For many reasons I decided to not continue playing Shunya on this separated blog anymore. I will move him and all verses to my multimuse blog. I am sorry if this is causing inconveniences for anyone. But itās for the best, for me at least.Ā
Under the cut I listed things that are currently in my drafts and stuff I remember is open and that I will drop unless you want me to continue. If you like this post you tell me you want to roleplay. I will follow you with my multimuse ( @krmeetsjp ) blog and continue the thread on there. If you still wanna drop it, just tell me and itās all good.Ā
aegerine: my museās opinion of the supernaturalShunya knows it exists, but it confuses him to think about it, if that makes sense. He usually asks lots of questions, but in the end thinks he maybe doesnāt have to understand everything. He met many kinds of supernatural beings and he mostly gets along with them itās not an obstacle for a relationship, but his whole world view didnāt change much because of it.Ā
agate: how my muse calms downI wish he would know a way. Usually hugs, the presence of someone calmer help him. If he is alone, a plush has to do the work.
blue lace agate: my museās favorite form of communication (verbal, letters, texting, etc.)Shunya is best with written things. He used to write lyrics for his first band, he is communicating via tweets with his fans. And when he is in one of his black holes, it is easier to put his feelings into texts, whether itās a letter or texting, because he usually tenses up so much he canāt talk properly. Itās like a knot in his throat and with texting and writing he is less ashamed than having to voice his thoughts.
fire agate: if my muse is brave or cowardlyRather brave than cowardly. Of course he does not always do what he wants because of certain anxieties, but I donāt think that is making him a coward. He choses to be an idol and dance and sing, despite from all social anxiety problems he had. If that isnāt brave, I donāt know what is.
moss agate: if my muse has a high or low opinion of themselfUNFORTUNATELY A LOW. He is gaining confidence due to his current relationship which makes me really happy. But usually all the judgmental behaviour of his father and the abuses and mistreating made him see himself like those bad people did.
amazonite: what kind of situations call for my muse to be dishonestāIām fine/okayā is his most used lie. May it be because he feels like a burden to others or because he just wants to push those thoughts aside, he is often lying about him being ok when he is not.
amethyst: what my muse would most like to be able to shape-shift intoA penguin? lol He just loves penguins too much. Or maybe a cat that has a happy and lazy life. But mostly he just wants to be himself with a healthy mind. :(
ammolite: how lucky or unlucky my use isThe luck has only been on his side recently. I think the suicide attempt was a turning point after which he learned to let go of bad people he doesnāt want or need in his life. The progress is slow, but he got better at not doing things to please others but to put himself first. He found better people, friendships, bandmates, love.Ā
angel aura quartz: my museās opinion of LGBT+ issuesHe doesnāt see why there are issues in the first place and why people make a fuss about gender stuff at all. Shunyaās father is homophobic at best and so Shunya is very scared around him. No way he would ever come out towards him but he hates it that he canāt.
apache tears: a sadness headcanonShunya is often numb when he is extremely sad. He doesnāt want to talk or do anything, when heās at his peak, he doesnāt even make a sound while tears just run down his cheeks :(
apatite: a headcanon about my museās intuitionThe first impression of a person is important for Shunyaās way of handling them. And if he has a bad feeling about them, he is very suspicious.
apophyllite: my museās religious/spiritual beliefsHe doesnāt believe in much, barely in himself, soā¦ He is visiting shrines because he learned to do so, not because it his his own religion.
aquamarine: where my muse feels most calm/relaxedAt home and that can be basically anywhere with his boyfriend (OMG THE CHEESE ALARM HERE)
biotite: the biggest problems my muse is currently dealing withHis mom will open a business next month where he is supposed to work. Itāll be a bento/ramen shop. He is happy because that means making more money, being less dependant on his dad, but it also means dealing with stress, trying to combine his music career with this job and dealing with costumers = dealing with anxiety.
bloodstone: how my muse sees themself as part of the world at largeSmol
calcite: my museās social tendencies (introverted vs extroverted, parties vs one-on-one conversations, etc.)introverted, no parties, no crowds. concerts are an exception, he loves his fans, itās l
carnelian: an art-related headcanonShunya used to write the lyrics for his old band.
celestite: how my muse deals with anxietyHe letās it consume him, unfortunately.
chalcedony: the saddest my muse has ever beenwhen he lost someone he loved a lot.Ā
chalcopyrite: how my muse deals with ending relationshipsShunya is the one who ended all relationships, because he was too scared of feelings. He chose to run away because he was scared to hurt the other or end up being hurt again and they didnāt really try to hold him back.Ā
charoite: who my muse looks up tomost of his friends like Star or his boyfriend Tatsuya
chrysocolla: a money-making headcanonShunyaās mom will open a bento shop Shunya will work at. Heās worried how well it will go with having to deal with customers all the time and because of his band. But he is happy he can be more independent.
copper: how I think my muse will end up when theyāre olderIf Shunya continues to live like he has been the past months, he will be happy. I think his depressions are chronically, so they will always be part of him, but he will cope with them better. Heās in Ā a really good and healthy relationship at the moment, so I like to believe they will still be together. Shunya will be independent, live in a different apartment, make enough money to live without worries.Ā
coral: how my muse views the natural world?
diamond: a sex headcanonHe pretends to be innocent, believe me, he isnāt. His voice goes up whenever he is excited while talking. The closer he gets (which doesnāt take long because his stamina sucks), the more high-pitched he sounds.
dolomite: a sleep headcanonShunya is a clingy brat, even when heās asleep. If Tatsuya is not with him which only was the case once in 11 weeks, he has his huge white tiger to hug at night. He needs something to hold onto to be able to sleep.
emerald: how my muse tells someone they love them without wordsConstant affection when they arenāt outside. He doesnāt like PSA. He makes sure to take good care of Tatsuya. When theyāre together, he feeds him or cooks for him, makes sure he has things home that Tatsuya likes. He gives him shoulder or leg massages after a long day at work standing. When Tatsuya is at work, Shunya texts him with either super clingyĀ āI miss youās or theirĀ ādude whats upā texts or nudes. Or he visits him with his favourite drink or food at work.
fluorite: what my museās room looks likeHis bedroom is one with his living room. In the back is his big sized mattress on the floor with his white tiger on. His sheets are always black. So are the curtains that cover the door to the small balcony. At the head end (?) of the bed is something like a wide drawer with a lamp on and a pooh bear plush and a penguin plush. Then theres a big plant and a lamp and an AC. Across his bed is a big WInnie the Pooh that holds a golden necklace with his marriage rings on it. You may know whatās inside the plush. His closet is across the bed as well in the wall.Ā The middle makes the living area with a glass table in the middle, the height of a couch table, and a big black leather couch. Above it is a zebra print on the wall and some wall stickers saying some english wise shit.Ā Across the couch is the big ass flatscreen TV on another glass table (too much glass for someone as clumsy as Shunya if you ask me). In the shelf/table whatever the TV is standing on, are games, his PS4, some cologne and necklaces. Then theres a clock on the wall on the right side above the TV and a big mirror next to it. The room has a fluffy dark blue carpet and Shunya likes to keep the light dim. His eyes are often dry and sensitive to light. You can see some pics here
fossil: what my museās dream job isBeing an idol.Ā
galena: what itās like to be in a relationship with my museThey have to be willing to spend most of their time with Shunya. He wants them to meet other friends, of course, but he is willing to spend the biggest part of his free time with his partner, so his partner should be willing to do the same. Although Tatsuya and Shunya have their own places, Tatsuya spends 80% of the nights in Shunyaās, the other 20% theyāre at Tatsuyaās. They wake up together, shower, eat, Tatsuya leaves for work, Shunya does whatever he has to do that day and when Tatsuyaās done with work he comes back. Whenever Shunya has a live, he comes home after midnight, so Tatsuya mostly meets friends or works out, but by now he has a key, so he can comeĀ āhomeā whenever.Ā Shunya is jealous because the feeling of being replaced is very familiar to him. He trusts Tatsuya with 100%, but this fear still is there at times. Shunya needs constant reassurance he is loved and wanted and will do the same as well. He needs 100% of the attention and if not he will die like a plant you forgot do water lol. I feel sorry for Tatsuya sometimes.Ā
garnet: what my museās perfect partner would beTatsuya lolAnyone who can fulfil the things I said above. He should be proud to be with Shunya and willing to show him off, even though Shunya isnāt fond of doing it in public. But Shunya tells all his friends about Tatsuya and he doesnāt want to be held as a secret either.Ā Look wise he pretty much meets all of Shunyaās expectations. Taller (the taller the better, Shunya is only 165cm, anything over 175cm is good, over 180cm perfect), toned to muscular, strong and working out so they can do stuff together and they should be able to carry his 50kg light ass. Preferably Korean because he has a weakness for them, but Tatsuya is Japanese, so, duh. He doesnāt like light hair, but dark brown and black and he likes nice hands, preferably slightly veiny but soft. The smile should be pretty with good teeth and full lips. WOW HEāS SO PICKY
gold: my museās financial situationShunyaās parents pay his ass expensive apartment in Shibuya, Shunya takes care of everything else.
For many reasons I decided to not continue playing Shunya on this separated blog anymore. I will move him and all verses to my multimuse blog. I am sorry if this is causing inconveniences for anyone. But itās for the best, for me at least.Ā
Under the cut I listed things that are currently in my drafts and stuff I remember is open and that I will drop unless you want me to continue. If you like this post you tell me you want to roleplay. I will follow you with my multimuse ( @krmeetsjp ) blog and continue the thread on there. If you still wanna drop it, just tell me and itās all good.Ā
For many reasons I decided to not continue playing Shunya on this separated blog anymore. I will move him and all verses to my multimuse blog. I am sorry if this is causing inconveniences for anyone. But itās for the best, for me at least.Ā
Under the cut I listed things that are currently in my drafts and stuff I remember is open and that I will drop unless you want me to continue. If you like this post you tell me you want to roleplay. I will follow you with my multimuse ( @krmeetsjp ) blog and continue the thread on there. If you still wanna drop it, just tell me and itās all good.Ā
For many reasons I decided to not continue playing Shunya on this separated blog anymore. I will move him and all verses to my multimuse blog. I am sorry if this is causing inconveniences for anyone. But itās for the best, for me at least.Ā
Under the cut I listed things that are currently in my drafts and stuff I remember is open and that I will drop unless you want me to continue. If you like this post you tell me you want to roleplay. I will follow you with my multimuse ( @krmeetsjp ) blog and continue the thread on there. If you still wanna drop it, just tell me and itās all good.Ā
I will not delete this blog or rename the url.
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there are a few memes I havenāt answered and I am not sure if I will, sorry.
there are some I havenāt hear of in forever, the ones I remember in my tired state of mind are:
Taeyeon really became something like a big sister Shunya never had. A supportive sister. One he didnāt find in his own younger sister.
Although making time between all his growing band activities and the new business his mother opened, he tried his best to make 3 days free to spend some time with her.Ā
Itās been a while he has been to Seoul. After everything that happened he didnāt even feel the urge to visit the country again anytime soon, but maybe it was for the best he decided to do so. A weird feeling was lingering in his stomach when he left the plane, memories coming up. That was until he saw Taeyeon standing close by. All worries being pushed aside, he couldnāt wait to hug her close and never let go.Ā āAh! Ah! Ah! Tae-ā He should probably not say her name and drag attention towards them, should he? She was an idol after all.Ā āNoona!ā He then just said, his smile brighter than ever.Ā
The small male hugged her back as if it had been years, swaying from side to side in the embrace.Ā āAh.. you look great! How have you been?ā Shunya asked, breaking the hug, but still keeping her by her sides.Ā āIt might be a little weird, but my friend just told me heās close, would you like to meet him? I swear heās an angel. Cuter and nicer than me!ā The Japanese spoke as if Hoseok really needed this advertising.
I wonder where reblog karma went? Ā Like, do we not have three seconds to send a meme in to the person we reblog the meme from? Ā Are we that rushed? Ā And if so, why are we even reblogging memes in the first place? Ā
I myself have stopped posting memes because people use me as a meme source and donāt ever send anything unless it involves me writing out a long winded reply for them. And that gets discouraging. Ā I, and others who RP, find and post memes in hopes of starting some sort of interaction, but in the end it seems as though sometimes itās all for naught.Ā
We watch as the notifs go off and each notif isĀ ā12345 reblogged -MEME NAMED HERE- from youā but the inbox never gives us any indication that weāve received anything. Ā And before you come at me withĀ āTUMBLR EATS THINGS!ā Yes, it does. Ā But not to the point of every meme coming up bust for those of us who post them and get none.
All I am saying here is try to be kind and before you reblog that meme from someone, look over it and send one of them in. Ā Whether itās one liner or a starter sentence, a symbol for what you think of their character portrayal or just a MUNday kind of thing. Ā Donāt be that person who reblogs, but never sends in. Ā You know it would tick you off if that happened to you nonstop, so why do it to others?
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