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@tiredwryvern
hi all! welcome to my page (^ ^)
my name is Nic!
i use they/he pronouns
i am in my very early 20s (as in i am 20 XD)
a little bit about my page:
(ft. my artsona (^ ^) )
also for interactions!!
ignore the smudging lol
Tamarack doodle
“You got the biggest order?”
“Only the best for my girlfriend.”
“Aww, Starlight…”
🍦 Oh, after the hell that was step two… these two love birds were finally able to get together and they are just adorable!
🍓 VanillaBerry (Carolina x Vivian) is so precious to me i absolutely adore them to bits!! They are just a perfect match for one another!
🍦 I drew this awhile ago and finally found the time to post it here! A reminder that this is part of the @whimsiesolnf lore! That doesn’t stop me from obsessing over these two!!
🍓 The shining star that is Carolina Oakley (one on the right) belongs to the amazing and wonderful @reneelemon8 !! HI BESTIE!! LOOK AT OUT GIRLS!!
🌈⭐️Golden Grove's Resident Party Boy.⭐️🌈
💖(Tika is genderfluid and goes by she/he)💖
Congratulations! You're the first person, who isn't family, to see Metztli cry. Funnily (or sadly, I suppose), that isn't a joke. The only real emotions the people of Golden Grove have ever seen with Metztli is anger or joy. No one has ever seen her cry actual tears, happy or sad.
For Metztli's confession, it would come along when you met up with her for a weekly stargaze. Her confession was very much not planned, so you'll definitely notice her stumbling over words or just being awkward, in general. She keeps her distance the entire time, which is strange because she's always been comfortable with being close.
She brings up a hypothetical to try and set the tone. She asks: if she and Agustín both had to leave Golden Grove, who would you miss more? If you say Agustín, even jokingly, you'll notice how much she stiffens up. In her mind, it solidifies that she was never meant to be anyone's first choice. She'll always lose to Agustín, even with you. She won't confess, if this happens.
If you do say her, she'll actually be surprised. She tries to turn back to her telescope to hide the fact that your response actually affected her. She isn't used to being emotionally vulnerable around non-family members. In Step 3, she's constructed a very stoic persona in public to protect herself from bullies, and that, unfortunately, carries over to people who aren't family. That means you too.
When you ask her what's wrong, she'll say:
"Just... the idea of being anyone's first choice is new to me."
Metztli feels as though she's always been second to Agustín. People typically gravitate to him and thought of her as an obstacle to him. Or they simply label Metztli as "Agustín's sister" or "Xihuitl's daughter". She's never simply been Metztli without a label. To know that the person she loves doesn't see her in such a way, it makes her emotional and seen.
‼️ Long post since I yapped a lot 😔
I really want to update a few character details (design, personality wise) regarding the Solanos, but I didn't want to completely scrap them and start over. I settled with just changing a couple of things, and I made a list :D
For Metztli/"Nene":
I gave her more beauty marks on her face. I have a lot of beauty marks on my own face, so Metztli gets more to match >:D
In Step 1, regarding her outfits, I added a couple more details. For her upper half, I adjusted her undershirt to be a turtleneck. The little piece of fabric attached to her overshirt has lace now. Her jeans have stars sewn into the fabric. She's wearing gloves now. With her turtleneck and glove, I'm hoping to better express her need to cover up due to falling ill very easily. She needs to be kept warm!
Her Step 2 design got a bit of a change. I made her little cardigan/sweater a long sleeve and made it cover her shoulders more. Her shirt is a little longer. I gave her side swept bangs rather than blunt ones. Her socks are longer, and I changed her shoes to long boots. Overall, I tried to cover Nene up a little more since she's quite insecure of her body during this step.
In Step 3, Metztli's only change is her hair. I made it more wavy since I think it looked better than her straight hair. Also, I wanted to add in that Nene straightens her hair in Step 2 to fit in with her peers. Of course, in Step 3, she stops doing it, so her hair is wavy again.
Step 4 Metztli has no changes!
Personality wise, I'd say there's not a lot of change considering I don't really talk about Metztli's personality very often, especially when it comes to Step 1. So here's what I've got:
In Step 1, Nene is doting and considered to be overprotective of Agustín, especially since he's smaller than her (physically). She's also quite outspoken during this step, which is a contributing factor to the bullying she faces in both Step 1 and 2. She calls out bad behavior when she sees it and doesn't let people get away with anything. She's a real teacher's pet. It's due to the values that Xihuitl and Noel have shown as she's grown up, which means people perceive her as "no fun".
Unfortunately, that means during Step 2, people still view her as a teacher's pet and are hesitant to be seen around her. To the people she does become "friends" with, she's basically their punching bag, figuratively. They always want homework answers, her to get them access to classrooms during lunch break, and to get them out of trouble.
As for Agustín:
In Step 1, he gets a bit of a design change. His hair is a bit longer, just above shoulder length. He should appear more frail, especially with the oversized clothes he's wearing. His shirt is tucked in, and his undershirt is more of a turtleneck, like Metztli. He's wearing tights, leg warmers, and a cardigan. Similarly to Metztli, I wanted his outfit to reflect how easily he can get sick. He has to wear more layers to keep himself warm.
Step 2 Agustín has no change, design wise!
Step 3 Agustín has a bit of a hair shift. I removed his little braid and instead gave him more face framing pieces. That's basically it :)
Step 4 Agustín has no change, design wise!
The two face changes for Agustín are his nose and eye shape. His nose is no longer curved, and it's more similar to Metztli's nose shape. As for his eyes, I gave him more of an almond shape. I've never mentioned this before (completely my bad), but Agustín is biracial. His birth mother was Nahua while his birth father was Chinese. Based off of my cousin, who's Chinese and Nahua! :D So that's why I gave him almond shaped eyes and a straight nose bridge. He gets his eyes from his birth father and his nose from his birth mother :) (And, if anyone's curious, Metztli is Nahua!)
Side tangent: This part of his identity does affect him as he grows up because he never truly feels connected to his Chinese roots, only really his Nahua ones because both Metztli and Xihuitl are Nahua as well. Xihuitl does try his best to keep him connected to those roots, but Agustín really doesn't feel that connection.
Little side note: I will, eventually, get to Agustín's background since I already mentioned Metztli, so you guys aren't left in the dark for too long regarding that :D But, spoiler (I suppose), Agustín's birth parents do reconnect with him when he moves back to Mexico!
Anyways, personality wise, I'd say Agustín pretty much stays the same. In Step 1, he's very quiet and a big scaredy cat. He's practically attached to Nene and Xihuitl during this step, and it's very hard to separate them. Step 1 Agustín is still selectively mute outside of his home. He doesn't speak and uses gestures to communicate outside. It stems from his anxiety of being in a new environment and needing to speak a new language.
Even in Step 2, Agustín's selectively mute, which does mean he no longer does choir. That's a change. While Xihuitl does his best to support him throughout his time in Golden Grove, Agustín still struggles with speaking to non family members in Step 1-2. A lot of people misinterpret his lack of speech to either be some cool persona he's trying to exude or him being rude.
That should be all the details I made changes to, but if I remember something, I'll be sure to bring it up in a different post :)
Since I did make multiple changes, I'll probably re-do intro cards. I kinda wanted to change them anyways, especially with the changes in my art style. I'm not sure if I'll just re-do them, and then, change them on their original posts. Or if I'll just post them again with the new art. I'm not sure yet 😔 BUT I do want to do my Metztli confession post first before I do any of that :D (maybe I can finish it today, but no promises :0)
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Such a dreamy boy!
I'm sure all leos toys were animals as a kid. Eheh i really liked trying to design his room. Well i didnt lmao but i like seeing it finished 😍
I'M POSTING HERE TOO CUZ WHY NOT and yeeees if I remember I did once said that he is alt once but mostly dresses basic because uh, he doesn't have the time to dress up all the time but yes just a small doodle for now... I hope I did it right he's a baby bat
How Tamarack and Qiu feels for gaining a bad bitch/JJ NO
It's not illegal to upload in between art requests right
Finally, Step 1 Luna siblings are here
Our two little moons are arriving as new residents to Golden Grove, be nice to them pls!!
The reason they are moving is to be away from their grandparents. Opal made this decision after noticing how differently her children were growing up.
In a traditional household where anything different is frowned upon, she simply decided to walk away forever. She wouldn't let her parents control how their children should behave or wear.
Nora, who despite being nervous and quiet, always has a smile on her face for anyone who approaches her, is not very good at socializing, which is why she is always with her older brother. However, once she gains confidence, she tends to express her feelings through physical contact.
She's a very sweet girl, always there for everyone, but will they be there for her when she needs them?
She doesn't have many hobbies, but among the few she has are ballet, being with her roller skates, going to the forest, and doing anything with her older brother.
Esteban, he's the extrovert of the family, always talking to anyone, despite his feminine appearance; he hardly cares how people refer to him. He gets along much better with younger children, but he's been dealing with younger children his whole life, so obviously it's easy. Esteban is that cool older brother everyone wants, and only his younger sister is lucky enough to have.
He always looks out for others and always helps when others are confused, but he's confused too... will someone help him?
Being in a new town, his hobbies changed; he's very interested in ballet, he likes being in the woods—that's all he does most days—and sometimes he races his bike, he mostly does it with his sister.
LAST BUT NOT LEAST
These two are open to questions, for now only Step 1 or trivial things like their route or their favorite color.
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I finally did this. These two went through a lot of changes, but now I know where to go.
Thanks for reading!
Agustín's confession happens at the end of Step 3, but whether or not Agustín confesses first is all up to you :)
As I've mentioned, there is a chance to confess to Agustín during that joint moment at the end of Step 3, but if you choose to not say anything, you get this rendition.
In the Step 3 epilogue, Agustín will ask to meet with you at night in the backyard. He's very nervous, fiddling with his hair and tucking himself into his cardigan.
He seems to be avoiding the real reason of your meet up, steering the conversation in very random directions. He will, eventually, get to the point. He tells you that he'll be returning to Mexico before the new year rolls around, so he'll be very busy in the upcoming weeks. And, of course, he mentions that he'll miss you, probably more than anyone else.
He stops for a second. Then, he speaks again, and he tells you that you are one of the only people in his life that ever truly stayed. Someone who wasn't family. Someone who didn't have an obligation to him, but someone who truly cared for him. And he asks you if you could ever see yourself with someone like him. Could you truly tie yourself to a person without purpose?
"Tell me that you're sure about us... about me."
Because the only people who have ever had the patience Agustín needed are his family, his father and sister. But you have as well. With all his quirks and unexpected nature, could you love him? Would you love him at his worst? At rock bottom? And would you stand by his side as he searches for himself? And if that if that future self is different than who he is today, would you still love him?
smooch for franky !!
💖Don't cha, don't ya know I love ya?
Don't cha, don't ya know I love ya?
Don't cha, don't ya know I love ya?
Tell me that you love me or I'm gonna have to slaughter vou!💖
i have got to be a masochist bc if do in fact still hate doing mass attacks TT,,, i rlly wanted to do smtg for olnf during artfight tho so this one is only for olnf mc's ヾ(⌐■_■)ノ♪
THE MC's:
River by @l1111y
Franky by @applejooss
Maylin by @piinkcheesse
Nazanin by @kvtoid (on artfight)
Luna by @dreaminqlunaa (on artfight)
Louis by @sir-feline
Diana by @xzqjy67 (on artfight)
Cillian by @divineshelter
Oh My god..... Oh My god..... OH MY GOD AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I got the chance to draw Astoria again >:D thank you, @cookiecutter5 for asking for MC art piece and letting me draw your adorable MC again \(^^)/
"I was planning to head to my Dad's ice cream truck if you wanted to join as well [MC]! Then again you're always welcomed."
Rose's voice was friendly and easygoing as he offered you a smile, but Azzy's expression darkened, as well as his eyes as she rolled his eyes, speaking up not so long after Rose did.
"Actually, I was planning on heading to the Archery Range and invite [MC] to come with me." She shot back, offering Rose a glare, in which he returned, his expression darkening as well in annoyance as you watch Rose's eyes desaturate before they huffed.
"So? I invited them first so that means they should be joining me. I thought you liked being alone anyways."
Rose replied bluntly, his tone becoming more cold in an instant whilst you watched as Rose and Azzy look off in opposite directions, the lowering sun's rays highlighting Rose's greying eyes whilst the dim lights of the Diner echoed the darkening of Azzy's own eyes and pupils.
Both of their expressions looked bitter, the friendly bantering and light-hearted atmosphere shifted back to it's awkward and uncomfortable silence as it reminded you about something.
Azzy and Rose weren't friends. Not anymore at least. It's been years since they last considered, or saw each other as 'friends'. And seeing how this conversation was going you could tell that...
They expected you to pick between them.
Step 1 SprinkledScoops CG!
(Pretty old but oh well/silly)
"Thanks for inviting us [MC]! I haven't been here with friends before, so this is a new experience for me, not that I'm complaining. Right Azzy?"
Rose's voice, bright and boisterous as ever entered your ears as you watched him turn towards Azzy who gave a simple nod and smile, face being held between her hands, squishing their cheeks together making her look like a pouty teddy bear.
The setting sun's light shone on the two kids' faces both of their eyes bright and lively, clearly this was a unexpected but welcoming and pleasant experience for the two of them. Though Rose expressed his more easily than Azzy did, but that didn't mean she was any less happy to be here than Rose was.
The sounds of the Diner was muffled out by Rose's happy yapping whilst Azzy's eyes were directed at Rose himself, her eyes light and pupils yellow, you didn't exactly know what that meant but you could guess it was a good sign, Rose's eyes were also more brightly coloured before so you could assume that he was having a good time too.
Despite only having been here for only a few days, you could tell these two were going to make your life at lot more interesting than before.
(step 2 gets posted soon/silly)