Shitty and Tired

Just a kids vent blog

[c311a-deactivated20210115]

anyone: *says something bordering affection but really is just being polite* me, a loving fool: 😫❤️❤️❤️❤️💋💋💖💖💖💖💖😍😍😍😍😍😍😍I📢📢📢LOVE📢📢📢❤️❤️❤️📢📢YOU📢💓💕📢💖📢📢 WITH📢📢💋💋🔥💕📢📢📢EVERY📢📢💘💘💝📢💝📢📢📢OUNCE📢📢📢😫😫💓📢💓📢💓📢📢OF MY 📢💖💘😍📢BEING📢❤️📢💘📢💕📢💋📢💜📢

[tiniestworms]

times r tough, take care of urselves please

[itseasytoremember]

someone help me find that image of 4 cats being held up in front of a brightly coloured background. the cats look calm being held but each have their own personality

[itseasytoremember]

nvm i found it

[gayvpd]

me: *likes something* me: Boy Howdy. i can’t wait to lose interest in this immediately

[avpdkaneki]

avpd starter pack

[bpdsuperboy]

me: no one ever talks to me or wants to be around me. im so disgusting they can’t even find the pity to send a text

someone: texts me

me: GOD❗ FUCK❗ NO❗❗❗

[tockajid-blog]

me: *forces myself to communicate with people*

me, 10 minutes later: so anyway, I'm done for the year and going to take a 18 hour nap and never do anything again

[suffering-tm]

raise ur hand if u’re Struggling™ this summer and u have no idea if u’ll make it through this year or for how long u’ll be able to keep this up ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[tockajid-blog]

me being with friends: omg i'm so loved!!! i love my friends,they're always here for me and i'll always be there for them too, we're having so much fun omg so many things we should do!!!

me once i'm alone: ...

me: anyways everyone hates me and i'm Ready to Die

[avoidantmoth]

[manages to be obnoxiously clingy and yet frustratingly distant and avoidant all at the same time]

[tockajid-blog]

me: I really!!!! want!!! people!!!! to help!!!! me with!!!! my problems!!!!!!!

brain: you have to tell people about your problems first.

me: disgusting. atrocious. completely repugnant. I have never heard anything so vile. get out of my sight immediately.

[thatparanoidfeel]

tpfw something online says "look behind you" or "don't turn around"

[sadsushi]

STOP SCROLLING

Please Read!

It’s okay to:

Cry

Scream

Yell

Be sad

It’s not okay to:

Give up

Hurt yourself

Feel alone

Leave your feelings aside

If you need help (don’t be afraid to ask for help. it’s okay):

If you are ever feeling alone, go to this text line

Call 1-800-448-3000 a 24 hour open counselors

Message Me, or anybody who reblogs this post!

If nobody told you already:

good morning

i love you

have a wonderful day

i do care for you

you are a wonderful person

you look beautiful. always.

im here for you

have a great night, and sleep well.

Don’t ever forget:

to drink water

to eat lots of yummy food

somebody is always there for you

someone cares

you are worth so much

it will get better

you are important

you are loved

you are beautiful

you are so so strong

you deserve to be happy

[bl00dspells-deactivated20171212]

[tockajid-blog]

there is no where in this world where I would be completely 100% safe from anything that could hurt me I can't hide alone, because there's the chance that someone will find me and want to hurt me or I would just severely hurt myself and there would be no one to help and I would die alone I can't hide among a crowd because I could mess up and they could turn against me, or I could grow so reliant on them that when I am alone again, or when they somehow break my trust I am even weaker than I was before I could go on forever but I think that you, whoevers reading this, get my point There's nowhere for me to hide

[tockajid-blog]

the truth is that we are safe nowhere and the that terrifies me. Anyone could, if I they so chose, kill me in my sleep or while I'm walking somewhere or while I'm just standing somewhere if they put forth enough effort they could end my life and because I'm weak and useless I probably wouldn't be able to do anything about it Like for example my mom has the key to my room, she has the key because she got annoyed that i lock my door (which makes me feel Safe and In Control, tho she doesn't know that bc I tell no one anything lmao) but the fact is if she wanted to she could come into my room at night while i sleep and kill me!! She wouldn't obviously because she loves me very much but the fact that she COULD if she had for some reason wanted to.

[tockajid-blog]

okay so like sometimes while I'm looking at completely harmless things like shadows or a pic of someone I'll look away and out of the corner of my eye the shadows will morph to look like figures and people and the pics of people morph into angry faces and is that like,,, A Thing