beautiful_rose

Hi~ I’m Rose! 🌹 20s • she/her • INFJ • mainly ONS/GureShin

[toastmegureshin]

So I was listening to “I Won’t Say I’m In Love” from Hercules (1997) and I immediately thought of Byakkomaru and Shinya with his denial for Guren

LIKE- THE ACCURACY?? 😂

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Fandom: “Who’d ya think you’re kidding, he’s the Earth and heaven to you

Try to keep it hidden, Honey, we can see right through you

You can’t conceal it, we know how you feel, and who you’re thinking of”

Shinya: “No chance, no way, I won’t say it, no, no”

Byakkomaru: “You swoon, you sigh, why deny it, uh oh”

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“At least out loud... I won’t say I’m in love” ♥️

[nayruwu]

Mahiru says she likes jazz because it's weird and off-beat like Guren.

And then Guren says he likes jazz because Mahiru likes jazz.

And then Shinya says he doesn't like music at all but gets Guren a jazz recorder.

this has been "the catastrophic trio - a summary"

[toastmegureshin]

istg this trio

[esquefae]

even a drunken demon can be right once a day

[toastmegureshin]

the way you draw themmmm 😩🤌✨

[generalmoony]

Shinya Hiragi starter pack

[nayruwu]

sobs. bawls. curls up into a ball and cries.

[toastmegureshin]

Songs That Remind Me of Gureshin Pt. 4

I KNOW. I literally only post when it's either Guren or Shinya's birthday 😭 One of these days I will become productive on here, you will see.

For now, Happy Birthday to our lieutenant colonel <3 (quick question: does anyone still call him that? I feel like the military rankings are not relevant to the main story anymore lmao)

But anyways, here are some song lyrics I pulled from my Gureshin playlist, specifically ones that are from Guren's pov. And as always, sorry that most of them are angsty 🥀

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"Die First" by Nessa Barrett

Tell me what's worse Losing you now or later? Maybe I can break the curse And I can be in love forever

...

'Cause someday, everybody's leaving You promise that you'll stay But that's a promise you can't make

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"Suffocate" by Nathan Wagner

Don't wanna hurt the ones I love Don’t wanna let everyone down I try so hard, but I slip up Lose my grip, fall on the ground

...

The problem ain’t they’re never good The problem's power taints the mind Don't let this heart turn into stone

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Hold on to me, don't give up on me

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"Half of My Heart" by Josh Makazo

Would you remember? Would you still think of me the same? Every December I've been reminded of things I should say to you, but I'm silent

...

Even if I'm gone now Half of my heart is still there I do what I can, but I'm scared

...

It's been killing me in silence

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"Little Do You Know" by Alex & Sierra

Little do you know How I'm breaking while you fall asleep Little do you know I'm still haunted by the memories

...

Little do you know I need a little more time

...

Little do you know All my mistakes are slowly drowning me Little do you know I'm trying to make it better piece by piece Little do you know I love you 'til the sun dies

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I love you Guren, I hope you get your shit together (for Shinya’s sake). I have no idea what's going on, but we’re rooting for you.

Here is some 🎂 and 🍛 for your special day :)

Part 1, Part 2, and Part 3

[nayruwu]

i remember when i first joined the fandom and read both the manga and the novels i was annoyed at how shinya never really... snapped. it was made clear right at the start how much he despised his family for what they did to him and how badly he wanted to see them fall.

so through the entire course of the books i was waiting for something to happen, for him to be angry, to get revenge, anything. but it never happened. and i was pissed, because i already liked him back then and god it felt like nails on a chalkboard to watch him get stomped on over and over again without ever getting that satisfying feeling of vengeance in return. (his death, his win came quite close in that regard, but well, guren pulled him right back.)

but now, that part is actually one of my favourite things about him! he has every reason to be bitter and hateful, but he's not! he could have made it his goal to gain power like mahiru did, wait for a chance to break free from them, a final act of rebellion, but he never did. because he learned, and he knows better.

his greatest desire is not one of hatred, but something as simple as never abandoning his best friend. and that's his whole thing. despite everything, this boy chose a human's greatest weakness - love. as cheesy as that sounds.

he was developed so beautifully in those novels it makes me sob every time. i miss him. can you tell?

[weskers-boytoy]

shinya: okay so this is a list of all the possible places guren could have run off to.

mito: this is a globe.

shinya: yeah we have no fucking clue where he is.

[esquefae]

forgor to put it here

[toastmegureshin]

YES YES GIMME THAT CROWSHIN 🤲

this is MWAH 🤌✨

[nayruwu]

BREAKING MY SILENCE...

[toastmegureshin]

ME

[esquefae]

soldier down

on that icy ground

looked up at me

with honour and truth

[toastmegureshin]

AHHHHAGDHDJKLL THE ICONIC MONONOKE REFERENCE YESSSS

I LOVE U FOR THIS 😭

this is- this is too good, you’re too good

[esquefae]

day 1 for most memorable scene!

im late but

[toastmegureshin]

YESSSSS TYSM

THE ICONIC SCENE 😭🙌

[toastmegureshin]

Day 2 - Shinya’s Birthday 🎂💕 (GureShin Week 2022)

I had some time to make a simple Shinya-themed wallpaper in honor of his birthday 😚

Feel free to save and use!

[toastmegureshin]

Songs That Remind Me of Gureshin Pt. 3 (GureShin Week 2022 - Day 2)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHINYA! 🎉 ILYSM <3

Let’s ignore the fact that today would technically be Shinya’s last birthday canonically :)

Here are some of my fav songs lyrics that I think fit Shinya and his feelings for/towards Guren

(sorry for the angsty songs btw ;-; who knew their relationship could end up so complicated, heartbreaking, and full of misunderstandings 🤷🏻‍♀️)

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“Love Triangle” by GJan, Saint

I want him, she wants him, he wants her

The love triangle stuck in our heads

I’m not that pretty

But I’m the only one who makes you happy

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Until I die I swear

I’ll keep you safe ‘till the end

Until I die I swear

I’ll keep you in my heart

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“Teddy Bear” by Melanie Martinez

I’m so unprepared, I’m fucking scared

You were comforting and quiet

How did love become so violent?

Everything was so sweet, until you tried to kill me

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“Unemotional” by iamnotshane

Something has changed

I must have missed it

When did you become so unemotional?

You don’t look at me the way you did before

It’s like I can’t get close to you

When did you become so unemotional?

Oh, it makes me so emotional

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“love/hate” by Matt Van

I’m not lost

I’m just waiting

I’ve been loved

I’ve been hated

I’m not well

I’m just jaded

I’m in love

And I hate it

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“Unlove” by Lyle Kam

Tell me if you could help me out tonight,

to help me see how I could unlove you, unlove you

And now I wish that you could love me

Oh, I hate my heart

For beating so damn hard

And when I see you I can’t stop it

when TF are they gonna see each other again- I miss them </3

Here’s a link to my full GureShin playlist 🫶

(lots more angst here ⬇️)

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3Nfa1FY24tDGP5kc2PaJLL?si=_otAf0sjRJaeex0JUHRsGQ

Part 1 , Part 2, and Part 4

[esquefae]

The time has come

[toastmegureshin]

THIS IS EVERYTHING IVE WANTED OHMYGOD

IM GONNA IMPLODE OUT OF PURE JOY 🥹

ty for officially giving us gureshin family 😭🫶✨

*rolling around in happy tears*

[xenaaa]

I’m convinced Guren stans don’t actually like Guren, only when he’s with Shinya.

Gureshin stans ≠ Guren stans

[distinguished-slacker]

I used to like Guren’s character a lot in the past but that changed with this recent arc. I don’t dislike him because he is a villain but rather because how everytime he appears he just does some asshole thing without Kagami giving us an insight on how he feels. This feels ooc especially for those LN readers like me who have been following Guren’s character growth all the way through, because the Guren we know is a caring guy who has no option but to do bad. Instead, he is written as an asshole just because; he appears in x chapter, says something annoying and that’s it. There…there is literally nothing else shown of his character as of now. Time passes and that character I liked is getting further and further, leaving one which in the present is written quite one dimensionally. The fact that the narrative tries to paint him in a good light doesn’t help either. So yeah, at this point I just hope Shinya can come back so maybe this can change this unbearable situation😭

[schneereggen]

Not funny, but I needed cat memes

[toastmegureshin]

shinya was a cat in his past life convince me otherwise