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pfp by catdile / normal about indie games and podcasts

[toastnbutter]

hi I'm toast

they/them

17 years old

look under cut for more info... oooooh....

my main interest right now is in stars and time!! im also into ultrakill and portal

my reblog/spam is @sifcoded

my special interests are the SCP Foundation and sharks (especially whale sharks) :] I also really love space, I want to be an Astrophysicist!!

my studyblr is @terrastargazer

i have ME/CFS and Fibro so posts might be sporadic

here's a list of my alterhuman identities!!

[toastnbutter]

just realized I havent posted this T-T

But hiiii here's my artfight card!!!! what else do I put here.... I'm gonna try to revenge every attack I get :p finally getting back into art again and I'm having a great time!!! I heart artfight

edit I forget to add a link (⁠๑⁠•⁠﹏⁠•⁠) here you go

[nasa]

Moon Joy June: Earth Inspo

It’s the last week of Moon Joy June, and we’re feeling the love for our home planet.  This week’s prompt is “Earth,” so we’ve compiled some previously unreleased images of Earth captured by our Artemis II crew this past April. If you’re feeling inspired, share your creations on Tumblr with the #ArtemisArtShow hashtag!

[toastnbutter]

also while I'm on the topic of plushies, does anyone have any tips on how to safely keep the siffrin plushies hat on his head 😔

it hasn't been falling off or anything! but I'm taking him travelling soon and I want to make sure everything stays together. also any tips in how to make it sit flat to look better for photos would be appreciated 🥺

[toastnbutter]

Wishing everyday that we get a rerun of the og siffrin plush.... I need their sad little face in my house 🥺

[cryptic-forge]

may i offer you a crumb of nostalgia? or a refreshing sip of vinegar?

some friends & i ended up talking about animorphs a while ago. at some point in the conversation i was explaining andalites to my partner who never read the books, stopped & went ".........you know what i'm gonna do?" to which people responded with "make an andalite bjd?" and yes. they were absolutely correct.

this also finally motivated me to sculpt a centaur body with more joints. i'm very happy with the range of motion in this, especially how nicely it lies down. need to work a little bit on stability, but the poseability is where i want it.

[maidenvault]

Not “Only my reading of canon is correct” or “Interpretations are subjective and all valid” but a secret third thing, “More than one interpretation can be valid but there’s a reason your English teacher had you cite quotes and examples in your papers, you have to have a strong argument that your interpretation is actually supported by the text or it is just wrong and I’m fine with telling you it’s wrong, actually.”

[chubs-deuce]

Art for a scene in the next chapter of my fic hehe

[toastnbutter]

i think we should talk about how traumatic the first part of phm would've been for grace

Like I think on the journey to Erid he sometimes wakes up in a cold sweat convinced he's alone on the Hail Mary. Especially if Rocky happens to be in another room.

For a minute he's alone again on that ship, drifting through the void of space, stuck in his own personal horror movie. it's cold and lonely and the bodies of his friends are rotting in the next room over. the weight of the world is on his shoulders alone and he can't even remember why and the people that could've helped him are DEAD and he's alone! he's alone!!!

and Rocky has to convince him that he isn't a hallucination and he's real and they ARE heading to Erid, and he's not going to die here. grace says he believes him but deep down he's still worried it's all a dream and Rocky's not real and him and his whole planet are going to die a slow, freezing death

[aloedadragon]

I need to spread the propaganda GO MY PHM IRON LUNG GENLOSS CROSSOVER EDIT

[cuunos]

hey can everyone do me a favor and put in the tags why they chose their name? even if you don't go by a chosen name irl, you can put why you chose your online name.

[toastnbutter]

god man maybe I should go on T... i can't stop thinking about it

[toastnbutter]

god man maybe I should go on T... i can't stop thinking about it

[toastnbutter]

do any other disabled people relate to me with ljke

I'm very preoccupied with looking attractive bc when ur disabled, people treat you muuuch better if they want to fuck you. pretty privilege is real but more so when your disabled. Or marginalized in any way tbh

it frustrating bc I don't want to be like this but also the easiest way to make people respect me is to make myself more attractive. or maybe not respect me. But see me as more of a person?

well. You're kind of being gawked at. But it's better than the pity and infantilization I get otherwise. It's like. Maybe if I'm sexy enough I won't be seen as a child. picking one type of dehumanization over the other. At least the other makes me feel like an adult.

I'm not like. Defending this. Obviously it's bad but I don't know how to word it.

[mochalaxy]

see them purple

a friend posted a color palette in a server im in and said "loop in this" and i couldnt resist bc i mean. i love purble. who doesnt love purble /silly. so loop. purble:)

[color palette]

[toastnbutter]

there's something for me about how like.. I can read all the beautiful posts about Christianity and Gods love and how it changed your life that I want but I still cant get over the fact that. You hate me

Christians will be so nice to me and I appreciate it! but then I remember that they think I'm gonna burn in hell because I'm queer. That I'd be better off not queer. that what God truly wants is for me to spend my life forcing myself to fuck men I don't really like because I'll rot in hell with the rapists and the murderers otherwise

it's something I don't think they understand. like so many Christians on here wonder why people don't like them but that's why!! You don't like US!!!! i can be the kindest person in the entire world but I'm going to live an eternity of unimaginable suffering because I'm queer. And you're all fine with that. You think it's RIGHT, even. it's fine, because God is all loving unless you're a faggot

[toastnbutter]

i hate being chronically ill I genuinely need to die. Real people can't function I'm not real