bad deerling

[blanket warning for: guro, likely rape & abuse, fairly graphic sexuality as expressed by a minor, general gross fetish-related content] helo i am noah-siobahn winterburns aka crown prince of all that is sick and wrong. dont follow this blog without either asking first OR being followed by us first please!

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i feel kind of distanced from everyone rn and also i want joan<>sherlock fic ft platonic kink

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so im planning an fst for the dead homestucks to help soothe my irritation w/ most of the alive ones but the ending song is depressing but it fits so well for LE's ascent ugh i

i want this to be a happy thing bc there is not enough happystuck theres enough sadstuck crap as it is

but

its

perfect....

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#underage #sonic posts

completely serious gross sonic headcanon #1: shadow is kind of a shota/lolicon. hes into tails and cream and is really awkward about it and post-SA2 when he's more neutral than evil or anything he occasionally hangs out with them doing really weirdly innocuous stuff (like helping cream tend to her garden and bringing tail old parts from the abandoned ark colony for him to work on etc) and nobody understands and he's not really as nice to anyone else ever so they all kind of decide it must just be like shadow has a ~soft spot~ for kids and they are right but NOT IN THE WAY THEY THINK i'm so sorry oh my god what an awful post this is

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i have totally serious gross sonic headcanons would anyone want to hear them someday (no)

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last night the net kept going down and tonight skype keeps crashing for no real reason and taking forever to actually close/reopen i swear if its not one thing its always another

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i'm glad i posted about that a little. its been on our mind all day and ive been feeling really bad about it

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re that last bit: i fancy somebody who im fairly sure at least one or two of our friends dont like/are uncomfortable with and i feel really bad for this and "theyve always been lovely to me" isnt really an excuse for anything but i just... dont know if i should be letting other peoples historys dictate stuff i do? like in the case of people like jamieanne of course it matters like if somebody is abusive yes definitely but like idk if its just. that people have fought or not got along in the past. should i let that control stuff i do and company i keep

if i do i feel bad and if i dont i feel guilty

this is really hard i just want to make everybody happy and i wish everybody was nice to everyone else all the time and got along and? ah

ah

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today i am sad and really worried (perhaps unnecessarily) about somebody i love and also having confused feelings for somebody i fairly certainly shouldn't have feelings like those for. punchline: this is every day

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i really wish i was better at talking to people why do i keep doing this thing where people say stuff to us and i just. dont reply. why do i have moments of feeling like all words have ceased to mean anything fuck that's so stupid

apologies to anyone whos ever, you know, tried to keep up an actual conversation w/ us

our deepest of apologies at that

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i actually really like the name barnaby ngl like i don't know if i'd want to add it to our actual full name but like. as nicknames go it's great a+ very pleased

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orelpuppington replied to your post: its canon damnit

barnaby these posts are perfect. ps listen to needle through a bug it got cut out of the movie but its so shiloh/graverobber

i really love that barnaby is just. a thing youre calling us all the time now. i'm so happy. and yES i have i have the ost downloaded with th deleted songs too and i keep listening to that one especially like wow its so so shippy and gross wow im glad (ps plllllllease get on skype tonight oh my god i need to tell you about our "night surgeon" thoughts i NEED TO TALK 2 YOU ABOUT LARGOCEST)

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IM SO GLAD YOURE WRITING REPO FIC

SO AM I THIS IS A REALLY GOOD THING TO BE DOING (its actually one of our commissions in case any1 thinks we're skiving off) (im getting paid to do this im so fucking happy with my life and where it has gone i mean that sincerely god fucking bless me)

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its canon damnit

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i repeat: ♫ CAN'T GET IT UP IF THE GIRL IS BREAAATHIIIIN ♫

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#consent issues #drugs #necro

graverobber only really cares for sex with shilo when shes doped up to fuck on zydrate because it makes her sort of unresponsive and zoned out and like basically half-conscious and hes Into that because it feels a little like fucking a corpse

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what if they force-fed her blood or bits of organs

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luigi slashing up shilo with one of his knives and deliberately scarring her in the process (in a fairly visible area) to mark her as largo property, also what if after this the genterns etc don't have any physical contact with her (if any at all) because they know she belongs to the bosses and nobody else is meant to touch her, what if graverobber seeing the scar/s and getting really annoyed but also kinda amused, in both cases mostly AT her than anything else

hm mhm hmm