing Bandit, and everything combined into one crime essentially. I'm sure in real life he would have gotten much longer.

And I kind of want to do something with Rusty humbling Rad in cricket 😂😂

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In all seriousness. I would die for Darry. That's it. That's my announcement.

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This is an old post but it still stands